It was a bit sudden.

The atmosphere in the Sawada family seems to be a bit depressing these days, and the reason for this kind of thing is mainly due to a certain transformation that has taken place in the eldest son of this family. As a second-class attribute broken table, Jiamao has always been active or passive to become the center of all events, but in the past few days, the original profligate Jiamao suddenly became silent, not to mention that he was a little uncomfortable with seeing the big Jiaguang and Nana since childhood, and even Tsunayoshi and Mikan, who were still very small, also noticed that their brother was different from the past, although it was not bad to have a brother who was very An'an, but he always felt that something was missing in his heart.

"We're full......

After putting down the dishes and chopsticks, he got up and went back to his room dejectedly.

Nana looked at Iemo's bowl, there was still half of the rice left in it, and it was obvious that Iemogen had just eaten a few bites casually.

"Mom's ......"

Nana turned her head to look at Mikan, who had just whispered to her, and at this time, Tsunayoshi and Mikan seemed to be affected as well, a little listless. Nana is very worried, and now even the two children who are very tired of Jiamaoqin have gradually become a little estranged in the past few days, because Jiamaoqin looks so familiar but strange at this moment.

"Give him some time, he'll be fine. 」

Jiaguang, who should have been away all the year round, was still staying at home at this time, he looked at the direction of Jiamao's room, and sighed a little helplessly, only he knew what happened to Jiamao in this family.

"But ......"

Nana still couldn't seem to be relieved, but Jiaguang still shook her head, revealing a smile that reassured her family.

"Believe Jiamao, he's our child, he will definitely recover, even if something happens, I'm still here." 」

And when he returned to the room, Jia Mao didn't even turn on the lights, and he didn't even open the curtains, so he fell on the bed in a hurry, he knew very well that the family had become a little depressed because of him in the past few days, but he still couldn't cheer up, and it looked like he was relying on a breath of fairy breath to continue his life.

"Boy, it's almost there. 」

With an ethereal voice in mind, an illusory figure appeared in the gloomy room, and it was clear that someone's salted fish state had annoyed Laneve.

「……」

"Huh, you dare to ignore the old lady? Hehe, it seems that you don't understand the preciousness of life. 」

「……」

"Believe it or not, the old lady will slap you down and send you down to reunite with that little girl!"

At this time, Jia Mao finally reacted a little, and Lanev thought that this salted fish was finally going to bow to her, the evil force, but she didn't expect Jia Mao to swing his head and spit out weakly at her.

"Go ...... you"

Let's go and sell batches!!

Lanev suddenly exploded her lungs in anger, and almost couldn't help but send this goods to the sky with a trick, but looking at Jia Mao's miserable state of mourning more than her heart dying, she still couldn't help it, the early love of a little fart child is so dead and alive, if she grows up a little more, it won't destroy the world? Is this Nima love such a complicated thing? Thinking that her Laneve's love back then was just a drunken Gitto to sleep before she reluctantly started, otherwise she would have maintained a pure yin body and feathered into a fairy to go to the sky.

But remembering that day when she woke up and saw Gitto holding the quilt with a tangled and shy little boy's expression, Lanev couldn't help but grin and drool at the corner of her mouth.

Jia Maoqin, who happened to take the slightest change in Laneve's expression into his eyes, couldn't help but show a look of contempt even if he was heartbroken at this moment, this Nima's inconsolation actually dared to take care of himself, is this eldest sister a devil?

As if noticing her gaffe, Lanev coughed a few times, and then pretended to be serious.

"Didn't you see her for the last time the day before yesterday? Why haven't you put it down yet?"

For the matter of Jia Mao's relatives, Lanev has always been in her eyes, and even when she went to see Chitose off for the last time the day before yesterday, Lanev followed her, because she was really worried that this stupid person would suddenly not be able to think of staging a bloody love story of hitting the grave and then turning into butterflies to the sky.

"We know...... But there are some things that I can understand in my head, but I can't accept them in my heart......

Kamo-jin buried her face in the pillow and spoke indistinctly, which silenced Laneve.

"Sister, aren't you very powerful, can you talk to her? We just want to say goodbye to her......

"Although this girl is strong enough to push the nine heavens and ten earths, there is no such thing as conjuring spirits!

"But aren't you dead too?"

「……」

Lanev was speechless.

