It's been a week, and Lu Rin hasn't made a single call or sent a message.

She carefully combed through the relationship between the two, thinking back to the bits and pieces in the town, and the way the two got along with each other was sometimes the same as that of a couple.

She was faintly scared, and kept reminding herself in her heart that she and Lu Rin were based on a financial relationship, but sometimes, she always gradually blurred this relationship intentionally and unintentionally.

She is a person who is drunk today and drunk today, provided that she will leave a way out for herself.

Do you like Lu Rin? Yao Qing finally faced the problem he had been avoiding in his heart, he was handsome and handsome, generous and golden, first of all, these two conditions were very tempting enough to make most girls excited, and she had nothing to do with Qinggao, when Lu Rin found her for the first time, she had some faint joy in addition to more trepidation, nothing else, just like when Cinderella was a child, she dreamed of the arrival of Prince Charming.

But she is not an innocent little girl, she knows the cruelty of reality, and at that time, with the idea of giving up on herself, she reached a contractual relationship with Lu Rin.

She is a little excited, although Lu Rin's temper is very awkward, but she will also indulge in that moment and a half of tenderness, no one likes to be lonely, but she has to force herself to get used to it, she shrunk herself into a shell, and later found that it is not bad to have someone by her side.

She doesn't know if things will go off the track she expected in the future, but sooner or later, the relationship between the two will end, get married and have children, and no one will be in the sea.

There was no movement on the phone, Yao Qing looked at the ceiling in a daze, this is the end, well, she chuckled, this is fine, it is exactly what she wants.

After a while, she suddenly bounced out of bed, walked barefoot to the closet, opened the door, took a box from the bottom, and poured all the contents on the floor, which were the most precious things of her youth, and seemed to laugh at her embarrassment now.

The scholarship certificate in her hand is the first certificate in her freshman year and life, I remember that when the quota in the college came down, the classmates around her praised her, although she looked humble and didn't care much, but in fact, she cared more than anyone else, if she missed the scholarship, she could cry to death when she thought about so many days of forgetting to sleep and eat.

She admits that her utilitarianism is a bit heavy, but she wants to succeed, likes to bathe in the envy of everyone, likes to hear others praise her, and there is nothing wrong with this, and she has never been in a hurry to use any dirty means, at that time, how high-spirited she is, every day with a confident smile, not to mention, in their courtyard is also a "man of the hour".

She was so envious of her at that time, but later, Yao Qing smiled self-deprecatingly, and then things were very bloody.

Yao Qing picked up a stack of award certificates but couldn't find the photo album that she had always cherished, she frowned, patted her head, turned to rummage through the cabinet, and didn't, and said to herself: "Hey, where did you go?"

After rummaging through all the places in the house and not seeing, Yao Qing sat on the ground in disappointment, forget it, maybe she was too sad at that time and threw it down the window, but she forgot about it after so long.

People are gone, what do you do with the photo album, the monument of shame, always remember her sad history? jokes.

Yao Qing put the box away, wanted to put it in the cabinet, shook his hand, thought about it, and threw it all into the trash without hesitation.

She walked to the window, brushed the curtains, the crowd on the opposite street was in a hurry, the traffic was endless, she tilted her head, her eyes kept sweeping underneath, sometimes she was wondering, is the dream of this thing too ethereal, most people are still fighting against firewood, rice, sauce, vinegar and salt, eat and dress warmly, and then get married, have children, and raise the next generation.

However, in this world, she has nothing, the things she loves and love her, one by one, all leave her, the most basic things she wants are gone, that day, she suddenly did not understand where she should go, she was full of scars and did not dare to touch the thing of love easily, fell into hopeless pessimism, although she understood many truths, including before the incident, she had made all the assumptions, put on her armor and put on her sword, and wanted to fight in all directions, but she was defeated without a fight.

But she was greedy after all, and she still had to live, and she forced herself back on the verge of dying, only to know that what she was most afraid of was death.

"Buzz~~~"

The sound of the mobile phone interrupted Yao Qing's thoughts, she turned her head and looked at the mobile phone on the stool that was still flashing with a small light, she hesitated for a few seconds, and finally walked over to pick up the phone.

It's not information, it's not WeChat, it's the city's news push.

She clicked on it, and the few bold characters came into view, a little dazzling.

Yao Qing subconsciously wanted to broadcast that number, but she hesitated when she pressed the dial button, although she couldn't deceive herself and be indifferent, she was a little worried about him, at least she wanted to confirm whether the news was true, but what position did she take to face him?

