Ah Jing was led by Li Gengxin from the corner to another corner of the county, and unlike in front of the Tom Yum Restaurant, there are very few people here.

In the silent moonlight, the dim street lamps were trying their best to illuminate the road in the dark night, and two figures walked in it, unhurried.

After the toss just now, Ah Jing's wine has woken up for the most part, and her walking is only a little unstable, but her consciousness is completely sober.

"Why do you have to go to this Hongmen feast?"

Li Gengxin spoke first.

Ah Jing lowered her head, was silent for a while, and said slowly: "Because that money is very important to me, my father has a strange disease and needs high medical expenses to maintain his life, I finally have a job with good salary, I can't lose it like this, I may not be able to get that account at risk, I can't keep my job, but if I don't take risks, I must not be able to keep it." ”

Li Gengxin was noncommittal about this answer, but he understood that in addition, there was another motive for letting Ah Jing do this.

But Ah Jing didn't talk about it, and he couldn't ask directly.

After Li Gengxin walked a few steps, Ah Jing spoke again.

"Brother Niu, why are you following me..."

"I didn't follow you, don't get me wrong, I just passed by and saw that Brother Qiang was bullying you, so I made a move. ”

Li Gengxin interrupted her.

Ah Jing bit her lip: "In the morning, you were beaten like that by Brother Qiang for me, and it was like this again in the evening, Brother Niu, I don't believe you..."

Li Gengxin stopped and looked at Ah Jing, his heart was very complicated, as if he knew what the other party was going to say next, and that was exactly what he was afraid of.

"I don't believe you care about me, I don't care at all. ”

After Ah Jing finished speaking, she sped up and took a few steps forward.

Li Gengxin stopped in place, stunned for a moment, took out a cigarette and hung it in his mouth, lit it and took a puff, and said, "Maybe I've done something a little too radical, but please don't think so, because I can't like you." ”

Li Gengxin didn't want to euphemistically say anything, Ah Jing is a good woman, kind, pure, innocent, and spotless in this noisy world.

He can silently protect this woman, but he can't let this woman like him, because he understands that at this moment, he has no right or qualification to love and be loved.

From the moment he chose to regain his strength, the fate of fighting with the mysterious forces also came as promised, and he would not bring any happiness to the people around him, only harm.

Although he also longed to have a caring woman by his side, he knew very well that it was unfair and disrespectful to him.

Li Gengxin can't be so selfish.

Therefore, he must bear some kind of heart-wrenching end.

After listening to Li Gengxin's words, Ah Jing's whole person froze in place, as if she had fallen into an ice cave, she only felt dizzy, and even she didn't understand why she felt this way.

For the first time, she couldn't put into words how she was feeling at the moment.

Li Gengxin captured Ah Jing's lost, frustrated, and desperate gaze, and his heart was also very sad, but he had no choice, and he wanted to be even more ruthless.

"If it's me alone narcissism, then please forgive me, if I guess right, please stop thinking nonsense, I already have someone I like. ”

Hearing this, Ah Jing's originally sad mood improved a little.

Does he have someone he likes?

Does that prove that it's not that he's not good enough to make him tempted? It's that he's single-minded and won't do what scumbags do?

Thinking about it this way, his image in Ah Jing's heart is much taller.

Ah Jing wondered: "Is it because there is someone you like, so you can't like me?"

Li Gengxin didn't expect her to take this layer into account, which was tantamount to backfire for him, and he thought that he couldn't make any more excuses.

Li Gengxin took Ah Jing to the intersection where he could stop a taxi, he looked at Ah Jing and said, "I'll send you back now, from now on, I hope..."

Li Gengxin looked at Ah Jing's innocent, kind, and innocent eyes, and his heart was mixed, in fact, he himself didn't know why he was trying so hard to protect this woman, was it really just out of gratitude?

In that case, why would he feel uncomfortable at this moment?

He remembered He Ran.

This was the case last time, and now, it's still like this, why does every woman who makes him throb have to be heartbroken by him?

Li Gengxin gritted his teeth, and finally, he still said that heartless sentence.

"I want you to forget about me, because we won't be together. ”

Ah Jing's eyes widened, she didn't expect that her brother Ah Niu would say such a thing, is it really just her own wishful thinking?

Ah Jing swallowed her saliva, her face was pale, and her body was trembling slightly.

"You... You've never had a heart for me, have you?"

Li Gengxin looked at her and did not answer.

"I've been narcissistic all along, right?"

Li Gengxin still did not speak.

Ah Jing stared into his eyes.

