"That's the last thing I can do for you. ”

"I'm really useless, I'm sorry sister...... I'm not a good sister......"

"Scold me if you want, hit me if you want to hit me......"

"I'm really looking forward to you pounce on me again and punish me for my dishonesty......"

The lonely wind, groaning through the empty corridor. There used to be laughter and weeping, but now there is only long, invisible silence.

It's really not easy for people to live, and it's already a miracle that people can be born just by being born. While lamenting the sorrow of others, reflecting on yourself, maybe we are not much different from them. Even though human society seems to be stable and there are no natural predators and beasts attacking our homes, if you feel it carefully, in fact, this world is still the law of the jungle.

It doesn't matter if it's the big picture, or it's a small city.

The wandering sisters once discussed why many beggars gradually disappeared. Have they been taken in by well-wishers, or have they had a chance to live?

Maybe yes, but there are also many beggars who are not redeemed and are eliminated from this world. They gave up their struggle in the winter, closed their eyes peacefully, and never opened them again. They were liberated, they were liberated from this difficult world, they were liberated from this underdeveloped city.

And who will be the next wretched soul to be liberated?

"We ...... Will there ever be another day......"

The dirty girl cried dry of her tears, and looked at the children who ran by, and the corners of her mouth would no longer be full of smiles. My sister's condition deteriorated, and she kept trying to beg, but how could she get so much money in such a short time. Unless there is a big family willing to support them, or there is a miracle.

Although she didn't know what a miracle it was.

knelt on the ground and buried her head, unable to say a word that made everyone pity her. The throat is hoarse and the tears are dry, but the blood in my heart is still flowing, and my sister's life is still passing.

Could it be that at this time, there will be another kind person who is willing to help her? Don't talk about it, that kind and kind person may have made life a little difficult after helping them, how can there be so many good old people? She convinced herself, she had given up the struggle, she stood up numbly, she didn't even know that her body was moving.

Recalling that just now, she had been to a company that seemed to be wealthier, but she was stopped by security guards, humiliated and thrown out. I also went to school and tried to ask for help from those kind students. Unexpectedly, I thought that the students would be very serious, but they looked at her and smiled happily, and some people teased her and teased her with a piece of money of two dollars. In the end, she was arrested by the teacher, said she was a liar, and called the police after giving a lecture in public.

She didn't care about these humiliations, even if there was nothing left of dignity or anything, she just hoped that she could save her sister.

Maybe God thinks that she has to have a head to survive, and she hasn't met such a good old man again.

It's over, everything is over, my sister's illness will torment my sister to death sooner or later, and she will be helpless in this world. Rather than this, it is better to die. When she came to her senses, she saw the familiar street, and when she looked up, the tall hospital building was eclipsed, and the cross of the hospital no longer had the red of hope and enthusiasm.

At such a time, she stopped crying, stopped struggling, and became a puppet played by despair in the applause. Beside her, there seemed to be an invisible demon, weaving invisible hands.

With an invisible hand, her feet followed a step, and her hands moved, but in the eyes of others, she was just a strange ordinary beggar. All she wanted to do now was to go to the hospital, go to the bedside, touch her sister's face, and finally talk to her, tell a story that she had not been interested in for a long time.

Then, say goodbye to her quietly.

"Girl!

The terrifying braking sound pierced through the sky, like a sharp blade stabbing at the eye, briefly awakening the numb pedestrian. People couldn't help but look at the puppet-like figure on the side of the road, watching her unconscious, knocked out by a black shadow.

She didn't know what was happening, because she couldn't hear anything, only that she was walking numbly, and suddenly it seemed as if she was swallowed up by a burst of light, and she couldn't feel anything anymore. Pedestrians gradually gathered around, and the car slowly reversed, once again running over the petite figure.

There was no shouting, no struggle, and in the trance-like vision, the lights from the ceiling of the hallway kept flashing in front of me.

