Chapter 166: Talking
Lao Yang left halfway, I saw the housekeeper who didn't find it last night, but now it's not important, out of politeness, I still said hello to the housekeeper, the housekeeper saw me, there was no accident, and I didn't have the heart to study the reason.
I desperately want to see Meng Meng, I didn't see Meng Meng downstairs, which means that Meng Meng is waiting for me upstairs, I went upstairs almost non-stop, went out once, I didn't do anything, it was all done by Lao Yang, I just felt inexplicably tired.
As soon as I went upstairs, although I was anxious, I still gently pushed open the door, there was very little movement in the room, almost nothing, as soon as I opened the door, because of the quiet environment, I could hear Meng Meng's shallow breathing, Meng Meng fell asleep, and a line of words appeared in my mind.
Before the thought could react, the body took the first step to make a move, I lighted my steps, walked in, turned around and closed the door, during which there was no movement at all, Meng Meng slept very soundly, although I didn't do anything last night, but because I didn't arrange it, Meng Meng was forced to support it until late at night, chatting with me, I was also careless, and I didn't react in time.
Meng Meng's work and rest has always been very normal.,Yesterday it happened suddenly.,Meng Meng was embarrassed to say anything to me.,Just stick to it.,Last night's chat has disrupted her schedule.,And,Meng Meng got up so early this morning.,Prepare an early breakfast for me.,Although I don't know what time it is.,But,I'm not particularly late to get up.,Meng Meng is not familiar with the kitchen.,You can imagine,How early she got up.,It can be seen that Meng Meng spent a lot of thought on me.γ
I went out.,Meng Meng also started to take a nap.,Meng Meng seems to be very tired.,When I'm downstairs,I don't know she's sleeping.,There's no scruple about the sound.,So I didn't wake up Meng Meng.,It's also the credit of sound insulation.γ
Seeing Meng Meng sleeping so soundly, I couldn't help but lie down, hugged Meng Meng, and fell asleep again, when I woke up, it was already sunset time, I slowly opened my eyes, and what came into my eyes was Meng Meng's serious look at me.
Meng Meng has woken up.,There's no sleepiness in my eyes at all.,I woke up.,As if I was still disturbing Meng Meng.,I was scared by my sudden opening of my eyes.,There is still a residual infatuation in Meng Meng's eyes.,There's no doubt that the person she was looking at before was me.,Meng Meng felt that her mind was discovered.,And a little embarrassed.γ
I'm in a place where Meng Meng can't see.,Snicker.,If Meng Meng sees it.,I'm going to be angry again.,Meng Meng didn't see my reaction.,Naturally pretending that nothing happened.,Meng Meng got up.,In a hurry.,Behind Meng Meng is my smiling gaze.,It's also because of this.,Meng Meng didn't dare to look at me.,There's always a feeling of grabbing the bag.γ
Meng Meng got up, and I was almost rested, besides, it was already evening, and it was completely dark in the evening, and it seemed to be only a matter of a few minutes, I and Meng Meng cleaned up one after the other, and went downstairs, and the maid for dinner was already ready, and none of us went downstairs, and no one dared to go upstairs to call us.
I can only wait for us to come down by ourselves.,When I went downstairs,Meng Meng was already waiting for me at the dining table.,A plain meal.,Meng Meng regained her calm after getting up.,It makes me feel a little pity.,Can't tease Meng Meng.γ
We enjoyed a very ordinary dinner like a normal couple, although it was a little more enjoyable than others, and we didn't have to wash the dishes after eating, and we didn't need to cook by ourselves.
After dinner, I went out with Mengmeng and walked two steps, saying that it was a walk, but I just went back after a few circles in the community, we arrived home early, only seven o'clock, I hugged Mengmeng on the sofa to watch TV, "What are you doing, let me down." Meng Meng shrank in my arms, embarrassed, shy, I pretended not to understand Meng Meng, or hugged her, motionless, Meng Meng had to rely on me.
Seeing Meng Meng reluctantly shrink in my arms, my satisfaction came up all of a sudden, such a day, such a peaceful day, I can't even remember when it was, my life was filled with all kinds of chaos, and today's experience can be described as a world of difference, I suddenly found that I was enjoying this way of life.
Such a comfortable life is really addictive, and now, it's not yet time for me to indulge in this kind of day, in order to divert my attention, I started chatting with Mengmeng, chatting casually, and talked about Sister Hong, "Sister Hong is really good......" This is a sentence without any problems, but Mengmeng's tone made me frown, and Mengmeng mentioned Sister Hong in a very envious tone.