"I've never experienced what it's like to like a man, and suddenly I like someone, but it's just a big joke, right?"

Jing paused.

"I just want an answer from you. ”

Li Gengxin looked at these sincere eyes, swallowed his saliva, and finally made some kind of huge decision, he gritted his teeth and said, "That's right. ”

"You're just making a fuss about yourself, I can't possibly like you, even without that woman, I definitely wouldn't. ”

After Li Gengxin finished speaking, he turned around quickly, because his eyes were already full of tears, and he held back to prevent them from falling down his cheeks.

He knew that these words would make Ah Jing's heart hurt very much, but in fact, the most uncomfortable person was Li Gengxin himself.

Ah Jing froze in place, silent.

After Li Gengxin walked out more than ten meters, she choked up and said.

"So, can I see this man's face that gave me my first taste of what it was like to like it?"

Li Gengxin stopped, but he didn't turn around, because he was already in tears, and his weakness was evident in this bandaged face.

However, he couldn't let the woman behind him see his vulnerability.

Just as he couldn't let He Ran see his side.

He is destined not to have feelings, to be lonely, and to make everyone hate himself.

Because he doesn't want those who care to be hurt in the slightest.

Li Gengxin didn't answer immediately, because he was afraid that his hoarse voice would reveal flaws, he was afraid that the woman he cared about would find out that he was lying, and he was afraid that someone would be implicated by the 'mysterious force' because of himself.

He's going to be ruthless.

He can't have any feelings.

Only in this way can you protect the people around you.

"No need. ”

"Because he..."

After trying to suppress his emotions, Li Gengxin gritted his teeth and spoke, trying to make his tone sound very cold.

"I will never fall in love with a stupid woman who is simple and naïve, has no money and no power. ”

He protected this woman just to repay the favor, and now, they have settled their grievances and grievances, and they don't owe each other anymore, and that woman still wants to respect herself. ”

"Don't do it again..."

"Self-inflicted!"

The last four words, like using a knife, cut Ah Jing's heart one by one, made her painful, and Ah Jing covered her mouth with her hand.

At this moment, sadness, sadness, despair, coldness, darkness, all kinds of negative emotions wrapped her, it turned out that from beginning to end, she was making her own feelings.

So that's how it was...

So that's it!

Ah Jing turned around, ran to the intersection, stopped a taxi, cried and said the destination, the car started, and in the roar of the motor, Ah Jing left here with endless loss.

At the same time, he also left the world of Li Gengxing.

"Brother bullshit, from now on, I don't want to see him again!"

Ah Jing covered her face with her hands and cried bitterly, which made the taxi driver next to her a little discolored.

Will Li Gengxin's heart please feel better? The answer is no, after Ah Jing left, he was stunned for a long time before slowly walking to the grove next to him.

Li Gengxin raised the back of his hand and wiped away the tears in his eyes, his eyes gradually became firm, he couldn't let people see his vulnerability, the more so, the more he had to work hard to uproot the 'mysterious force', only then could he have the qualification to be loved, otherwise, it would be endless.

Li Gengxin removed the bandages on his face little by little, and after regaining the system, the wounds on his face were also healing rapidly, and some people and some things he couldn't hide.

I don't know if it's providence, although the wound is completely healed, but on both sides of his mouth, there are long scars, making his face look a little hideous and terrifying.

Li Gengxin touched the scar with his hand and smiled slightly.

"It's always been said that Heath Ledger seems to be more like it now, or good, this flesh and blood body will eventually fall down and die, and if you want to live forever, you must incarnate as faith, so..."

Li Gengxin took out the makeup pen, mirror, and other materials from the box he carried with him, and gave his face a makeover.

In about half an hour, a clown with a very similar appearance to Heath Ledger appeared in the mirror, and the scars on both sides of his mouth were also described with a makeup pen as a terrifying smile that ran through his entire face.

Li Gengxin was quite satisfied.

"Just use this honor to face the world, from now on, I am no longer a person, but a faith, a belief in great goodness. ”

Li Gengxin stood up, his cold eyes looking in a certain direction.

"Next, let this grandstanding clown do the first thing he does when he first appears in front of everyone, it's very exciting to think about, hahaha. ”

Li Gengxin's smile is very sad, the world will not know the pain in his heart at this moment, just like the fragile heart hidden under his strong face.

The laughter wandered through the streets, farther and farther away, like a sad melody composed by a hero, but unfortunately there were almost no people who understood.

Subvert the mysterious forces to have everything.

Otherwise, he's just an ant who doesn't even deserve to have feelings.

Li Gengxin clenched his fists.

Belief becomes firmer!