The moment she was wheeled into the operating room, she turned her head with difficulty and saw the shocked face of her sister's attending doctor. It was the last thing she could see, and then the light enveloped her as if urging.

She couldn't move, her body couldn't move at all, she felt that she had broken away from her body, and she could only see the scenes of the past reappearing in front of her. She saw that she was lonely and quiet and had no friends when she was a child, and her sister became her first friend. I saw the strict sister again, because she became very fat, so she desperately gave her a task to exercise, and watched her become a beauty from a fat girl.

And when my sister punished her, she grabbed her waist, scratched the base of her neck, and played like two lively little sparrows. There is also a younger sister who learns physical skills in order to protect her, and when she presses her legs, her tears flow in pain, but she pretends to be a man in front of her.

There is also the agreement made by the two when they were wandering, as well as the stories they told, the twin stars at the border of the solar system, the gentle whale fall, the tragic Loch limit, and the insurmountable galaxy......

Then, everything dissipated in that light, unconsciously.

After waking up, she arrived in the world of the deceased, became a white-haired person, and became "a person who has no connection with the real world". The old man told her the truth, but she couldn't accept it.

After all, people are living in a better reality, but when they are in distress and open their eyes expectantly, thinking that they have been saved, they hear others tell them that they are dead. Who can accept that? Everything is gone, and you're in a completely strange world, and there's not even a bull or a horse to take you where you need to go.

Emptiness, incomparably emptiness, emptiness to confusion.

Depressed, painfully depressed, only death is left in the heart.

Many people wander in the wilderness like this, and then gradually die. In this world of the deceased, the country of the dead is actually the kingdom of the deceased that a group of such desperate people gathered together at that time and gradually established.

But now, it's become what people call a demon.

The drifting consciousness regathered, and the white figure put away the pendant, as if he had figured out something, and lay down slowly. That night, she didn't know when she fell asleep, only that she had experienced a terrible battle in her head.

After the end of the battle, it was already dawn, and when she walked out of the room that the old man in the mountains had arranged for her, she found that the old man had been waiting in the living room for a long time, and there was today's breakfast on the table. The old man looked pale, did he cough violently, because of his old age, sometimes the cough was too violent and even he could not breathe.

It seems that he must find a successor.

"Child, you still have a chance, as long as you are in this world, you still have a chance. Because your sister's consciousness is likely to be in this world. After learning the white-haired girl's intentions, the old man patiently talked to her, "And the time and reality of this world are different, let's make an analogy, put this world and the real world on a circular runway, the former is in the outer circle, and the latter is in the inner circle. If the two worlds are to remain parallel, the speed of the two must be different, the outer circle, this world will definitely be fast, and the inner circle will be slow. ”

"You mean...... Can I save my sister in this world? and...... The two worlds exist in parallel, but not on the same timeline? What about the time I'm here...... How long has it been since this life?" the white-haired girl's eyes lit up.

"Maybe not even a millisecond. ”

The old man's answer made the white-haired girl suddenly ecstatic, and she saw the long-lost hope. She didn't think at this time how difficult the fate she was about to experience would be, and the truth would never go in the direction she wanted.

So at this time, she was very looking forward to it and anxious: "That...... Then I'...... So what should I do......"

"Because of her serious illness, her consciousness is likely to drift here, and her appearance may be exactly the same as your sister herself, or it may change because of this world. If you can send her consciousness back to the present world, then she can be saved, and she will wake up in the real world. ”

"Really......? So what can I do to send her back?"

Speaking of this, the old man hesitated for a moment, and still seemed to feel that something was wrong.

"It's a pity, I think you have to find someone, the more you can bear it, the better, preferably a man you can trust. Because the power to send people back is not something that ordinary people can bear. ”

"Is this power costly?"

"No, this power has no price, it's just because of this world, that's why it becomes heavy...... It's not right, what is the price......" The old man looked at the innocent and pitiful eyes of the white-haired girl, as if he couldn't give up, "It's really big, you can't bear it, kid." ”

Of course, although he said so, when Bai Nanyu appeared in Weidun City with the ability of "administrator" and tried to attract people's attention, the facts had already told people that the old man finally handed over his authority ruthlessly.