Even if she did, what would she say? She couldn't help at all, but might have annoyed him, thinking that at this time she would have to dwell on herself.

A deep sense of powerlessness swept through her body, as if the events of the year were repeated, she would only worry about it, but it had no substantive effect, and then, just like Bian Liang back then, she found a celebrity who was the right person to marry and support his career.

Besides, he hasn't contacted her for a week, and that doesn't mean it.

It's over, this time it's really over, she firmly believes that the ending she expected will be staged, maybe in two days the news will be a big news about Lu Rin and the daughter of a certain consortium tying the knot.

But fortunately, this time, she is not a supporting role of victimization, but an insignificant bystander, she will not be stupid enough to jump into the fire pit twice in a row.

Maybe she hated her own incompetence, but at the same time she breathed a sigh of relief.

Putting down the phone, Yao Qing walked back to the wardrobe in two steps and three steps, and there were all the luxury goods she had bought since she was beaten as a mistress, and the owner was gone, how should the extravagant life continue? Yao Qing shook her head, no, no, no, let's not talk about whether her congenital conditions are qualified enough, if she finds a bald head melon top obscene uncle level, just thinking about it makes her feel cold, not to mention doing intimate things, she can vomit for a month with a kiss, Lu Rin is purely her mistake, because she looks like his first girlfriend.

Thinking about this time, she doesn't seem to have lost much, but sometimes she has to show the patience to coax the child, forget it, just treat her as a little white face.

Yao Qing showed a painful and loving look, waved his big hand, and took them all out of the cabinet and threw them on the bed.

Bending down, she pulled out the suitcase from under the bed, unzipped it, it was full of her old clothes, some stalls, and some clothes that were occasionally extravagant after being paid, it was a pity to abandon them, and the food was tasteless, she sniffed, it was all moldy, and pulled out a black plastic bag from it, and put these clothes into the bag along with the brand-name clothes that had just been taken out of the cabinet.

She went to the living room to loot some luxury goods that did not belong to her class, and packed them all, and she wanted to donate all these things.

Looking at the pile of things piled up in the middle of the living room, Yao Qing sighed to herself again and again, how extravagant and floating she was during this time, fortunately, she withdrew in time, otherwise it would be really difficult to reduce from luxury.

She's going to decide to start over! Oh no, it's to start poor.

Yao Qing walked back to the bedroom, put on a white cardigan and light-colored jeans, combed his hair into a ponytail in two ways, changed into sneakers and went out.

There are still 200,000 left in the card, Yao Qing calculated, plus if she sells the apartment, and those brand-name bags can get nearly 2 million, but these are not enough for Lu Rin's company, besides, if she sells the apartment, then she will have to go back to the days when she was worried about the rent.

But wasn't it just for money when she was with him at the beginning, she should spend it with peace of mind.

It is about to be broken completely, it has nothing to do with her Yao Qing, even if Lu Rin is on the street one day, she just glances lightly and silently sighs in her heart that the feng shui turns and then quickly drowns in the crowd.

"Yao.... Green?"

Yao Qing turned around, Bian Liang was wearing a long black windbreaker, carrying a crossbody bag, and looked at her with a bright smile.

It should be Qing who told Bianliang her name again, and the lie was exposed, and she was not very embarrassed, as if nothing happened, and said, "Bianliang?..... You're coming to get the money?"

As soon as the words came out, she wanted to bite off her tongue, isn't this nonsense, if you don't withdraw money from the bank, can you eat? However, it may also be saving money.

Bian Liang smiled, "No, I'm here to save money." ”

........ Attaboy.

"Where are you going?" she just asked politely, hoping that the two of them would not stop by the way.

Bian Liang had just confessed to her, and he rejected him ruthlessly, so he felt a little awkward to get along, and the two of them were not very active people, and walking together was purely embarrassing and pantomime.

Bianliang lowered his eyes and seemed to think for a while, and pointed to the east, which was the direction to Song Qingyou's coffee shop.

Great, Yao Qing smiled even brighter, "Then you go quickly, I'll go home first, bye." As soon as the words fell, he didn't wait for Bianliang to react, and walked forward.

Bian Liang shook his head helplessly, shouting as he walked, his tone was very gentle, "Wait a minute, I still remember that I went there for some business, and I should be on the way with you." ”

Yao Qing wanted to cry without tears, what a fake reason, but if she said that she suddenly remembered that there was something wrong with going to the coffee shop, wouldn't it be a fake home.