"Actually, you're still wondering why that little girl chose to leave you so decisively, right?"

Lanev floated to the side of Jiamao's bed, crossed her legs as if she sat down, she looked at the child with her back to her, her eyes were deep, life and death had seen too many things in her long life, and there were not many people who could accept it calmly.

Jia Maoqin's expression was also a little more confused, yes, in fact, he wanted to know more if there was something else he didn't do well enough, so that Chitose no longer wanted to stay, and resolutely chose to die.

"Have you ever wondered what her face was like in the last seconds of her life?"

"It's painful......

Jia Shigeru closed his eyes and imagined the feeling of falling to the ground.

The pain was heartbreaking.

- Why did she suffer such a crime at the last moment?

Lanev shook her head slightly, and a slightly illusory hand rested on Jiamao's head, caressing it as if out of nowhere.

"You like her, don't you, why don't you trust her choice?"

"What ......?"

Jia Mao raised his head, his eyes lit up slightly, but the figure of Lanev in front of him suddenly disappeared.

"Think about it...... Another little guest came, and I flashed first. 」

As soon as the words fell, in the confusion of Jia Maoqin, there was a faint voice with timidity.

"Little ...... Xiao Mao ......"

Jia Shigeqin looked around his room in confusion, and then his eyes fell on the window where there seemed to be a shadow shaking, and he stepped forward to open the curtains, and was suddenly a little frightened to the point that his scalp was numb.

On the small horizontal board of the neighbor and his room, Sonzi is carrying a guitar and trying to come over the bridge, but the rickety little body looks like it is about to fall off the bridge.

"What are you doing to lie on the woman!?"

Jia Mao personally opened the floor-to-ceiling window, and looked at Sonny very nervously, what should I do if this girl falls, I'm afraid this guitar will be shattered!

"Wow...... What should I do, Xiao Mao......

"Calm, eighteen years later, a good woman again!"

"Woo woo woo Xiao Mao bullies!!"

"Forget it, why don't you jump over, even if it's a green hat, we'll give you a follow!"

"Will you really catch someone? won't pick up the guitar and leave me alone, right?"

「……」

Sonzi stared at Jia Maoqin with teary eyes, making him a little speechless, the little girl really understands her brother.

Jia Mao spread her arms, as if to give Sonia courage, she bent over like a cat, and then jumped hard, Jia Mao quickly stood up, looking at Sonzi who jumped in mid-air, there may be a trace of fear on her face, but more nervousness and hope, she stretched out her hands to hug something, her eyes were full of sunshine.

[Have you ever wondered what her expression was like in the last seconds of her life?]

Lanefer's words echoed in my ears.

Chitose was also as brave as Sonzi jumped out at that time, with such feelings on his face, at least, not to end the pain of life with the pain of death, but to accept death calmly with the courage and hope to live in his own way.

Is this also a way to embrace happiness?

In a flash, Jia Mao thought about it a lot, and he seemed to understand something.

- I like her, so, I believe that her choice is happy.

caught Sony, Jia Mao personally hugged this stupid childhood sweetheart in his arms, and the strong impact made him retreat and fall to the ground, it hurt, so painful that he almost cried.

"What are you going to do, you idiot?"

Still lying on the ground, Jia Shigeru asked Sonny himself, with a different kind of relief in his tone.

"People just want to cheer up Mao-chan, Uncle Jiaguang said you've been in a very low mood lately. 」

Soniko sat up straight and sat directly on Iemo's stomach, almost throwing up the weight of the guitar on her back.

"That's why I want to play with the guitar for you, so you'll be happy, because I'm happiest when I play the guitar!"

Sonzi put the guitar down, plucked the guitar strings, and bent the corners of her mouth with the crisp sound of the guitar, smiling delicately.

Jiamao, who breathed a sigh of relief, looked at Soniko and said angrily, "We're going to be scared so much that we lose our hearts before we become happy, so please change the way to cheer people up." 」

Soniko thought about it, took a deep breath, suddenly opened her hands, and then slapped her cheeks fiercely towards the bewildered Jiamao kiss.

"Wow, it hurts!"

「……」

Jia Shige looked at Soniko who rubbed his hands and shouted loudly in pain, and finally, laughed. He also sat up, covering his eyes with one hand, and the more he smiled, the more his cheeks hurt and hotter, and tears could not help but ooze from the corners of his eyes.

