Chapter 189: Confused

After explaining the battle situation to the brothers who stayed behind, I left again, I couldn't sit still at all, I had nothing to do, so I went to the company, thinking about it, and only there could calm me down.

The roof is very cold, this season, no one will covet the silence and scenery of the roof anymore, if there is, but also because of the sudden drop in the weather, choose to spend in the warm room, so, now the company's building on the roof of the building is only me, the cold wind is biting, I look at the bottom, nothing unusual, large and small buildings.

I feel that it is time for me to precipitate, on my way to the company, I received a call from Lao Yang, he not only cleaned up the mess for me, but also helped me solve a little tail by the way, Wang Hui died, I don't know how the process was, but he died in the hands of Lao Yang, no loss, Lao Yang dealt with things, never left me any follow-up, all done properly, he said Wang Hui died, then, Wang Hui's threat to me, from the time of his death, ceased to exist.

At this time, I was in the county, I was really a big family, I still succeeded, at that time, the ambition that everyone couldn't believe, in the disbelief of most people, reached the current height, but I was not happy, and what followed was a sudden confusion.

I'm one step closer to my ultimate goal, maybe I've been on this road for a long time, my emotions have been worn out, I can't taste much joy anymore, I haven't lost myself, but suddenly I'm a little tired, in the county, there is no one to compete with me, obviously achieved their goal, but they are not happy, like me, it is estimated that there are also a few.

Coming to this point, I have nothing to develop in the county, and I should be happy that from an ordinary freshman who has just enrolled in a middle school, completely starting from scratch, every step of my life has been very steady, and I have come up with my feet on the ground, from organizing into a gang that is unknown in the first middle school, to now, monopolizing the county, which is not an easy process.

I have come over, how hard I have been, how many life and death difficulties I have experienced, only I know, fortunately, now I can finally see the moon and the clouds.

I know very well that I feel as if I have entered a circle, no one traps me, I am trapped myself, I can't find an exit, this kind of mood is not a matter of a day or two, but there was something before, because Wang Hui has not completely solved it, there is always a pimple in my heart, and now that it is solved, I am drowned by this long-suppressed emotion.

Actually, I shouldn't think about this, should I? However, even I am about to figure out what I think, yes, revenge, I want revenge! Now, only when I think of my father who died tragically, my heart fluctuates.

Hatred has become the majority of myself, only by sticking to this belief, I can continue, only in this way, I can persevere, revenge has occupied most of my life, I don't want to admit it, but I have noticed a change in myself.

That night, that night, how many times appeared in my nightmare, how many times, I can't remember, I stood on the roof of the company, obviously it was an unrelated scenery, but I remembered that night, a night I don't want to recall, but I will never forget it.

The scene of that night appeared in my mind, and I clenched my fists subconsciously, my situation is not good, not only my body, but also my mind, I shouldn't be like this, it's not that it's not good, but there is a comparison, and there is a gap in my heart, so I am even more unwilling.

I tried to suppress those superfluous thoughts, tried not to think, not to recall, since it can't be solved now, then wait until I can face that day, that painful fact, "Brother Shuo." "I stood on the roof for a long time until Zhu Kuan came up and found me.

Zhu Kuan called me, but I didn't look back, he has been here for a long time, I am thinking about it, but it is not that I have no perception of the outside world, Zhu Kuan has been standing silently for a long time, just seeing the way I think, I didn't say anything to disturb me, but just now, Zhu Kuan finally couldn't help it, although Zhu Kuan didn't understand what I was thinking, but Zhu Kuan observed that my expression was not beautiful, so he disturbed me.

Zhu Kuan's words were very timely, and I realized that I had fallen into too deep memories, my clenched fists, and my nails were going to be buckled into the flesh, I smiled bitterly at my hands, I lied to myself, I could face these old things calmly, but a lie is still a lie after all, it can't last long, and I don't believe myself anymore.

That night, has become my shadow, get this realization, it is too heavy, the situation has begun to slowly improve, the road I want to take is also on the right track, such a smooth development, think about everything in a good direction, it is not far away, the day when I can remove these shadows is not far away, I should not be stuck in the past.

