Chapter 88: Take Care of Yourself

Remember [Literature Bus] in one second, and read it for free without pop-ups!

In the months since quitting drinking, Fan Xiaochen got drunk again, and the worst thing is that in the end, he was not drunk and unconscious, but some things became clearer in his mind, and the position of his heart became more painful.

Fan Xiaochen lay on the toilet, vomited a lot, and finally sat on the ground weakly, unable to move a bit, so he didn't bother to move, and sat on the cold ground, but he didn't feel cold at all.

When people are drunk, their emotions become extremely fragile, and Fan Xiaochen couldn't help but shed silent tears.

She once swore that she would never shed tears for a man again, but the occurrence of feelings was not under her control, after all, she still poured her heart into it, hurt her feelings, and everything was out of her own hands.

Every time I love humbly, but what can I do?

This time, she was drunk, and no one would care about her anymore.

In the past, she was drunk and no one took care of her, and she got used to it.

But later, because of Yu Xinrun, she threw up, he cleaned for her, she cried, he wiped her tears, she couldn't stand up, he hugged her to the room......

But now, his heart was completely separated by another woman, and she became a person again.

Because she felt the warmth of being taken care of by him, if he was not by his side in the future, she would not be able to adapt to it.

When you start to rely on one person, you lose the ability to be completely independent.

Subtly, she can't do without him a little, so she becomes indecisive and unwilling to fulfill.

Later, Fan Xiaochen fell asleep on the toilet, woke up in the middle of the night, and the wine was almost awake, so he went back to sleep.

As a single dog, life is messy, this is Fan Xiaochen's normality, and she doesn't feel anything wrong with it all the time, but Yu Xinrun always sneers at her, which makes her change a lot of bad things.

This night, Yu Xinrun didn't come back all night, and Fan Xiaochen was used to him not coming back at night, but last night, she had to think about it more.

Probably because of the cold last night, Fan Xiaochen caught a cold, and when he went to work, he couldn't stop snotting.

Since the morning, it has been rainy, the temperature has dropped suddenly, when Fan Xiaochen went out, she wore less clothes, sat in the office, always felt a little cold, and at noon, she went home to add clothes.

As soon as Fan Xiaochen entered the door, he saw Yu Xinrun who was busy packing up his things.

"Why are you back?" asked Yu Xinrun.

"When I went out, I had less clothes to wear, so I came back and added some clothes. ”

Yu Xinrun glanced at Fan Xiaochen and frowned: "Don't you look at the weather forecast when you go out?

"I forgot. ”

Fan Xiaochen has always been restless recently, and he has too many messy thoughts, how can he live so carefully!

"I'm on a business trip for a few days, you take care of yourself. ”

After Yu Xinrun finished speaking, he went out with his suitcase.

Fan Xiaochen looked at the closed door and was in a low mood.

If she didn't come back at noon, didn't run into him, maybe hadn't seen him for a few days, she didn't know that he had been on a business trip, and thought that he just hadn't come back for a few days to sleep.

Of course, it stands to reason that he doesn't have to report his whereabouts to her.

When Fan Xiaochen went downstairs, she met Sun Mingyang in the elevator, and she asked casually, "Why are you going to work now?"

"Well, I was on duty last night. ”

Fan Xiaochen felt a little top-heavy and didn't want to talk anymore, so he leaned on the elevator and closed his eyes to rest.

"Are you alright? ”

"It's fine, a little cold. ”

Sun Mingyang didn't take it to heart, he was always talkative, and some didn't say a lot, but Fan Xiaochen's head was heavy, and he didn't listen to a word, he only felt "buzzing" and a little noisy.

Fan Xiaochen felt that the elevator had stopped, so she followed Sun Mingyang out of the elevator, however, as soon as she walked to the elevator door, she fainted.

Sun Mingyang heard a muffled sound behind him, turned around and found that Fan Xiaochen had fallen to the ground, he was startled, and hurriedly went over to pick her up.

When Fan Xiaochen woke up, she found that she was lying on a hospital bed with a hanging bottle in her hand, and as soon as she turned her head, she met Sun Mingyang's smiling face.

"What's wrong with me?" fainted this time, obviously not Fan Lao's problem.

"You had a high fever and you fainted. ”

"What time is it, and I have to go back to work!"

"Your colleague called your mobile phone and wanted to look for you, and I said that you were sick, and by the way, I asked him to help you ask for leave. ”

"Oh. Fan Xiaochen breathed a sigh of relief, she also felt very tired now, and just wanted to have a good rest.

Sun Mingyang helped Fan Xiaochen pull the quilt and said, "If you're tired, go to sleep! ”

"Don't you still have to go to work? you go and do your job, leave me alone!"

Although Fan Xiaochen already regarded Sun Mingyang as a friend, it could not take his time for granted.

That's right, she has always been a person who is conscious and doesn't want to owe others, but in the matter of Yu Xinrun, her skin is a lot thicker.

"I'll be in the next building, I'll come back to see you later. Sun Mingyang said.

I heard Sun Mingyang say that Cao Rui has been studying abroad in the past few months, so he can't see others in the hospital.

