Chapter 785: Heart-wrenching
Kapok Zi was stunned, she didn't expect Lin Wan to say this, and couldn't help but ask suspiciously: "Why, why do you think I'm good, but Big Brother Bei doesn't think so?"
Lin Wan thought about it, twisted his fingers seriously, and said: "You are more beautiful than Sister Huixin, you are younger than Sister Huixin, you are more noble than Sister Huixin, you can do martial arts, you are smart, straightforward, enthusiastic, cute, healthy, ......."
Kapok's eyes lit up, her eyes widened and she looked at Lin Wan, the corners of her mouth turned up unconsciously, and she was a little excited in her heart, she didn't expect that Lin Wan would have such a high opinion of her. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Lin Wan hooked her lips and smiled, changed her words, and said: "However, emotional matters can't be forced, no matter how good you are, you can't make everyone like you, right?"
Kapok frowned and said hurriedly: "But, why doesn't Brother Anan like me?"
Lin Wan patted Kapok's hand, smiled faintly, and persuaded softly: "Brother Bei, he doesn't dislike you, he just doesn't fall in love with you." ”
Kapok was stunned and muttered, "What is love?
Lin Wan frowned slightly, how should this be explained? After thinking about it, he said: "Like is willing to be with someone, but not necessarily for a lifetime; ”
Kapok Zi wrinkled his eyebrows and looked at Lin Wan, and said angrily: "Do you mean that you want me to fulfill them?"
Lin Wan smiled faintly, shook his head, and said, "I didn't want you to do anything, you decide your own affairs." You don't want to fulfill them, it can only show that what you have for Big Brother Bei is not love, it is just a simple liking of something, and you want to have it. ”
Kapok Zi glared at Lin Wan angrily, and said with a stiff neck: "I have liked Brother Anan since I was a child, and all of us on the grassland know it. I don't know what love you mean by that, I just know that I must be with Brother Anan!" After speaking, he suddenly stood up, turned around and strode towards his room.
Lin Wan looked at Kapok's stubborn back, and couldn't help but sigh and shake his head. Although Kapok Zi has been insisting on it in his mouth, Lin Wan can see that Kapok's heart has begun to waver. She had already begun to think about why Bei Xiao Nan didn't like her, but liked Lin Huixin. After a day of observation, she had to admit that Bei Xiao Nan only had Lin Huixin in her heart.
Kapok's heart has been stimulated, but these are far from enough, and she has not yet realized that her attachment to Bei Xiaonan is a burden for Bei Xiaonan, and for herself, it is an endless torture. If letting go can solve all problems, why cling to this relationship that is destined to be a tragedy?
In fact, Lin Wan can't tell what love is and what likes are, maybe it's just a thin line.
What can be easily given up is like, and only after pain can you let go is called love; what can be appreciated from a distance is like, and what is willing to endure pain is called love; what can do something for the other party is like, and what is willing to sacrifice for the other party is called love; what leaves good memories is like, and the unforgettable one is called love......
Does love mean pain? So, is it love that makes you feel pain? When you turn around and walk towards another person, no matter how painful the heart-wrenching love is, can it still be healed by another person?
Lin Wan has figured out countless feelings and experienced various love stories in various roles. In her heart, she has long been numb and confused about love. That's why she didn't find a lover in her previous life in real life. She feels that she has lost the ability to love, and she does not believe in the other party's feelings for her, and she does not believe in eternity.
However, when she met Zhou Tianqi, she fell, and she suddenly understood that love is desperate. When it comes, you don't have the ability to think about why it's coming.
However, Lin Wan feels that love must be responded to to be complete. Therefore, if Zhou Tianqi did not fall in love with her, or Zhou Tianqi already had someone else in his heart, she would not let herself give her feelings unreservedly, and she would strangle the little seedling of love in the cradle.
Love is a hit and a finger, feeling loved and being loved, not you chasing me, one desperately wants to give, and the other doesn't want it.
The night is like ink, the moonlight is like washing, and the bare osmanthus trees are gently swaying in the wind. Lin Wan was sitting alone in the courtyard, thinking nonsense. Wang Qi walked over with a bowl of decoction that had been cooled a little, and said with a smile: "Miss, it's time to drink the medicine." ”
Lin Wan took the medicine bowl in Wang Qi's hand with a bitter face, closed his eyes, raised his head and drank the bitterness in the bowl in one go.
Wang Qi felt that something was wrong with Lin Wan, and asked in a low voice, "Miss, what's wrong with you?"
Lin Wan shook his head lightly and asked softly, "Xiao Qi, you have been in Tianzhu for so long, do you think my mother is happy to live in Tianzhu?
Wang Qi thought for a while and replied, "Madame has a good life in Tianzhuju, she is free and easy, and she doesn't seem to have any troubles. However, Madame is often alone in a daze, her brows are slightly furrowed, and she doesn't know what she is thinking, maybe she is worried about you, Miss. ”
Lin Wan frowned slightly, nodded, and said, "In a few days, I will go to Tianzhuju to live with my mother for a while, will you go with me?"
Wang Qi nodded without hesitation and said, "Of course, wherever Miss goes, I will go." ”
Lin Wan hooked her lips and smiled, and asked in a low voice, "What about you and your Senior Brother Liu? Have you seen each other recently? You follow me around, won't you miss him?"
Wang Qi's face suddenly showed a trace of frustration, shook his head, and said, "I've been back for so long, and I haven't seen him yet." I guess he probably didn't want to see me. It's not easy for me to go to him, but it's easy for him to come and see me. However, he did not come, and perhaps he had forgotten about me. ”
Lin Wan couldn't help but be stunned, frowned and asked, "Xiaoqi, aren't you sad?"
Wang Qi thought about it seriously, shook his head, and said: "I don't feel too sad, in fact, I have seen few people before, and I don't have much knowledge, and when I see Senior Brother Liu treating me well, I am secretly happy in my heart." However, after all the things I've been through now, I'm not so easily moved. Now that he didn't come to see me, I'm just a little disappointed. ”
Lin Wan took a deep breath, nodded, and said, "Forget it, maybe fate hasn't arrived yet, let it be." If he has a heart, he will definitely come to you again. ”
Wang Qi shook his head and said, "Miss, even if he will come to me again in the future, I won't necessarily wait for him." Even if I don't meet a better one, I don't want to be with a man who doesn't have me in mind. ”