Tonight, she danced more devotedly and energetically than last time, so she improved faster. Later, she no longer needed to be taught by him, and her dance steps became more and more rhythmic, and her dancing postures became more and more beautiful and beautiful.

At this time, she was completely intoxicated with the joy and happiness of love, forgetting all her troubles, and forgetting Gui Xinhua completely. It was almost ten o'clock when they walked out of the ballroom. When walking towards the school, Ding Xiaomei still looked back and forth uneasily. She didn't find the tail, so she stuck to it and walked hand in hand with him.

Ding Xiaomei was impulsive, and really wanted to take his arm and walk. But she mustered her strength several times, but she didn't dare to stretch out her hand. Qian Hongwei was wooden, as if he didn't feel it, and just walked forward. She deliberately touched his shoulder with her breast, but he was still insensitive. He is just the opposite of Gui Xinhua, one is far to the right and the other is to the extreme left. And he doesn't speak much, and he often walks on the road like a stuffy gourd, not saying a word. Instead, she spoke to him without words, which made the dull atmosphere liven up a little.

When passing by a roadside bush, Ding Xiaomei saw a pair of lovers hidden inside. They hugged each other tightly, and there was a faint sound of tsk.

Ding Xiaomei touched him excitedly and pouted inside. She really wanted him to be bold, and also took her in, hidden inside, and kissed her. But he still did not understand her thoughts, and only glanced into the bushes, then took a breath, and turned back and walked on.

Ding Xiaomei thought to herself, is he still a child? He doesn't even know how to hug and kiss? He is two years older than me, is he really not civilized? No, isn't it? She was very impulsive at the time, but Qian Hongwei just gasped for breath, as if she was a little excited and nervous, but she never dared to say anything to her.

When dancing, he can easily hold hands with her, close to his body, and his movements are very flexible and chic. But as soon as he came out of the ballroom, he seemed to be a different person, looking so wooden and cautious.

Ding Xiaomei couldn't understand how he could be like this. She thought that as long as he dared to turn around and stand in front of me in a place where no one was, I would dare to take the initiative to snuggle into his arms. As long as he dares to bend down and touch my face, I dare to kiss him.

But Qian Hongwei never dared to take the initiative. She wondered in her heart that he hadn't really fallen in love with her yet. Generally speaking, people who really love each other will become bold.

Actually, this idea of hers was wrong, and she later learned that it was precisely a manifestation of his love for her. If you truly love someone, you will not only fully respect the wishes of the other person, but you will also become particularly timid in front of your loved one, and sometimes you will even be overwhelmed with excitement.

This kind of performance of his just proves that he is a good man.

It's the opposite of Gui Xinhua. Gui Xinhua dared to seduce a strange girl on the road, and then lead him to the mountains to rape him by any means, and he didn't even dare to open his arms to hug and kiss a formal lover who was sent to him right under his nose. Comparing the two, isn't it obvious that the good and the bad are good and bad?

Ding Xiaomei knew that in fact, she was not worthy of Qian Hongwei. Because she has Gui Xinhua's experience, she no longer sees the affairs of men and women as sacred as he sees, let alone his sense of mystery. Really, when she was with him and smelled that charming manliness in him, she couldn't help but feel that urge.

Ding Xiaomei didn't realize until later that I shouldn't have read his note in the first place, let alone date him, and then fall in love. Because I'm a person from the past, a girl who has a history of shame or uncleanness. And once a girl has this experience, she will become mature and bold, and sometimes even think about it, and it is difficult to control herself.

Yes, as long as Ding Xiaomei thinks of the kind of thing she did with Gui Xinhua, she will get excited. So when she was with Qian Hongwei, she didn't know how many times she hinted at him with her eyes, body and words, but he just didn't open up.

What's more, she actually has a time bomb buried in her. It might suddenly explode in a situation she didn't know, so she was vaguely worried and vigilant in her heart.

Although there was also a fluke, although Gui Xinhua did not come to her for more than two months after she started school, she was still very worried, and even a little afraid. Sometimes when she thinks of him coldly, she shuddered and her heart tightened.

Therefore, Ding Xiaomei has to admit that Qian Hongwei is a good boy, while she is a bad girl.

They really don't match. But she also kept thinking that I became like this because of Gui Xinhua, a pervert, and the source of evil was not on me. I was originally as pure as Qian Hongwei, even more simple and shy than him. But in less than a year, it has become the shameless appearance it is now. She is really sad, so guilty, so regretful.

Shall we, then, tell him about my previous history of uncleanness? If you don't tell him, you deceive him, and if you tell him, you mean the end of us. Surely, this love will die in my unclean history before it has even begun.

No, I can't tell him! Ding Xiaomei repeatedly said to herself in her heart, we love each other very much, this is a good opportunity, maybe this is my real fate. The main thing is that I can't lose him. I won't be able to stand losing him, and I'll even be depressed.

Sometimes well-intentioned deception is also a sign of love. Ding Xiaomei exonerated herself, this cannot be regarded as deception, but can only be concealed. If you don't hide it, you won't be able to get the love of Qian Hong!

Gui Xinhua's behavior is a lie, and I am not a lie. In order to get Qian Hongwei's love, I must pay more attention to secrecy, and never let him know about this unclean history of mine.

It is in this contradiction and pain of whether to confess her unclean history that Ding Xiaomei maintains and develops her love with Qian Hongwei. And their secret relationship was discovered by Cai Hongmei when she came back from a shopping trip with him and watched a movie. At that time, Ding Xiaomei was almost scared out of half of her soul.

It was also a weekend. Qian Hongwei saw that she had learned to dance, so he offered to go to the street with her to watch a movie, and she happily agreed. Later, he suggested that he simply go out shopping during the day on Sundays before going to the movies.

At eight o'clock in the morning on Sunday, Ding Xiaomei quietly slipped out of the dormitory after dressing up carefully. They still secretly bumped into each other outside the back door of the school, and then took the bus to the city's busiest business district to go shopping.

It was an exceptionally sunny day. The sun is shining and the autumn breeze is blowing, making people feel indescribably cool and comfortable. The bustling streets are crowded with people and vehicles.

(End of chapter)