In real life, in fact, we understand everything in our hearts, and we understand everything. x But we are always fighting with ourselves in our hearts, deceiving ourselves, and paralyzing ourselves.

Lunch was settled in the restaurant opposite the café, Chen Yang originally wanted to go to his parents' house with Mu Cheng, but he thought that Weiwei and Shuai might be there, so he finally gave up.

The brother and sister still sat in the same position in the café after dinner, looking out the window at the street in a daze.

Chen Yang is reminiscing about the past, and the expression on his face often changes a lot. Su Mucheng organized the language in her heart, and she still had a lot to say to Chen Yang.

The warm sunlight shining through the floor-to-ceiling windows and falling on the siblings made the lazy afternoon the most beautiful time during this time.

After a long time, Su Mucheng's eyes widened a little, and he took a sip of water and said with a smile: "Brother, did I fall asleep just now?"

Chen Yang teased: "I did fall asleep, and I snored." ”

Su Mucheng glanced at him: "Blind, I never snore." ”

Chen Yang smiled: "Brother is joking with you, you are so beautiful, how can you snore?"

Is there any connection between beauty and snoring?

Obviously not, Chen Yang was just looking for something to say, he could feel that Su Mucheng still had something to say to himself.

"Girl, do you have anything else to say to me?"

Su Mucheng's eyes were a little confused, she wouldn't have thought that now she had become Chen Yang's guiding mentor, guiding him in the direction of progress. However, he loved himself deeply, but he was getting farther and farther away from him.

Su Mucheng was still looking out the window, and she whispered: "Brother, I know that you are very embarrassed now, and you have a lot of pain and entanglement. On one side is Gao Yue and Meng Meng, and on the other side is the woman and handsome. But have you ever thought that if I hadn't given up now, would you be so embarrassed that you would seek death if you added me?"

Chen Yang was stunned for a moment, and said, "Uh", "Girl, can you be realistic?"

Su Mucheng raised his head and said, "That's okay, it's the most practical thing." Brother, let me ask you a question, you have to answer honestly, do you still love that woman in your heart?"

Facing Mu Cheng at this moment, Chen Yang didn't want to lie, or he also wanted to hear how Mu Cheng thought of himself now and what he had experienced.

"I don't deny that I still have love for Lin Weiwei in my heart. Chen Yang replied truthfully.

Although it is a twenty-eight-year-old love, I am now twenty-eight years old, and I can only face it with the mentality of a twenty-eight-year-old.

Su Mucheng Nunu mouthed: "The expected answer, if you don't love that woman at all now, then I think you are really hypocritical." After a pause, Su Mucheng then asked, "Then are you willing to divorce Gao Yue now?"

Chen Yang was stunned for a moment, and said urgently: "What are you blind?"

Su Mucheng pursed his lips and said, "Judging by your reaction, you will definitely not think about divorcing Gao Yue." ”

"Isn't there already an answer, why do you have to worry about it?"

Chen Yang looked puzzled and looked at Su Mucheng inexplicably, and the latter continued: "This is the so-called authorities are fans, and bystanders are clear." ”

"The contradiction in your heart is that you don't want to divorce Gao Yue, but you still have love for that woman in your heart, you wanted to hide this love, but the appearance of handsome makes you have to face that woman all the time, and the love in your heart will keep tormenting you?

Chen Yang's eyes lit up, Mu Cheng's words were really to the point, and when it came to the bottom of his heart, he smiled bitterly and agreed.

"Brother, in fact, you don't have to be so embarrassed, you still have love for that woman, which any of us know in our hearts. But you have to know that you are now a family person, and your responsibility must be on the family, not on the woman. ”

"You can't have both, you can't coexist with both of them, that's the reality. ”

Chen Yang shook his head with a wry smile and said, "Girl, your brother is not as dirty as you think, I just think it's too unfair to Yue." She and I are husband and wife, but I still have love for other women in my heart, and this love cannot be dissipated because of the existence of handsome, which makes my brother really feel a little panicked and uneasy. I'm afraid I'm going to hurt this family, I'm going to hurt Tsuki. ”

Su Mucheng smiled indifferently and said, "Brother, in fact, you still think too much." Even if there is more of that woman and handsome, what can it be? How should you live your life, just accept the reality and take responsibility. But you are living in endless melancholy and entanglement, without Wen Qing's life, committing Wen Qing's illness, thinking about why I fell in love with two women at the same time. If that's the case, to be honest, you might as well die early and be reborn, and in the end you will torture yourself to death. ”

"Now Gao Yue, don't you understand everything she has shown? Although I met her only to talk about your career, I can feel that what she is most worried about is your hesitant mentality. ”

"You are a man, you have to bear what you should bear, you have to be responsible for what you should be responsible, you have to be patient when you should be patient, and you should give up decisively if you should give up. Yes, I know, it's hard for you to give up the love that Lin Weiwei has in your heart. But you have to be clear that for the sake of your current home, even if you can't give up, you must bury it deep in your heart and let it never see the light of day, so that you can face them with your most sober self. ”

"The reason why I am so much with you is also to give you vaccinations. A man who can't even handle his own family feelings can divide how much body and mind can be divided into careers. ”

"Brother, that's all for my words. I think you can understand all the meaning of what I said, and I want to give you an explanation, and I don't want you to be in your own world. There's no need to compete with yourself, just go with the flow and be yourself. Too many thoughts can bring you endless troubles. ”

Su Mucheng left, but Chen Yang fell into a long period of deep thought.

How could Chen Yang know that Su Mucheng, who had a good intention to persuade him, was not persuading herself. She has the ability to let Chen Yang see through everything in front of her, but she can't untie the deep knot in her heart.

She has never been able to get out of the most sincere childhood sweetheart's love, maybe this love will be hidden in her heart for a lifetime and cannot be eliminated.

Chen Yang never saw Su Mucheng on the street corner, the tears that fell, and the heart that flowed with blood.

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