If.

It's just the if.

If Chen Yang had enough money for Gao Yue to decisively refuse the million, would Gao Yue feel more comfortable?

The answer, of course, is yes, but there are no ifs in reality. Gao Yue chose to accept this million, just to be able to face the reality better.

Chen Yangjue's heart was very aggrieved, if he had enough ability, Gao Yue would not accept this million with selfish intentions. Everything Gao Yue said made him speechless, but this result made his heart a little unacceptable.

In this real society, money occupies most of the space in our lives, it brings us endless pressure, and then makes us want it more and more.

We often say that money is the root of all evil, yet we have to work hard and fight for it, what a ridiculous and sad truth.

We really want to change this reality, but we can only cry out powerlessly, and there is nothing we can do about it.

Extremes tend to trap us in a cycle of death, and if everyone can be content, then desires can't control our hearts.

Be content and happy, keep your heart, and life should be happy.

The next morning.

It started to rain last night, and there are still scattered light rains.

Because of the rain, Chen Yang drove the car very slowly, and Gao Yue didn't say a word from getting in the car until now, always looking at the window in a daze.

An hour later, we arrived at the J City Cemetery.

Gao Yue stood at the entrance of the cemetery, hugged Chen Yang's arm and said with emotion: "Yangzi, in those past few years, do you know why I have been able to insist on accompanying you all the time?"

Chen Yang shook his head, raised his hand to gently wipe the rain from Gao Yue's face, he moved the umbrella to Gao Yue's side, and his entire shoulders were exposed from the umbrella.

Gao Yue had tears in her eyes, she sniffed and said, "It's because when my mother left, you tried all your means to help me raise money, and then bought this cemetery for my mother." ”

Chen Yang's mood was a little heavy, his mouth was a little astringent, he opened his mouth but didn't make a sound, he took Gao Yue's hand and walked towards the cemetery.

The sky was overcast, Chen Yang took Gao Yue's hand and walked on the path of the cemetery, and their expressions became solemn.

When they were about to reach the end of one of the rows of tombstones, Gao Yue and Chen Yang's footsteps stopped, Chen Yang looked at the photo of Gao Yue's mother on the tombstone, and couldn't help but recall too many past events.

Gao Yue put the flowers she brought in front of the tombstone, lit the incense candles, and squatted down to take out a handkerchief to wipe the tombstone for her mother.

"Mom, I've come to see you. ”

After a sentence, not only Gao Yue's tears fell, but Chen Yang, who had thought too much about the past, also had red eyes, and tears flowed down his face.

"Yoko, you are Satsuki's talisman, Auntie hopes you can take good care of her. ”

"Yoko, Auntie begs you, even if you can't accept Satsuki, don't hurt her, this kid has suffered too much and really can't bear it. ”

。。。

Too many words of explanation appeared in Chen Yang's heart, and the feeling of guilt that had once filled his entire heart instantly.

Chen Yang put the umbrella all over Gao Yue, and let the rain soak through his clothes.

"Mom. ”

A low groan, with too much missing.

"Mom. ”

A call, with endless sadness.

"Mom. ”

A cry, with great pain.

"Mom... ”

A heart-rending cry came out of Gao Yue's mouth, and at this moment, she cried out all the sorrows and grievances in her heart, and used all her strength, and those emotions that had been suppressed for too long completely exploded.

Every shout from Gao Yue made Chen Yang's heart tremble, and his heart was fiercely entangled. Every cry was mixed with too much pain.

Gao Yue is so pitiful, fate has been tormenting her, so that she has no chance to resist, she can only bear it silently, and there is endless patience.

In the silent cemetery, Gao Yue's heart-rending cry echoed.

After a long time, Gao Yue's crying gradually became low, and she choked up in a hoarse voice: "Mom, do you know, I came today to tell you that I have news from my father." But, Mom, she doesn't want to admit me. Mom, he doesn't want to recognize me... ”

"Mom, you've been looking forward to it for more than 20 years, and before leaving, you said that you would scatter your ashes into the sea, and you would go to the other side of the sea to find my father. Mom, my dad is back now, but he doesn't recognize me and wants to cut off the father-daughter relationship with me. ”

Gao Yue's voice rose suddenly, and anger appeared on his face: "Mom, that bastard, he lost you, he doesn't deserve to let you wait for him for so long, Mom, he doesn't deserve it... ”

Gao Yue sat directly on the ground and hugged the tombstone with both hands with a painful face.

"Mom, I brought Yoko here, Mom, don't worry, Yoko treats me very well, I'm very happy now, you can rest assured. ”

Chen Yang wiped away the tears on his face, squatted down and hugged Gao Yue's shoulder, he could feel Gao Yue's body trembling slightly, looking at the photo on the tombstone, he said with a firm face: "Mom, I promised you that I would take good care of Xiao Yue." I'm sorry for you, I didn't make it. But don't worry, I will use the rest of my life to make up for all the debts I owed to Satsuki. ”

Gao Yue's tearful eyes hugged Chen Yang's neck and cried loudly.

God seemed to feel Gao Yue's sadness, and the rain began to fall heavier and heavier, and the rain and fog slowly submerged Chen Yang and Gao Yue's figures.

On the way home, Gao Yue fell asleep, sleeping very soundly, she told Chen Yang before going to bed that she actually knew that her father was living well in this world, and she was very satisfied to be able to tell her mother the news and fulfill her mother's wish.

Chen Yang parked the car in the parking space in the community, he didn't wake Gao Yue, and sat in the car quietly staring at this almost perfect woman.

She has too much sadness in her heart, but she doesn't show much at home, visiting her mother is one thing, and bringing all the emotions that need to be vented there is another.

Chen Yang looked at Gao Yue's pale face, and pulled aside the messy hair on her forehead in distress.

Looking back on the past, everything about Gao Yue in his memory at the age of twenty-eight made Chen Yang finally understand why he had such a strong sense of guilt at the age of twenty-eight.

This near-perfect woman combines almost all the advantages that all women should have, and she is so good. However, he willingly followed himself, endured all the pain and grievances, suffered a lot, and suffered too much injustice and white eyes.

However, almost all of this was given to her by her twenty-eight-year-old self, and the twenty-eight-year-old self could not give her wholehearted love, which was the root source of that strong sense of guilt.

Chen Yang lamented the injustice of God to Gao Yue, she could have had a good life, but her twenty-eight-year-old self made her fall into dire straits.

Chen Yang also thanked God for his gift, allowing him to come to ten years later, and giving himself such a perfect high moon.