Let her feel less guilty, less sinful, and more calm and forgiving.

No one can say that murder is a crime in this selection.

It's a game of life and death.

They are all victims.

If you don't kill anyone, people will kill you, and everyone will try to survive.

"Sir, how do you ...... That's good. Shen Qianshu couldn't help but reddened her eyes, her husband, it was really good, it was so distressing, he was silent and did everything.

She had a nightmare, and she realized how much fear, guilt, and guilt she felt in her heart.

Yeling said, "Because it's you." ”

It's you who will have such a good me.

To others, he was nothing more than an indifferent stranger.

He rubbed Shen Qianshu's hair, "Do you want to talk?"

Shen Qianshu nodded, she sat up cross-legged, she had too much to say to Yeling, but she didn't know where to start, saying it seemed to be a disaster, starting with her first shot.

"When I didn't try, I killed someone, on the island, in training, Xiao Jiu and Xiao Qiao asked me to resist pressure, we said, if I didn't prepare at all, at the beginning of the selection, I would either drag my feet, or be killed quickly, our team would definitely lose, I must at least have a little ability to resist pressure, in order to delay to the rescue. ”

"So, we went to the mountains......"

Shen Qianshu slowly recounted the incident, talking about her reaction, her murderous ...... Her guilt, her fear, and her ...... Excited!

"I'm so excited!" Shen Qianshu looked at Yeling in disbelief with the tip of his nose red, "Sir, do you know how terrible it is, the first time I shot and killed someone, I was too psychologically complicated. I threw up because I felt cruel, scared, my stomach cramped a little bit, but in this fear, I actually ...... Very excited. ”

"When I realized this, I was disgusted with myself, how could I be excited, I killed someone, I actually felt so ...... I want to kill one more person. Shen Qianshu's hand kept beating his head, "It's a frightening emotion, I can't get rid of it, I can't even, I can't convince myself that I don't exist, sir, what's wrong with me? Is it that I was born with the gene to kill, so killing makes me excited, am I a, I ......"

"Shhhhhh "Most people get excited when they kill someone, especially when they kill for the first time. Psychologically speaking, this is the ** of the conqueror, and it is also a desire for victory, everyone will have it, but you have also studied psychology, and you don't even know this. ”

"I'm only here to learn psychology for you. Shen Qianshu said.

This sentence was inadvertently so sweet that it was in the night tomb.

Sweet and sour.

Yeling held her face and kissed her tear-stained face," Why did people in ancient times like to be emperors, killing their fathers and killing their brothers, everyone hopes that they can control the power of life and death, they all have this desire, this is the inferior nature of people, and it is also the inevitability of natural selection, you stand at the top of the food chain, you naturally hope that you are strong, when you can pinch a person's life and death in your hands, there will be a kind of success and satisfaction, because no one can hurt me anymore, this feeling is subconscious, it does not mean that you really want to kill another person because of excitement, isn't it?"