Chapter 179: Wu Qing Has Love (23)
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Wu Qing's whole body stiffened and asked, "Are you serious?"
Fang Zhongqi replied with a firm look and said, "Yes, I have thought about this issue seriously, and I don't think we are suitable!"
"How is it not appropriate?"
"With you, I feel very depressed, I am no longer myself, I have to take into account your feelings every day, do a lot of things that I have never done before, I am tired. I'm not the person you're looking for, you're not the partner I need, and with other women, I can at least be myself......"
Wu Qing was stunned for a moment, it turned out that there were so many problems between them, but none of these problems were problems in her opinion!
What left Wu Qing speechless was that the problems pointed out by Fang Zhongqi were all real.
The main problem is that he doesn't love her enough and is unwilling to make certain sacrifices and concessions for her, which is the most helpless for her.
In some aspects, Wu Qing is willing to give in, but it is impossible to be like Fang Zhongqi's previous girlfriends, let him go half-heartedly and pursue the so-called absolute freedom!
Wu Qing's tears flowed down her eyes, and she choked up: "Isn't the love between us still able to let us overcome these problems? Isn't the relationship between us worthy of your nostalgia?"
"We are really not suitable, if we continue like this, we will only be more miserable, if two people are unhappy together, why continue to torture themselves? I don't want to live so depressed, you know me, I am a person who likes to let myself go freely, let me live and be aggrieved, it is better to let me die!"
"Perhaps...... Maybe we need to run in for a while. ”
What Fang Zhongqi said seemed to be true, but Wu Qing still couldn't accept it.
"I've tried, and it turns out that we're not suitable!" Fang Zhongqi got up and said, "Okay, that's it! I'll move out!"
"Fang Zhongqi, you love yourself more than anyone else! You only know what you want, you don't care about what you can give to the other party, and you don't think about what you can sacrifice for the other party!"
Fang Zhongqi said coldly: "That's right, I'm such a selfish person, and you are so glassy, so before I do something that hurts you more, let go of my feelings! ”
Wu Qing had tears in her eyes, her eyes helplessly watched Fang Zhongqi walk into the bedroom and start to clean up the room, at that moment, she felt that this man had no room for retention, he didn't love her as much as she imagined, this was the biggest problem between them, and it was also a fact that she was powerless to change.
Fang Zhongqi quickly packed up his things, dragged his suitcase and stood in front of Wu Qing, and said, "I'm sorry, I thought I could promise you happiness for a lifetime, but unfortunately I couldn't, I wasted your time and failed your feelings." ”
Wu Qing said angrily: "Fang Zhongqi, what is the difference between your behavior and the scumbag who has been abandoned from the beginning?"
Fang Zhongqi said disapprerovingly: "You didn't know about me today because you were a scumbag." ”
Wu Qing sneered:
"Well, I'm blind and think you can change for me!"
"Anyway, we are friends who grew up together, I want you to be happy, but the person who can give you happiness is not me. You take care of yourself!"
After Fang Zhongqi finished speaking, he dragged his suitcase and left without hesitation.
The room, which was originally a little warm, instantly became empty, and the sound of the door closing seemed to echo, and at the same time, Wu Qing's heart was also hollowed out.
Wu Qing curled up on the sofa, without any strength in her body, and the pain in her chest was so painful that she was about to suffocate.
She thought that she could finally achieve a positive result with the lover of her dreams, but she didn't expect that this was just a calamity on her cultivation path, and this was not her destination.
It turns out that only after gaining and then losing, can you understand what heart-rending pain is.
Wu Qing is really out of love this time, she provoked a man with no sense of responsibility, and being hurt is an inevitable result.
When she didn't get it, she always thought about it, and after that, Wu Qing thought that she should also die, after all, the two tried to be together, but as Fang Zhongqi said, they were not suitable.
After Wu Qing was sad and sad, she calmed down and comforted herself like this.
Wu Qing's mood couldn't calm down for a long time, she couldn't accept the fact that she and Fang Zhongqi ended up like this, she didn't know how to spend this long night.
At the same time, Wu Qing didn't want to be too immersed in this pain, she felt that because Fang Zhongqi was not worth it, she wiped away her tears and went back to her room to sleep, she hoped that after falling asleep, her heart would no longer hurt so much.
Wu Qing was woken up by the alarm clock the next day, she got up and washed as usual, then went downstairs to run, and then when she passed by the bun shop, she bought an early home by the way.
When she got home, she sat at the table and ate a few bites of breakfast, and Wu Qing lost her appetite.
No matter how much she deceived herself, she could strongly feel that she was really the only one left in this room, Fang Zhongqi had really left and would never come back, because she was not the person he needed, and there was no possibility between them?
Wu Qing nibbled on the steamed buns, her nose gradually became sour, and the pasta in her mouth was difficult to swallow, she choked and choked on tears.