"Why do you think so?" I didn't ask the reason directly, I tried Mengmeng, and Mengmeng answered me directly, "Sister Hong is smarter than me, much more mature than me,......" After praising a lot, Mengmeng whispered, "Sister Hong can always help you, I seem to have been dragging you down." She said it quietly, but I heard it anyway.
I retorted Meng Meng on the spot, "You and Sister Hong are different!" I opened my mouth suddenly, and I didn't grasp the volume, Meng Meng stared at me with wide eyes, realizing her gaffe, I lowered my voice, this time, it's not too early to say it's early, it's not too late to say it, and it's not the ending I want to make a noise to the maid.
"You and Sister Hong can't be compared......" I lowered my voice and said softly to Meng Meng, it's my fault, I've always ignored Meng Meng's feelings, it's okay without comparison, but Sister Hong is also my woman, Meng Meng is not wrong about one thing, indeed, Sister Hong is indeed a little more mature, but the experience and living environment are there, I think that Sister Hong is envious of Meng Meng, envy Meng Meng's life.
No woman is born to like to wander outside, has been surviving in the conspiracy, in such a dark environment, in order to protect herself, she has trained a body of armor, Sister Hong is also tired, Sister Hong is not a matter of one or two days on the road, the freshness of the heart that has just begun has long ended, and now Sister Hong, I can guess 100% that Sister Hong wants a stable life.
Meng Meng's current thoughts,Let me feel very guilty,If I hadn't talked to Meng Meng about Sister Hong today,I may never know that Meng Meng thinks like this,Meng Meng thinks like this,I don't know when this kind of thinking Meng Meng started,But I must stop Meng Meng's thoughts in timeγ
When Meng Meng said the words of envy of Sister Hong, I noticed that a little bit of inferiority in Meng Meng's tone, Meng Meng shouldn't be such a humble mention of a person, seeing the always lively Meng Meng become like this, my responsibility can't be escaped, I don't want to delve into the reason why Meng Meng is so inferior, because the result is already obvious, it is I who ignore Meng Meng's feelings on weekdays.
If I had found out earlier, if I had noticed that Meng Meng had such a little intention, it wouldn't have been like this if I had stopped it in time, but it's not too late, it's still too late.
In the next time, I persuaded Meng Meng well, I didn't exaggerate the facts, originally, Sister Hong and Meng Meng have the same status in my heart, and they won't help me because Sister Hong has some aspects, this is not a nature at all, I have never despised Meng Meng because Sister Hong is helping me.
Meng Meng doesn't care if she's my only one, but it's also my woman, how good Sister Hong is, Meng Meng always can't help but compare herself and Sister Hong together, maybe there is nothing at first, after a long time, Meng Meng's heart has a sense of gap, I feel that I can't help me with anything, and I feel that I am very useless.
On weekdays, she has been hiding this emotion very well, but today, I finally can't help it anymore, when I don't know, how long has Meng Meng been suppressed, but not in the future, I will try to pay attention to the two of them in the future after this lesson.
I know that there is always a knot in Mengmeng's heart, even if it is okay on the surface, but in the heart, I have always been haunted, Lao Yang once mentioned marriage before, it seems that it was not long ago, how did I answer this question at that time, I was vague, Mengmeng also helped me.
What is Meng Meng worried about? At first, I didn't understand, but after thinking about it, I understood, Meng Meng was worried, and it was my fault that I never expressed my mind clearly, so that Meng Meng suffered so much from gains and losses, today is a good time, and I will explain everything clearly today.
"You and Sister Hong are the same in my heart, when I am full-fledged and the time is ripe, when the time comes, I will marry you two. Meng Meng looked at me in disbelief, and I was ashamed to say it, it was the first time I had said this so formally in front of Meng Meng.
It's ridiculous.,I've been timid before.,And I have a lot of scruples.,I think I'm responsible for Mengmeng and Sister Hong.,But is it really?Until now,Until today,I didn't realize that I seemed to be wrong.,My self-responsible behavior actually made Mengmeng fall into a panicked attitude.γ
She didn't get any promises, nothing, so what's the point of everything, Meng Meng is worried about everything, because I haven't even said a promise to Meng Meng once, of course she's worried, in the end, it's still my reason.
Fortunately, after realizing this mistake of mine, I immediately corrected it, and in the next few days, I will try to pay attention to this and not let today's situation repeat itself, but the current atmosphere is obviously not the time to say this.
The misunderstanding has been explained, Meng Meng's mood is like a roller coaster, ups and downs, when she thinks she has fallen into the abyss, she suddenly comes back all of a sudden, and this ups and downs make Meng Meng cry and laugh.