Knowing this, I can talk about it, I want to think about it, it is still too difficult for me to really implement it, I think, in my life, the day I slashed the enemy, I can take revenge, I thought I could let go, but now I found out that it is still too early to say all this.

As a result, I can only come out on that day, because even I can't be sure what kind of behavior I will do when my revenge is avenged, only time will tell.

"Brother Shuo, let's go back, it's too cold on the rooftop. The cold wind was howling, and I couldn't even hear what Zhu Kuan said clearly, so I didn't answer Zhu Kuan's words, and glanced back.

Suddenly there was some emotion, not only I have changed, Zhu Kuan has also changed, looking at his appearance now, I can't even remember it, the Zhu Kuan I just met, people are not the same, not to mention, everyone is changing in a better direction, they are all running towards their dreams, they are very clear, what they want to do, I am envious, but I can only envy, that is a feeling that I can't imagine.

Today's Zhu Kuan is still a little young, but he already has the invisible temperament of a company boss, a financial elite, look at Zhu Kuan, where can he imagine, he is now, still a high school student, Zhu Kuan's temperament makes people ignore his age, he also deliberately dresses up in the direction of maturity, above the shopping mall, maturity is sometimes a necessary thing.

Zhu Kuan can do this step, I tap his talent is the first step Delegating power to him is the second step, and the rest, I don't dare to take credit for it, Zhu Kuan knows what he wants, and he has been working hard to achieve this goal, in all fairness, such Zhu Kuan, I am envious, can work hard for his goal, and now Zhu Kuan, it can be said that his career has been small.

I also dragged Zhu Kuan's blessing, there are a lot of interests, I am Zhu Kuan's Bole, Zhu Kuan has not brought me huge benefits, mutual benefit and win-win, I also took Zhu Kuan a lot of advantages, talent is hard to find, Zhu Kuan's ability is here, although I single-handedly discovered him, but if it were not for Zhu Kuan, there would not be the current company.

My relationship with him has gradually deepened, who would have thought that there are such talented people around me, I can only say that I am lucky, I have always been lucky, because I have met a lot of people who help me, if at that time, I was alone on the road of revenge, now it is different from the past, I am no longer alone, and, I will never be alone again, I am by my side, there is a group of like-minded people, they will accompany me all the way.

Then what else do I have to worry about, before that time, I had been going around in circles, as if I was going around in circles, and I spared myself back, but it doesn't matter anymore, it doesn't matter what I do, I hooked the corners of my mouth at Zhu Kuan, Zhu Kuan saw my expression, I don't know why, I just breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't ask anything, just looked at my look, and noticed a trace of ominousness, I couldn't figure it out at that time, but now, as long as I firm up my own concept and continue to walk, if I don't know such a simple thing, then I really don't need to exist, and I don't need to mix it up。

"Let's go, oops, it's so cold in this place. "Temporarily solving a matter of mind, it's not a solution, it's just a temporary can't help but think about these things, for me, it's still quite simple, I don't understand, I don't need to think about it, anyway, I know my own process very well, I am far from satisfied with these, it's not enough, I want more power, more power, so that I can go on, it's not enough now."

Before I could continue to think about it, I seemed to have entered the reality all of a sudden, I was thinking about it just now, and I didn't understand why I couldn't figure it out all the time, although I didn't figure it out now, since I didn't understand, I simply didn't want to, I just found out that the place on the rooftop, in the early winter season, is really not a good place, why can't I think of coming here just now.

I didn't notice it just now, but now I feel it, a lot of cold wind blows up, and the frozen people are going to lose a piece of skin, it's really not comfortable, "Zhu Kuan, go, go, don't stay there stupidly, you're not cold." Zhu Kuan, who didn't seem to react to my method at once, was stunned in place for a moment, and after hearing my words, he hurriedly rushed up.

"It's coming, it's coming. "When I came up, there was only one person, alone, but when I came down, I walked together, and it was not lonely for two people to chat casually.