Before and after handing over the power to her, the old man had been telling her that this power would bring her disaster, and she must pay special attention to some people, such as the death of the country. After this, the old man decided to leave this world, find peace, and let her kill him. This must be a difficult task for a simple girl, she has not killed a few insects, and she actually wants to kill people with her own hands.

The old man told her that she would see many people die in the future, and even kill some with her own hands, so killing him was nothing, and it was considered a pre-study. What's more, after losing the "administrator" permission, he is already a waste person under the torture of terminal illness, so it is better to simply get rid of it directly.

Bai Nanyu, who was persuaded, made a move, and then she encountered the dead army that broke into the mountains and forests to find the old man.

"Are these your stories......

After confessing his thoughts to the people of the Black Lake City Self-Defense Force, Bai Nanyu hid on the rooftop alone, but he didn't expect to be found by Li Renhui, who was chasing. After a moment of silence, the two men began to talk.

Bai Nanyu told Li Renhui what he had experienced and why he wanted to be an "administrator" to build such a home. She initially just wanted to get someone's attention, her sister, and if her sister could see her and come to find her, she wouldn't have to look around the streets. But unfortunately, trouble is always better than finding the door in advance.

"Sister Bai Nanyu...... I've said so much to myself before...... I don't even know ...... you."

"It's okay, I don't mind talking about it, it will make me realize the reality. Bai Nanyu replied very crisply, smiling, very relaxed.

"Sister Bai Nanyu...... I don't know if I should ask...... When you get hit by a car...... It must be scary......

Li Renhui asked cautiously, thinking that Bai Nanyu would be silent, but she answered naturally.

"Yes...... Actually, after I was hit by a car, I didn't die on the spot or anything, I just felt as if I was unconscious...... I found the car upside down and I wanted to shout, but I couldn't, I could only be crushed under the wheels by it. At that time, I was really dying, and I felt like my internal organs had been pierced by bones......"

"It's too much, you're not dead...... Sister Bai Nanyu, after experiencing so many indifferent hearts, you can still hold on for so long, if you want to change me, you may have committed suicide crying. ”

"Nothing, I'm just...... I don't believe it, I don't believe that humans are completely indifferent...... I don't believe in ......"

After the words fell, silence resurfaced, and in the endless darkness, the white figure gradually melted into the night and returned to silence.

Do you know?

When a whale dies in the ocean, its mountain-like body eventually sinks to the bottom of the ocean and becomes food for other creatures. After learning about this phenomenon, biologists gave this mundane process a romantic name - Whale Fall.

The carcass of a whale is like a mountain, and although it is dead, its body can support a circulatory system dominated by decomposers for a hundred years.

This is the last tenderness it left to the sea at the end of its life, without its own imagination.

And Bai Nanyu is the same, even if she has died ordinarily, as light as a fallen leaf, no one remembers, no one cares. But her death, like a whale, left her sister with an unexpected tenderness.

She left before her sister could be saved, and because of this parting, a helpless and numb person decided to give everything he had saved to help this girl of unknown origin.

Yes, what Bai Nanyu saw at the end, the remorseful expression of his sister's attending doctor, was indeed what really happened. When he saw her out seeking hope, and finally being taken away by a car accident in despair, he finally thought that if he had agreed to the girl's request in the first place, she would not have run out to find a way, and she would not have been killed by the car accident.

Although strictly speaking, her death is not directly related to this doctor, which is equivalent to an unknown destiny. However, for this attending doctor who has wanted to be a hero who saves lives since he was a child, this is simply the biggest blow since he started his career.

But Bai Nanyu didn't know these things, because she had no connection with the real world, and she would never know what was going on over there. She only knows that in this world, she must compensate her sister well. After sending my sister back, I must build another home for her, which is what this ordinary life has to give, like a whale falling.