It was already midnight when he came out of Su Jing's house, and from the afternoon to now, Chen Yang not only had to digest Professor Zhang's words, but the missing part of his mind was also slowly waking up, his heart was really tired, and he wanted to find a place to rest, but he didn't want to go home at all, he drove slowly on the street aimlessly.

The car finally stopped in front of the gate of Four Seasons Park, and Chen Yang got out of the car and walked inside. This is where he woke up, where he saw the world for the first time, and where it all began.

Until now, Chen Yang still clearly remembers that afternoon, the bench, and the light of the sunset.

Lying down on the bench again, with a bitter cold wind above, and an icy bench below, with a biting cold. However, at this moment, Chen Yang, because of the paralysis caused by the cold, gave him a comfort that he hadn't had for a long time.

Knowing the truth of everything, Chen Yang was completely confused, he didn't know how to face all this, and even the firm courage he had not long ago became empty in an instant.

The truth is still unknown until it is solved, and when it is solved, it becomes reality, and the reality is cruel and painful.

He, Chen Yang, is just a created personality, and this is reality.

The conversation with Professor Zhang continued for a long time later, and the core of the whole incident was the perfect life.

The created Chen Yang came to this world, because he was afraid that he would not be able to accept the huge memory at once, so Su Jing secretly guided him to accept the memory of the twenty-eight-year-old step by step.

The reason why Chen Yang feels chaotic and has the feeling of being manipulated is because of the ontological personality and the perfect personality. Although they had been imprisoned and asleep, their instincts drove them to attack Chen Yang's thoughts.

According to Professor Zhang's words, the ontological personality is his twenty-eight-year-old self, and he has not completely disappeared, or he has fused with the perfect personality and is imprisoned in the iron cage in Chen Yang's dream.

This is very mysterious, and even Chen Yang has doubts about whether all this is real or not, but all this in front of him is reality, there is no place to deny, all he can do is accept the facts in front of him.

Chen Yang asked Professor Zhang if the imprisoned perfect personality would one day come out of the iron cage and compete with himself for his body again.

The professor replied, "I can only answer you truthfully, and I don't know." ”

The answer is unknown, and it is even more frightening, but Chen Yang has nothing to do about it.

After a long time, Chen Yang turned over and took out a letter from his pocket that Professor Zhang had given him, which was written to him by his twenty-eight-year-old self, and by the faint light of the street lamp, Chen Yang opened the letter with trembling hands.

"Hello, eighteen-year-old me. ”

"That's ridiculous, isn't it? I'm actually writing to myself. ”

"Although I don't know if you're going to see the letter, I'm going to write it anyway because I want you to see it. ”

"First of all, I want to say sorry to you, because you have to bear everything I have left behind. ”

"If you can read this letter, it means that you already know everything. You may be confused as to why I chose my eighteen-year-old me over other age groups. I'll tell you the answer, because at the age of eighteen, I have the firmest heart and have not been polluted by this world. And, I feel that I am eighteen years old and capable of taking on these heavy responsibilities. ”

"In fact, after going through all this, I finally understood that as long as people have the firmest heart, they can not be influenced by the outside world, and their beliefs will become strong. As for me, my career failed, my love was ruined, my heart was shaken, and I had no faith at all, and finally I was taken advantage of by the perfect life and completely became a slave of the perfect life. ”

"And you are different, I have the firmest heart at the age of eighteen, and my faith will be very strong, I believe that you can overcome the perfect life, and I believe that you can bear all the responsibilities, I know that you can do all this, because I know you well enough, because you are eighteen-year-old me. ”

"I don't need to say anything to you, I think you will already know when you read this letter, you just have to do what you want. ”

"Let me say one last thing, I'm sorry. ”

"Twenty-eight-year-old Chen Yang, stay. ”

Chen Yang took out a lighter, the flames burst out, and the letter instantly turned into ashes, and the cold wind blew, and the ashes on the ground completely dissipated.

Chen Yang stood up and looked at the dark night, the cold wind blowing on his face made him sober.

From the moment I woke up, why did I feel so guilty about Gao Yue? Why did I fall in love with Gao Yue in a short period of time? Why did I move forward with a heavy burden and take all the responsibilities at the first time?

The twenty-eight-year-old self has actually given himself the final answer.

And these whys are the answers.

This home is the answer.

When Chen Yang arrived home, it was already two o'clock in the morning. He freshened up and lay down on the bed, and then sent a video call to Gao Yue.

Not long after, Gao Yue's soft face appeared on the phone screen, and Meng Meng next to her seemed to be opening the gift box.

Chen Yang said softly: "Daughter-in-law, what are you and your daughter doing?"

Mengmeng next to her ran over, leaned over to her mobile phone with a little face, and said with a happy face: "Dad, Mom bought me a lot of things, and when I go back, I will bring gifts for you and my sister." ”

When Chen Yang saw his daughter, he couldn't help but feel warm in his heart, and said softly: "Good, you go play with toys, dad and mom say a few words." ”

Gao Yue took the phone and said angrily: "What time is it, you still haven't gone to sleep." ”

"Isn't this that I miss you and my daughter, and I can't sleep. Does my daughter still have a fever?"

Gao Yue rolled her eyes, and then smiled: "We'll go back in a few days, good, go to bed early, Mengmeng no longer has a fever, I'll take her to a recheck later." ”

"Oh well. ”

At the end of the call, Chen Yang looked at the mobile phone in his hand and was stunned.

In fact, when he came to this world, Chen Yang ignored too many details, and many beautiful things were difficult for him to detect because of the dual personality in his body.

The simplest thing is that as an eighteen-year-old, for so long, he has an incomparable understanding of the new things in the next ten years, and there is no sense of surprise.

For example, the Huawei mobile phone in his hand, the world's most high-end mobile phone, its functions are thousands of times more advanced than Chen Yang's known mobile phones, but Chen Yang is not interested in it because of the existence of memory.

Although there is still too much uncertainty about the future, the present is beautiful after all.

has a gentle and virtuous wife, a lovely and sensible daughter, and a career that is moving in the right direction. Isn't that what my twenty-eight-year-old self was looking forward to?

And I am also very satisfied with everything in front of me, and I am more confident that I will do better and better in the future.

Why are you still so depressed?

Shouldn't I be as my 28-year-old self said, firm in my heart, keep my faith, shoulder my responsibilities and work hard to move forward?

Let this family get better and better, so that the people around you will no longer be hurt because of themselves, this may be the best consolation for the twenty-eight-year-old self.

In fact, I should really be very grateful to my twenty-eight-year-old self, who created himself and allowed him to have everything he has now.

In my own mind, if there is no perfect life, without the appearance of my own, my twenty-eight-year-old self will be the same as myself, to take on this family and take on all the responsibilities.

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