"Bang......" Li Yinghao ran into the toilet of the hospital and punched the wall of the toilet with a heavy punch, Li Yinghao squatted on the floor of the toilet with his head in his hands, he didn't know what he was doing this for? He wanted to cry out loud, and roared out loud with all his might, a man, he would rather ten people stab him with a steel knife, he didn't want to see his beloved woman be so ruthless to him, is he really not worthy of being his man?

"Squeak...... A person came in the toilet, Li Yinghao hurriedly got up from the ground and washed his face with cold water, although the water was biting but could soothe his aching heart.

"Haha......"

Li Yinghao smiled stupidly, blaming himself for loving so hard.

Li Yinghao wiped his face and looked for the 518 ward, he wanted to know if Xu Miao's father was seriously injured, Li Yinghao searched layer by layer, and finally found room 518 in a corner on the fifth floor, Li Yinghao looked in through the glass on the window, there was a middle-aged man with oxygen plugged in on the hospital bed, it seemed that he was Xu Miao's father, the patient on the bed kept his eyes closed, and there was a middle-aged man sitting next to the bed, which may be the uncle Xu Miao said.

"Bang ......"

Li Yinghao knocked on the door of the ward three times.

"Who are you looking for?"

The middle-aged man sitting on the edge of the bed got up and opened the door and asked.

"Hello uncle, my name is Li Yinghao, I am Xu Miao's classmate, I just passed through the hospital and heard that my uncle is here, I came to take a look, how is my uncle?"

Li Yinghao looked at the middle-aged man who was tightly covered with a quilt on the bed and asked worriedly.

"Well, hello. I am Xu Miao's uncle, Xu Miao's father has just undergone surgery, and he doesn't have this right arm, so it is estimated that he will no longer be able to do physical work in this life. ”

Xu Miao's uncle pointed to the person lying on the bed and said.

"How so, what do you say on the construction site?"

Li Yinghao asked, can this be regarded as a work injury! A man is the pillar of the family, and now that he is injured like this, what can he do for the rest of his life?

"I haven't said yet, this construction site is also privately opened, and when I was injured, the boss helped send it to the hospital, and the matter of accompanying the reward is not very clear, and now I am also advancing money for treatment. ”

"This ......"

Li Yinghao didn't know what to say, looking at Xu Miao's father who was unconscious on the bed, Li Yinghao's heart was also extremely uncomfortable, what should he do in the future? This is a lifelong thing, this loss of his right hand is equivalent to the loss of all the labor force, and what is even more uncomfortable is how much he has to suffer, and if his hand is broken, it will hurt to die or live, which must be very painful.

"Come, sit, Xu Miao will come back as soon as she goes out with her mother, you wait first. ”

Xu Miao's uncle said politely to Li Yinghao.

"Uncle, you're welcome, I'll go out and come back later. ”

Now that Xu Miao's father's illness has been confirmed, although he has seen someone, it is Xu Miao's father lying on the bed, and he can be regarded as his closest person.

Li Yinghao left the ward, bought some fruits and nutritional products at the hospital supermarket, and returned to the ward.

"You ......"

Li Yinghao pushed open the door of the ward, but he didn't expect Xu Miao to come back, and Xu Miao was surprised by Li Yinghao's sudden intrusion.

"I just came here, it's not ......"

Li Yinghao's face turned red as he spoke, he didn't finish what he had to say, he was afraid that Xu Miao would scold him for breaking into his father's hospital room without her consent.

"You said you could come, and bring gifts, by the way, did you go for a check-up?" ”

Xu Miao's mother asked, and accepted the gift from Li Yinghao's hand with a smile on her face.

"Mom......"

Xu Miao looked at her mother and became angry.

"What's wrong? You said that your classmates are also in the same mind. ”

Xu Miao's mother put the gift on the table in the ward and beckoned Li Yinghao to sit down.

“……”

Li Yinghao was just about to sit down, Xu Miao stared at Li Yinghao and tried to let him go out quickly.

"Auntie, then I won't sit down, it's getting late, I should go back. ”

Li Yinghao understood what Xu Miao meant, so he had to say goodbye to Xu Miao's mother reluctantly.

"This ......"

Xu Miao's mother looked at Xu Miao embarrassedly.

"Mom, this is my classmate, it's okay, I'll send him. ”

Xu Miao took this opportunity to sneak out of the ward with Li Yinghao.

"You said you, why do you want to go to the ward and buy gifts, you want my parents to know that we are not, now my dad is still lying on the hospital bed, my dad and my mom are enough to worry about, you say you are like this again, don't you make us sad even more?"

Out of the door of the ward, Xu Miao complained to Li Yinghao.

"This is what you said about love, I don't know how you said I love you, we are already adults, how many people of our age have been married and have children, since you still told not to see your parents, hundreds of kilometers I borrowed money to come back to you, what am I for? In order to be able to be by the side of the girl I love in the most difficult time, and you have not had a hug for two years, two years of separation, and now you are disgusted with me. ”

Li Yinghao responded angrily to Xu Miao.

"I, didn't I feel sad because of my father!"

Xu Miao said with tears in her eyes.

"You are sad, I am not sad, I accompanied you from another city to this city, you think that is your parents, in fact, your parents I have already regarded him as my parents, but when you came to the hospital, you didn't let me in, do you know how much pain in my heart? I have been asking myself, how can I make you satisfied, if I can I would like to exchange my own arm for my uncle's arm, not for anything else, I just ask you to be touched once, to give me a hug with your touch, a hug between lovers. ”

Li Yinghao was in tears, he was not praying, it was the voice in his heart, he really hoped that Xu Miao could care about him, he was willing to abandon the whole world for Xu Miao, he only begged Xu Miao to give him one-tenth of his love, not with his mouth, but with his heart.

"I'm sorry. ”

Xu Miao lowered her head, she really didn't want to hug Li Yinghao in front of her, she didn't know why, but she didn't have that feeling in her heart.

"I'm sorry, I'm leaving, since I've sent you to the hospital, then my mission is complete, I'm back at school, you can call me if anything!"

After Li Yinghao finished speaking, he left the hospital without looking back with tears in his eyes.

"Yinghao, where are you going? It's night......"

Xu Miao shouted loudly behind her back, she knew that she had hurt Li Yinghao, but she didn't want to make mistakes again and again, she really didn't feel anything about Li Yinghao, he didn't love him, but her heart hurt faintly, it was she who lived up to that true feeling.

Li Yinghao kept running outside the hospital, he didn't know where to go in the dark night, but he was even more reluctant to turn back, he was afraid that the tears that would make Xu Miao sad.

After leaving the hospital, Li Yinghao took a car to the train station, and when he arrived at the station, the train to the school was gone, Li Yinghao slept in the waiting hall for one night, and bought the earliest train ticket to return to school the next day.