080 On the way to the concert (2)

They also travel often, no wonder Caiyue always feels that a car for three people is too crowded, and even driving two cars is not enjoyable, that is because when the three of them got together before (of course, there are not many such times, there are more cases of meeting in pairs), they all drove out of their respective homes, so they must have driven their own cars, and they can't let anyone go first and then come together.

This is a kind of inertial thinking, and the consequences of people being locked by inertia are very terrible. It binds you, obviously your vision is in all directions and is open, but in the mode of habitual thinking, you can only see the path you often take, and you are blind to other directions.

It's horrible.

Xiuxiang feels that her life has been kidnapped by this model, and she only knows to follow her parents' teachings - go to university, study medicine, and then find a good job. But whether that was what she really wanted, when she was young, she didn't think about it. She was imprisoned by a habitual idea of "learning, learning and learning", and never thought about how to go in her future life. Dreams are eaten by a monster called learning, and they become putting the cart before the horse. Originally, you studied to realize your dreams, but the dreams were gone, only the means remained, and the lack of "purpose" was covered up by this system, so many people graduated from college and found a job, but still found that it was not suitable for them, and some people were even confused - what did they want to do, and they couldn't find the direction of life. She had to get rid of this kind of thinking, as if there was more than one way to go to a concert, and there was not only one way for her to achieve life. There was more than one way for her to meet him.

Even if Caiyue said that she was a little scheming, it was nothing, she felt that at this stage, in this mood, and now her demands were OK, she didn't have much expectations, and she didn't exceed the limit of tolerance, all she wanted was a chance to meet him.

Is this request really excessive? She didn't let Wu Minshuo go up the knife mountain and get off the oil pot for herself, what she could do with a simple raise of her hand, and even as expected—what he could do without raising her hand, she felt that she had nothing to feel sorry for.

Xiuxiang never thought about how important that person was to herself, and she didn't even think about whether he was important to herself, so she started this journey, in the process, she was very determined, but the way was still clumsy, but this was something from her heart, she didn't feel that it needed to be so advanced, how deliberate, and she sometimes wondered: "What is the magical power that makes me persevere?"

She couldn't find the answer, and the only thing that could barely be called an answer was that she could have the opportunity to do what she liked, and although she couldn't see how much she could achieve in the end, she satisfied her little vanity, that is, she was one step closer to happiness.

This concert is too, and it is an adventure for Hideka. In the past, she used to work alone, but this time it was almost equivalent to calling her teammates to do it together. She didn't think much about it at all, confidently thinking that she could hide it from her teammates and continue to "observe secretly" without anyone knowing. Who knew that Seon lost his horse and was caught.

The teammate is not a vegetarian either, and when he found out about her strange behavior in the morning, he secretly did not move to see how she justified herself. Originally, the two didn't want to demolish her, but they just talked about it a little behind their backs, who knew that Cai Yue inadvertently bumped into their embarrassed glances, do you think this is a coincidence?

It was a failed venture, but it is not yet known who will kill the deer.

There is an element of risk in any success, which is equivalent to a game - if you don't fight hard, how do you know if you will succeed? In fact, there is a theory behind this statement: if you want to get what you want, no one is completely sure, there is nothing set in stone, everything is too out, there are variables at any moment, and no one can laugh at ease until the end.

It is said that life lies in opportunities and challenges, and the subtle difference is only in how many opportunities and challenges there are. The same is true of the journey of happiness, no one can tell you how to be truly happy, you can only grope on your own, and the process of groping is similar to a gamble. In fact, to put it bluntly, it is also an adventure, so adventure fills our whole life.

She has been involved in the activity of "secret observation" for almost 100 days, of course, she will not want to hold a "100-day anniversary" to celebrate, there is nothing to celebrate - because stalking others is always not her profession, Xiuxiang knows that she is not a paparazzi, and she is not a private detective, and she even does not do her best, and does a very unprofessional business.