Chapter 141: Growth
People who only see the surface, what qualifications do they have to judge others, Lin Nuannuan finally knows that some people hate you without a reason, in his eyes, it is wrong for you to cry, it is wrong for you to laugh, it is wrong for you to breathe, and even your existence is wrong.
She was determined not to think about it anymore, thinking about it was just adding to her troubles in vain, and she didn't want to delve into who exposed the news, and the hatred would never end one day.
This life is so short, there is no need to spend precious time arguing with these irrelevant people, because there are still many things I want to do, and I haven't gone anywhere I want to go.
So it's still important to find a job, so I went back to the computer and submitted several resumes, but now I have to wait for the news, Lin Nuannuan clasped her hands together, and silently prayed in her heart that she must find a job. It didn't seem to have affected her at all.
But only she knows how she feels in her heart. Because sometimes you deceive yourself, but the real feeling stays there, and you can't hide from it.
The doorbell rang just as it rang, Lin Nuannuan closed the computer, got up to open the door, she knew that it must be Xia Yuran who was coming, this girl just looked at her like this, and felt that she was so vulnerable. The current Lin Nuannuan is no longer the Lin Nuannuan who cried to her when something happened, after going through so much, she has already grown a lot.
In fact, sometimes, I will be very grateful for those experiences, thank those people, if it weren't for them, I might always be a flower in the greenhouse, I will never be able to face the malice of the world alone, and I will never be strong enough to face these twists and turns of my own encounters.
It's just that sometimes when I think of my mother, I still feel sad. Believe that she is like this, her mother will be very relieved to see it, she has been worried about Nuan Nuan has grown up, and she is no longer the little girl who needs her protection.
Mom, I'm going to be better.
Lin Nuannuan thought so in her heart and opened the door. Before he could see the person clearly, he only felt that his soft body fell on him, hugging his neck, Lin Nuannuan rolled his eyes, what is Xia Yuran doing, is it necessary to be so sensational, as if it is not normal for him to be sad.
Lin Nuannuan pulled Xia Yuran off of her body in disgust, Xia Yuran looked at Lin Nuannuan at this time, but her face did not have the expression she expected at all, and she was a little puzzled.
I was still afraid that she would be sad, thinking that when she opened the door, she would give her a hug first, she should have seen the message she sent, could it be that she was forced to smile? Could it be that she was already sad, but she just didn't want to let herself see it, afraid that she would be worried? But no matter how she looked at it, it didn't look like she was pretending.
"What do you see, I don't have plastic surgery, so I can't recognize it so soon?" Lin Nuannuan looked at Xia Yuran staring at herself left and right, and helplessly held her face, which really made her dizzy.
pulled Xia Yuran into the house and closed the door, "Nuan Nuan, didn't you read the message I just sent you?"
"Look. Lin Nuannuan replied very easily, as if Xia Yuran was asking if you had eaten, it had nothing to do with emotions at all, Xia Yuran stared at her in a daze, trying to see the clues in her eyes that she was lying, but she didn't see anything.
Lin Nuannuan pulled her to the sofa and sat down, "Should I cry a lot, do I want to die or live?" Xia Yuran was stunned by Lin Nuannuan's words, this kind of thing should have been said by herself to comfort her, but now she has said it herself, and it seems that she has grown.
"Yuran, I only want to care about the people and things I care about now, and I really don't have the energy to care about those irrelevant things. Let them do whatever they want, I can't shut everyone's mouth, I just need to know what things are really going on, those people will only make me feel stupid and ridiculously pitiful, let others manipulate it, have no thinking of their own at all, how others guide it, it will go wherever it goes. When Lin Nuannuan said this, he was like a mature and calm adult, this was the first time that Xia Yuran had such thoughts.
In the past, even a little grievance could make her cry all day, if anyone made her unhappy, she could complain to herself for a day, but now that she has suffered such a big grievance, she can actually laugh it off, Xia Yuran suddenly felt relieved, and felt that although Lin Nuannuan experienced it was painful, it was worth it.
"Since Nuan Nuan has said so, then what else can I say, I'm really worried about it. Xia Yuran said and snorted, feeling that she had underestimated Lin Nuannuan, Lin Nuannuan smiled and held her hand.
"Nuan Nuan, you were so cool just now, I'm almost in love with you, what should I do. Holding Lin Nuannuan's arm and rubbing it up, Lin Nuannuan was covered in goosebumps when she said this, and wanted to pull out her arm with disgust, but was hugged tighter by Xia Yuran.
Xia Yuran suddenly remembered that the condition that Lin Nuannuan said before and Ye Chu was to have a child, her face became serious in seconds, and she straightened up and looked at Lin Nuannuan, Lin Nuannuan wondered what was wrong with her, why it was like this all of a sudden, and it became too fast, so that she didn't get used to it.
"Let me ask you," Xia Yuran said seriously, "Is it true that you said that you can only leave if you have a child with Ye Yu." She hoped that Lin Nuannuan could give her a negative answer, but the moment she nodded, she really wanted to strangle her to death, didn't she send herself to the fire pit.
Xia Yuran breathed a sigh of relief, "Lin Nuannuan, are you stupid, how can you ...... Or do you plan to never leave him, just stay by his side all the time, unclear and unclear, what's it? Lin Nuannuan shook her head, "Then what should you do, it's absolutely not okay to have a child." Besides, how can there be a child without a mother, what if he is abused by the Ye family, and you were conceived and born in October, why, absolutely not. ”
Xia Yuran said indignantly, but Lin Nuannuan sneered, "You are still laughing, I am serious." Lin Nuannuan felt that she didn't have a word now, but Xia Yuran had already thought about such a long-term thing for herself, how dissatisfied she would be with Ye Chu, how much she wanted to separate herself from Ye Chu, if Ye Chu knew, she would probably be angry to death.
"Yuran, you're thinking too much. Lin Nuannuan restrained her smile and said with her annoyed expression. "Isn't that what you think about too much?" she couldn't think of any more possibilities.
Of course Lin Nuannuan thought about this question, and at first she also thought like Xia Yuran, but now she doesn't think about it that way.