054: A write-off
Xiyan was still kneeling there, although she was kneeling, she still stood upright, looking at Lou Yueqing earnestly, not humble, but sincere enough.
A pair of rippling eyes were filled with tears, but they didn't shed it, but they swirled in their eyes, biting their lips, looking like they wanted to talk, which was really pitiful to me.
Xiyan is a rare beauty, or rather, several people around her are beauties, but the appearance and temperament of the eight people are different, and they all have their own merits, and Xiyan is the most gentle one among them, and she usually looks gentle and understanding, and she is also the most cherished one......
If it weren't for the fact that their eight sisters Xiyan was the most pitiful, Xiyan made such a big mistake back then, how could these girls intercede for her, and even all of them were willing to take the blame for her, and it was precisely because of this that the master would spare Xiyan.
Otherwise, Xi Yan had a thought back then, and used the medicine that should have been able to relieve her seven points of cold poison to save Zhao Qi, so that she couldn't wait for the antidote to the internal strength of the antidote, and her life was hanging by a thread, according to Duanmu Yanxi's temper, she would definitely kill Xi Yan, but it was only because of the intercession of Mo Li and a few people that she did it.
Fortunately, Duanmu Huanxi is not in Chujing now, otherwise, I don't know if I will take up this matter and kill Xiyan.
She has always been unable to tolerate betrayal and calculation, Xiyan's betrayal made her almost die, although she will not kill her if she grows up together and the past love, but Xiyan does not know her condition, nor does she not know how much she cares about her life, but she still ignores her life and death for a man, Lou Yueqing really doesn't want to see her again, today Xiyan broke in like this, she was naturally very unhappy.
A pair of eyes looked at Xiyan without any emotion, and immediately, the corners of her mouth pulled slightly, and she said slowly with a hint of sarcasm: "I haven't seen you for a few years, but you have grown more and more!"
has indeed grown a lot, especially the guts, without her permission, she dared to break in, it was really ...... Act recklessly!
Xiyan was slightly stunned when she heard this, although Lou Yueqing's words suddenly were a little incomprehensible, but she also heard the irony in Lou Yueqing's words, as well as a trace of anger in her words.
Looking at the undisguised coldness on Lou Yueqing's face, she bit her lip slightly, lowered her eyes, and slowly bowed down, kneeling there, but did not make an excuse for her trespass.
She has always known Lou Yueqing's temper, so she also knows that doing so will inevitably make her unhappy, but after so many years, this time she came to Lou Yueqing on purpose, Lou Yueqing refused to see her, and she had to forcibly break in, but if Lou Yueqing wanted to blame, she was irrefutable.
Xiyan's state is at her disposal, Lou Yueqing naturally knows.
looked at Xiyan who was lying there for a moment with a gloomy face, and she said lightly: "You should know that I don't want to see you, and I dare to appear in front of me, aren't you afraid that I will kill you?"
Even she herself can't guarantee that she won't kill Xiyan in a fit of anger because she remembered the betrayal back then.
Xi Yan said in a low voice: "Xi Yan came to Chu this time, he came to ask the master for his guilt, he made a big mistake and hurt the master back then, this time he came to let the master punish him, if he kills me, he can make the master angry, Xi Yan is willing to die!"
Her voice was calm, but she could hear her sincerity.
When Lou Yueqing heard this, she squinted her eyes, and then raised her eyebrows: "Please?"
That's right...... Interesting!
"Yes!" If it wasn't for the sake of pleading, why did she come to Chu?
In the past few years, she has never had a day of peace of mind, there is not a day that she is not living with guilt and remorse, last year she learned that Lou Yueqing woke up, she was a little more relieved, but she was even more guilty, if she hadn't done such a stupid thing back then, Lou Yueqing's cold poison would have been at least half resolved, and she would not have been in a coma for so many years, let alone become what she is now, even if Zhao Qi has been very good to her over the years, she has never been happy, never a moment of happiness.
No matter what it was for, she finally betrayed the master who trusted her to the point where she could trust her life, and betrayed the faith that had been engraved in her heart since childhood.
"Huh!" sneered: "You also know that you are guilty?"
Xiyan lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "Xiyan knows that he deserves to die!"
Lou Yueqing didn't speak, just looked at her quietly, her face was calm, and she couldn't see her emotions.
After a while, she slowly stood up, walked in front of Xiyan, looked at her with lowered eyes, and said lightly: "Since you know that you deserve to die, what are you doing alive?"
The people in the room didn't expect her to say this, they were all a little surprised, and the most surprised was Xiyan.
Raising his eyes, he looked at Lou Yueqing sneeringly, and he didn't react for a long time.
Lou Yueqing slowly squatted down and looked straight at Xiyan's face.
Xiyan didn't dare to look at her directly, and lowered her eyes.