Wu Qing felt aggrieved in her heart, why did Fang Zhongqi come to provoke her, and after provoking her, she abandoned her and left.
It took her four years to forget him, and she could finally get used to life without him, but he was about to break into her life again, and after disturbing her heart, he just said lightly that the two were not suitable and disappeared.
From the beginning of her relationship with Fang Zhongqi, Wu Qing was passive, passively accepting all the results, and she couldn't change anything.
This was the first day Fang Zhongqi left, Wu Qing lost interest in anything, but she still insisted on going to work, and then spent the day in a trance, nothing was done.
Shi Nian saw that something was wrong with Wu Qing and asked her, "What's the matter with you?
Wu Qing looked at Shi Nian with empty eyes and said, "I'm out of love!"
"Yes, looking at your state, you know that you are the one who was dumped, give me Fang Zhongqi's phone, and I will help you call and scold him!"
Wu Qing smiled bitterly and said: "What's the use of scolding him, it can't change his determination to leave!"
After getting off work, Shi Nian said to Wu Qing: "Forget about the unhappy things, go, I'll take you to soak small fresh meat!"
Wu Qing originally wanted to go home and sleep with her head bored, but when she heard Shi Nian say this, she thought about it and said, "It's okay!"
Shi Nian took Wu Qing to the bar, and Wu Qing frowned and said, "This is the place you said about soaking small fresh meat?"
Shi Nian smiled and said: "Otherwise, where else can I take you to wander? I came to this kind of place to let myself fly when I was in a bad mood." ”
Wu Qing is at peace when she comes, but she just sits quietly on the card seat, drinking alone, Wu Qing pulls her to dance, she says listlessly: "I don't want to dance, I feel like I have no strength!"
"Okay then, I'll drink with you, and if you need it, I'll call a few handsome guys to come and drink with you!"
"No need, I just want to be alone!"
After three rounds of drinking, Wu Qing became more and more drunk, and began to lose control of her emotions, so she threw herself on the table and cried.
Shi Nian hugged her into his arms, looking distressed, after all, it was the first time she had fallen out of love, and it was normal to react bigger.
Wu Zhengxi rushed over angrily, poured a glass of wine, drank it all, and said, "That kid is missing! I can't find him, otherwise I have to beat him down!"
Wu Qing raised her head with teary eyes and asked, "Brother, who did you say is missing?"
"Fang Zhongqi, that bastard! dare to play with my sister's feelings, I naturally won't let him go!"
When Wu Qing heard Wu Zhengxi say this, she cried even more fiercely, threw herself into her brother's arms, and said, "Hmm...... It's still good for me to kiss my brother!"
In the end, Wu Qing fainted inexplicably.
Wu Qing woke up in the hospital, sitting on the side of the bed with a worried face, seeing Wu Qing wake up, she said guiltily: "I'm sorry, Wu Qing, I didn't know you had a fever, and I even took you to a bar to drink, I'm sorry for you!"
Wu Qing felt that her whole body had no strength, and said weakly: "I'm so tired!"
"If you're tired, take a good rest, your fever hasn't gone away, continue to sleep!"
"Where's my brother?"
"Your brother went to find Fang Zhongqi!"
"Oh!" Wu Qing closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
After Wu Qing woke up again, she felt much better, so she insisted on going home to rest.
Wu Qing slept in the dark at home for a few days, with a low-grade fever, and in the past few days, she basically didn't speak, which made Shi Nian and Wu Zhengxi, who took turns to take care of her, very worried, worried that she had a speech disorder because of emotional injury.
On this day, as soon as Wu Qing woke up, she heard a conversation between Shi Nian and Wu Zhengxi in the living room.
"Fang Zhongqi, is there still no news from that guy?" Shi Nian asked Wu Zhengxi.
"I heard from his friends that he has left the city, and I hope Wu Qing will also start his new life!"
At this time, there was a sudden knock on the door outside the house, and soon, Wu Qing heard the voice of his father Wu Lichen.
"Where's your sister Wu Qing?"
"Rest in the house!" replied Wu Zhengxi.
"I'm here to pick up Wu Qing and go home to recuperate when I'm sick, someone at home will take care of you, so you don't have to run here all the time, the company still has a lot of things waiting for you to do!"
Wu Qing didn't have any struggle, she went home with her father, she couldn't get what she wanted, she was willing to accept all her father's arrangements.
Over the years, Wu Qing had never been so obedient.
Wu Qing's rented house outside also returned, she moved home to live with her father, and she became a filial daughter who was obedient to her father's arrangement, as if it was no longer important what she wanted.
A few months later, Wu Lichen began to talk about Wu Qing's lifelong events again, and finally introduced her to a reliable object named Fan Yuqi, and the two were tepidly dating.