In the evening, Fan Xiaochen's fever subsided a lot, and she was about to go home, when Sun Mingyang came, and he said, "I'll send you back." ”

"No, you're busy, I'll take a taxi myself, it's very convenient. ”

Sun Mingyang frowned and said, "Fan Xiaochen, you don't seem to be willing to owe me favors. ”

"If you can, you don't owe!

"No one wants you to pay it back!" Sun Mingyang took Fan Xiaochen's hand and walked out of the ward.

Fan Xiaochen struggled as he walked, and said, "Don't drag me! This is where you go to work, how bad the impact is!"

"I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of!"

"I'm afraid! I'm a married woman, and pulling and pulling with other men is not good for my reputation!"

Walking into the elevator, Sun Mingyang let go of Fan Xiaochen's hand and said with a smile: "Fan Xiaochen, how long can you be a married woman?"

Fan Xiaochen was poked in the sore spot, and said with a calm face: "I want you to take care of it!"

"I originally thought that you really did a fake show, but now it seems that it is true...... It's a little difficult!"

Fan Xiaochen turned his head, stared at Sun Mingyang, and asked, "What do you know?"

"Knowing that you are always sad alone, sometimes you meet in the community, so that you don't hear it, and know that you have recently made a new female friend......"

Fan Xiaochen said unhappily: "Sun Mingyang, why are you like a boring aunt in the community, digging into people's privacy?"

"Fan Xiaochen, do you know why, you are always stabbed by feelings? Because in the face of feelings, you are so vulnerable!"

"Shut up!" Fan Xiaochen said angrily, "I don't want to hear a word from you again!"

Fan Xiaochen was annoyed and angry, and strode away angrily

Sometimes Fan Xiaochen felt that this Sun Mingyang was simply unrepaired, and the more she avoided things, he always cruelly picked them up and forced her to face them.

The most annoying thing is that she feels like she is being ridiculed, and then she also feels like she lives like a joke.

The elevator stopped, and Sun Mingyang said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "Fan Xiaochen, do you need me to stay by the side to take care of you? If your fever is serious, I can take care of it." ”

"Don't bother you! You and I are embarrassed, so I don't have to be tongue-in-cheek, and my husband will be unhappy if he knows!"

"Self-deception! Your husband doesn't have time to care about your life or death!"

Fan Xiaochen said angrily: "Sun Mingyang, even if I die, I won't be able to take care of you!"

Fan Xiaochen's cold this time is different from the past, this time it is a viral cold, it will be contagious, she has a headache all day long, her body is sore, she is tired and weak, she has no appetite, and she really fell ill.

Early the next morning, Sun Mingyang knocked on Fan Xiaochen's door, he touched Fan Xiaochen's forehead, and said: "Still have a fever, Fan Xiaochen, in this case, you can't take care of yourself at all, I'll just hospitalize you! Stay in the hospital for a few days, and then discharge me until it is completely improved!"

Fan Xiaochen said disappreciatively: "It's just a cold, do you need to be hospitalized?"

"The most important thing is that you have no one to take care of you, you have a fever, you can't take care of yourself, your condition will only worsen, you are in the hospital, and I can follow up in time. ”

In the end, Sun Mingyang showed his sternness as a doctor and could not refuse to hospitalize Fan Xiaochen.

Sure enough, Fan Xiaochen's condition seemed to have become more serious, he was groggy all day, except for intravenous drips in the hospital, he was sleeping, and his voice was so hoarse that he couldn't say a word.

After many days of tossing and turning, her condition improved, except that her voice was still a little hoarse.

Yu Xinrun came back one night, when Fan Xiaochen was still watching TV in the living room, he was dusty and a little tired, so he went to take a shower as soon as he came back, and then went back to the house to sleep.

Fan Xiaochen took over a new big project and began to focus on work, so the two were busy with each other and rarely had the opportunity to communicate.

On this day, the two finally had a chance to talk, Yu Xinrun heard Fan Xiaochen's voice a little hoarse, and then he was concerned: "You have a cold?"

"Well, it's almost done. ”

A few days ago, she really felt very painful, but now she is much better, this time thanks to Sun Mingyang, she used to catch a cold occasionally, but this time it was the most serious and sinful.

It was also because of this illness that Fan Xiaochen felt that he and Yu Xinrun were still far away from the real couple, at most they were just a plastic couple living under the same roof.

"Take care of yourself. Yu Xinrun said lightly.

Fan Xiaochen was a little sad inexplicably in his heart, and Yu Xinrun could only say this, because he couldn't take care of her, so he could only let her take care of herself.

"This Saturday night, we can go to the movies together. Yu Xinrun said.

"Really, then I'll book a ticket!" Fan Xiaochen was a little excited.

"Okay, I can watch anything as long as you like. ”

Fan Xiaochen was a little disappointed in his happiness, it was not easy for Yu Xinrun to spare time, but he lacked some sincerity as if he was trying to complete the task.

He is really a person who keeps his promises, this movie, after all, was won by Fan Xiaochen by playing hard, and he must fulfill it.