Lou Yueqing's hand caressed her delicate and soft face, and Xiyan's body subconsciously stiffened, and she didn't dare to avoid it.
Lou Yueqing bent the corners of her mouth meaninglessly, looked at Xi Yan's eyes with implied autumn waves, squinted, and slowly spoke: "I've always been curious, how well Zhao Qi treats you, so that you choose to betray me without hesitation?"
They are all orphan girls brought back by Duanmu Hanxi, who grew up with her since they were children, but everyone is older than her, but they have always been loyal to her, and they are the people she trusts to trust her life, and because of this trust, Xiyan's betrayal back then will make her so difficult to accept, Xiyan doesn't understand how important the medicine is to her, but even so, she still gave the medicine to Zhao Qi to take.
Xiyan didn't say anything, but she felt more and more guilty in her heart.
It was she who betrayed her master's trust, forgot her identity and responsibilities, fell in love with Zhao Qi, and harmed her master.
No matter what hardships she had at the beginning, betrayal is betrayal, it is a fact that she fell in love with Zhao Qi, it is also a fact that she used her master's medicine to save Zhao Qi, and it is also a fact that she almost killed her master and lost her life, so she has nothing to say.
How important that medicine is to Lou Yueqing, in fact, she knows better than anyone else, it was Duanmu Hanxi rummaged through the medical books, and learned that there was a thing called red leaf grass that could inhibit cold poison, so she went to the Western Regions to look for two whole years before finding it, this grass is extremely difficult to find, and it only grows in the volcano area, Duanmu Hanxi went to find it, mixed this grass with dozens of rare medicinal materials to make pills, and ordered her to take it to Lou Yueqing immediately.
It's just that at that time, it happened to be the war between Chu and Wei, and Lou Yueqing happened to be on the border of Chu and Wei at that time, when she rushed, the news that Zhao Qi was seriously injured and in danger came, when she sneaked into the barracks, she saw Zhao Qi dying, and the imperial doctor was helpless, she was very scared at the time, and seeing that his breathing was gradually gone, she fed the medicine to Zhao Qi.
There are dozens of rare medicinal materials in that medicine, which are naturally useful for Zhao Qi's injuries, so Zhao Qi did not die, but at that time, Lou Yueqing couldn't wait for her medicine for a cold poison attack, and for some reason she suffered a very serious internal injury, which led to a backlash in internal strength and went crazy......
This matter has always been a knot in her heart in the past few years, even if she is married to Zhao Qi now, even if Zhao Qi treats her as gently as ever, but she has no way to love him without distractions, and the estrangement between the husband and wife is getting deeper and deeper, and only in this way can she feel better.
This time, even if Lou Yueqing wanted to kill her, she would have nothing to say......
Fingertips gently slid over her slightly haggard face, Lou Yueqing looked at her with dark eyes, and then slowly spoke, as if sighing: "I said before, a few of you, only you and Hongling can make people feel pity the most, few people can resist your tenderness, sure enough, look at this look, it is really pitiful to me, no wonder it makes a man like Zhao Qi who has a deep city government so obsessed with you......"
Xiyan bit her lip slightly, listening to Lou Yueqing's words, her heart ached faintly, but she didn't refute half a word for herself, because she couldn't refute it.
She lowered her hand slightly, stroked her cuffs, looked at her meaningfully, raised her eyebrows and said: "I didn't want to see you again, give me a tranquility, and give you peace for a lifetime, but since you are here today, then tell me, what should I do with you?"
Xi Yan's eyes moved slightly, and he lowered his head and said calmly: "Xi Yan is punished by his master, no matter what, he will never complain!"
Hearing this, Lou Yueqing squinted her eyes and slowly muttered: "No complaints......
After a pause, Lou Yueqing's eyes suddenly turned cold, and she suddenly reached out and directly held Xiyan's slender and smooth neck......
The neck was suddenly choked, Xiyan's body stiffened, a little caught off guard, subconsciously wrinkled his brows, and his complexion changed.
"Uh......" Lou Yueqing didn't try very hard, but it still made her breathe a little difficult, and she subconsciously raised her hand......
Lou Yueqing approached her face slightly, smiled coldly, and asked, "If I kill you, you really have no complaints?"
Xiyan paused, and his hand was covered on Lou Yueqing's hand, but he didn't break it, but shrunk the corners of his eyes, and looked at Lou Yueqing with complicated eyes.
Mo Li and Mo Yan, who were standing aside, changed their faces: "Master, ......"
wanted to step forward to stop it, but Lou Yueqing suddenly raised her eyes and looked at the two of them, her eyes were extremely sharp, so the two didn't step forward, but just looked at Lou Yueqing pinching Xiyan's neck like this, and they couldn't help but worry.
