Chapter 430: Soft-hearted
"Chief, it's time for a meeting, and they've called just now to urge them. Zheng Canglang knocked on the door and urged again in a low voice, the delay was too long.
Zhuang Jianming extinguished the eyes in his hand, answered in a low voice, and then stepped out of the room.
Zheng Canglang's pupils shrank, since he knew Zhuang Jianming, he had never seen him smoke, but after Liu Haohao had just come, he locked himself in the room and smoked a cigarette, which shows that Liu Haohao's status in his heart is not low, or did Liu Haohao tell him something worth thinking about......
Zheng Canglang thought about it in his heart, and then Song Xiaoyue, who came to the study to clean it in person, was also shocked in his heart, what did Liu Haohao say to Zhuang Jianming that would make him make an exception to smoke and ponder?
"Lao Zhuang, didn't the doctor say that you can't smoke anymore, it's not good for your health. After Zhuang Jianming came back, Song Xiaoyue looked at the sky and gently persuaded.
"I only smoked one," Zhuang Jianming explained, looking at Song Xiaoyue and nodded, and didn't say anything more, just sighed softly, lowered her eyebrows and mended her clothes, her heart was sour, I don't know when it started, her green hair has gradually been dyed with frost and snow, and the girl who used to be young and understanding, like him, is gradually getting old.
Zhuang Jianming's guilt for Song Xiaoyue was even worse, she followed him at a young age, gave birth to several children in a row, but did not live a few days of good life, the most difficult time, their family's life was tight, Song Xiaoyue, who had not touched the spring water in the past, picked up the needle and thread, picked up the hoe, worked in the field during the day, and after serving their family's old snacks at night, she had to wash and sew clothes for them, but she never complained.
She has done everything she can for this family, but he has not taken responsibility and owes her too much.
"Leave it to them to mend your clothes, don't bother. Zhuang Jianming felt pity and persuaded softly, now the conditions are good, but Song Xiaoyue is still used to doing many things herself, especially his clothes, pulp, washing and sewing are all from her hands.
"I've gotten used to it for so many years. Song Xiaoyue smiled, put down the needle and thread, and rubbed her eyes, "In the end, I am getting old, and my eyes are getting worse and worse." β
"You're not old, you're still young," Zhuang Jianming couldn't help but stretch out his hand and pat the back of her hand, "The good days are still ahead, we all have to take care." β
When Zhuang Xiaoli first had an accident, he also resented Song Xiaoyue, feeling that he was betrayed by her, and even tired, at that time he really had the idea of divorce, but after a long time, watching her gradually fall silent, he felt that it was not a taste.
People are nostalgic when they reach old age, and the most valuable wealth is their wife, Song Xiaoyue has been with him for so many years, and has suffered a lot for him, if he divorces her because of Zhuang Xiaoli's affairs, it is not a thing.
What's more, Zhuang Xiaoli's mistakes can't all be blamed on her, she, a mother's distressed son, and he, a father, have not fulfilled his responsibilities, so he will let Zhuang Xiaoli fall into the abyss step by step, how can everything be blamed on her if something happens now.
Zhuang Xiaoli is his son, and it is false to say that he is not heartbroken when something happens, and Song Xiaoyue, as a mother, must have had a much greater heartache than him, so gradually, he forgave Song Xiaoyue, and people are the strictest and most tolerant of the people around them.
Song Xiaoyue smiled at him and reached out to help his sideburns, "Where are you still young, your hair is gray, sometimes I look at a few children and worry, why don't they grow up faster and start a family earlier, so that I don't have to worry about it anymore." β
In the end, it is the person next to the pillow, Song Xiaoyue knows him too well, every word he says goes to Zhuang Jianming's heart, those children are too young, not only are they young, but their minds are too naΓ―ve, they have almost forgotten the suffering of their childhood, and now that the conditions are slowly improving, it is inevitable that they will be spoiled and infected with bad habits, and he is worried that they will go on the evil path like Zhuang Xiaoli.
Song Xiaoyue had been observing Zhuang Jianming's expression carefully, and lost no time in continuing, "It's all my fault, it's me who didn't raise a few children well, I saw Liu Haohao's smart and steady appearance, not to mention how envious I was, if only my children were half as strong as hers......"
Zhuang Jianming nodded with concern, "I know you have tried your best, it's really no wonder you, I'm also at fault, I didn't teach them well when they were young, let alone you, even when I saw Liu Hao's appearance, I was so envious, in terms of educating children, we are not as good as Brother Liu." β
"In the end, these children still suffer too little, you sent the big ones to the army, I also complained about you, now look at them one by one have grown, it's really too short-sighted. Song Xiaoyue slapped Zhuang Jianming lightly.
Zhuang Jianming nodded, "The army is a melting pot, it is definitely beneficial to let them go to hardship and exercise, if it weren't for those few small ones who are too small, I am really ready to send them all in." β
"I have an idea, isn't this about to be on summer vacation? When the time comes, please come to our house to give a few small make-up lessons, so that you are the top student in the college entrance examination, that is a first-class excellent, let her tutor them in cultural classes must be no problem, and by the way, you can also teach them to behave in the world, the most important thing is that I also want to deepen the relationship with Nansheng and their family, you also know that Nansheng has never had too deep feelings for my stepmother, I am worried that in the future, their flesh and blood brothers will be separated because of my relationship. Song Xiaoyue suggested, seeing Zhuang Jianming's thoughtful look, she hurriedly said, "I just have such an idea, and I don't know if it's appropriate or not." β
"It's a very heavy task to study in school, and it's not good to have the opportunity to go home during the holidays, and we will stay in the capital. Zhuang Jianming said with some hesitation.
Song Xiaoyue saw Zhuang Jianming's heartbeat, and said gently, "We don't delay her too much, we will take one month to live in our house for two months during the summer vacation, after all, this is also her in-law's house, and it also allows her to integrate into our family in advance." What's more, her family is not good, she has to rely on her to supplement the family for many things, she is now in college, she has less salary, and there are three younger siblings to study, I am afraid that their family's economic situation is not good. Inviting her to come to the house to teach those little ones can give them a long lesson, and let those children grow insightful, and we can take this opportunity to give her money, even if it is a tutoring fee, which not only supports their family, but also does not hurt her self-esteem. β