Xiyan did make a big mistake, even if Lou Yueqing killed her, it was her own fault, but after all, it was their sisters......
And Rong Zhi, who had been quietly watching Lou Yueqing from behind, also squinted his eyes and looked at Lou Yueqing's back thoughtfully.
He hadn't interfered with her own business, so he just sat there and watched, and she wouldn't be polite when she needed him anyway.
Lou Yueqing retracted her gaze and landed on Xiyan, seeing that her face had slowly turned white, and just now she raised her hand and wanted to break free of her, but for some reason, she slowly sank down, without any resistance, moved her lips, wanted to say something but still didn't say it, her eyes trembled slightly, and then slowly closed, covering her reddish eyes......
She didn't struggle, she was left to her disposal.
She is not afraid of death, from childhood to adulthood, life and death are actually not a big deal for them, if it weren't for the fact that she couldn't let go for so many years, she would have apologized for her sin with death, and now she died in the hands of her master, she has no complaints.
However, seeing that Xiyan was at her disposal like this, without the slightest desire to survive, Lou Yueqing suddenly felt bored, and let go of her hand at the moment before Xiyan was about to suffocate.
Xiyan's body was weak, and he collapsed on the ground, breathing rapidly, and he didn't come back to his senses for a long time.
Mo Li and Mo Yan saw that Lou Yueqing let go of Xiyan, and the heart they were carrying finally let go, and they breathed a sigh of relief without a trace.
Lou Yueqing had already stood up and watched her quietly to relieve herself.
After a while, Xiyan gradually regained consciousness, slowly sat up, and raised his eyes to look at Lou Yueqing......
Her eyes flickered, and she asked in a low voice, "Why...... Why don't you kill me?"
She did this wrong thing, she should have died four years ago, and she couldn't let go of too much with this life, but if she died in the hands of her master, she would be considered complete.
Lou Yueqing looked at her lightly and said, "You really deserve to die!"
Xiyan was silent.
Lou Yueqing said lightly: "Just because of your betrayal, I almost lost my life, because of this, I was in a coma for three years and became what I am now, and the master also lost most of his cultivation because of this, Xiyan, you should know how much I have paid for living for so many years, but I was almost ruined by you, I am not a good person, I hate betrayal and calculation the most in my life, but I still didn't kill you because of this, it is already for the sake of you and I who grew up together and the face of several of them, you shouldn't appear in front of me again!"
Lou Yueqing's words made Xi Yan look ashamed, her face turned pale for a while, she slowly stood up and continued to kneel on Lou Yueqing, raised her eyes to look at her, and said earnestly: "Xi Yan knows that the master doesn't want to see me, but after hearing that the master woke up, he has always wanted to see the master and ask the master for guilt, and the master's temper Xi Yan naturally knows, so this time, Xi Yan didn't want to go back alive!"
Hearing this, Lou Yueqing looked at her with slightly heavy eyes: "Do you want to die?"
Xi Yan pursed her lips slightly, and said with a wry smile: "If it weren't for the fact that I couldn't let go, Xi Yan would have apologized with death a long time ago!"
can't let go of the man she loves to the bone marrow but doesn't dare to love anymore, let alone Lou Yueqing, whose life and death are uncertain, otherwise, when she learned that she almost killed Lou Yueqing with a single thought, she shouldn't have continued to live.
When Lou Yueqing heard this, she frowned and stared at Xiyan quietly, and was silent for a long time, and after the silence, she suddenly said, "You go!"
Xiyan was stunned, Mo Li and Mo Yan couldn't understand what was wrong with Lou Yueqing.
Xiyan opened his mouth: "Master......"
Lou Yueqing interrupted her lightly: "You and I are no longer masters and servants, you don't have to call me that anymore, I can't afford it!"
Xiyan's face froze, in her heart, Lou Yueqing has always been the master she admires the most, she has never changed, and she has never thought about changing.
Lou Yueqing's eyes were slightly condensed, and she looked at her and said lightly: "You were by my side when I was six years old, and I spent eight years together, in fact, you understand, even if your betrayal almost killed me, I couldn't kill you after all, but I don't want to see you again, today you and my master-servant relationship is also a write-off, you go, be your princess Jing in the future, no matter how painful or happy it is in the future, it is your own choice!"
After speaking, he looked at Mo Li and Mo Yan who were waiting on the side, and said lightly: "Take her out!"
After speaking, he didn't look at Xiyan again, turned around and walked back to Fang Cai's position and sat down.
Listening to Lou Yueqing's words, a line of tears slid down her cheeks, Xiyan opened her mouth, and wanted to say something, but Mo Li and Mo Yan had already stepped forward to help her up, signaling her not to say more, and then helped her out......
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This month is the month of laziness, and I really can't lift the spiritual code word, alas......
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