"Hahahaha......"

Laughing, laughing.

Then laughed and cried.

"Wow, did I beat you? Don't cry, Shigeru!"

Soniko was a little panicked, she hugged Jiamao in her arms, gently held his head, and gently stroked the hair on the back of his head.

"Who is crying, we are not crying!"

"Good guys~~ Xiao Mao is the most well-behaved~~"

"Who are you coaxing, idiot...... We didn't cry...... Didn't cry...... Ah......h

"Uh-huh~~Xiao Mao is obedient~~Don't cry, don't cry~~"

"Ah...... Ahhhhh......h

Buried in Sonyko's arms, Jia Shigeru cried loudly, since he was born, he cried like this in front of others, and the feelings that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out at this moment, and the unwillingness of Chitose to leave alone, the regret of not being able to make Chitose happier, and the feelings that many of them had for Chitose became relieved little by little.

"Sonia ......"

"What's going on~~ What's wrong?"

"You don't have a ...... breasts"

"Meow meow??"

At this time, outside the window, the drizzle was drizzling, but I saw that there was a faint spring glow among the clouds.

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This is the second time that Ishige has come to Chitose's tomb.

The first time was when the funeral was held, and at that moment he just watched the funeral take place blankly, he didn't say anything, didn't do anything, just waited for the ceremony to go on in a daze, and the only thing that impressed him was the tears and cries that had not stopped for a long time.

Even today, Chihaya is still crying. Chihaya couldn't understand why this person, who clearly valued his sister as much as him, could laugh now?

"Why are you still the same as usual? Aren't you sad at all!? Don't you like your sister!"

Chihaya asked in a hoarse voice.

Looking at Chihaya, who was crying tears in front of him that had long since dried up, Iemo understood his feelings, he just smiled faintly, and his eyes fell on the tombstone engraved with the name of Chihaya's most cherished person.

"I like it, because I like it, so I have to be the same as usual, isn't it? 」

Kamoge grinned at Chihaya, smiling more silly than in front of Chitose, and more heartwarming.

"Sister......

Chihaya looked at the tombstone, her eyes aching with dryness.

"Well, having said that, if you still want to cry, it doesn't matter if you don't have a chance, because we will be your brother in the future, and we will cover you in place of Chitose!"

Jia Mao patted his chest and assured that he was very good at being a big brother.

"I'm a few months older than you......

"Ahem, we don't judge the young by age, we have to rely on strength to speak, you know? Yes, it depends on who pees far!"

"I don't want it, I want my sister ......."

"Ugh...... Forget it, let's cut it...... Sayonara, Jiamao, buckle your spine, Jiamei!"

Listening to the painful voice of Ieshige's relatives in his ears, Chihaya felt very uncomfortable, because he didn't know whether he wanted to cry or laugh. Chihaya remembered what his sister had said, perhaps, it was because of this unreliable guy that his sister would be willing to let go of everything and leave.

In the end, Chihaya walked away, leaving Iemo and Chitose a space to be alone.

"Chitose pro, you really don't play cards according to the routine, we're thinking, you must be complaining in the end, "Jiamao, you must not understand" like that, absolutely, I really don't understand you people in the city. 」

Jia Mao squatted on the ground, held his cheeks and said, as if he could see the man laughing in his eyes.

"We sometimes think about what adults often say about holding on to the moment and being strong to live, and that's just pretty words. All of us have only lived once, so why say you are not living the right life. No matter how a person chooses to end his life, it is not something that has not experienced death, and we can rely on imagination to understand and point fingers, because no matter what, she has lived. So, we won't say that there is any right or wrong in what you did, let's believe you, since Chitose has just taken out all his courage and accepted death calmly, then we believe that you are right. 」

"Na, Chitose dear, this time I have to say goodbye to you seriously, please be happy in the world on that side, if you can't find happiness, it's okay, hurry up and reincarnate to find us, we promise to steal a lot of battery cars, as long as you don't dislike us when the time comes, it will be good if you become a middle-aged uncle with a big belly or an old man with all his teeth have lost his teeth." 」

"By the way, we've got some gifts for you......

Jiamao took out a stack of drawing paper and an indigo key from the bag he brought, he looked at the painting on the paper, smiled lightly, and then put the paper and the key together in an iron box and buried them in the soil next to the tomb.

"I hope you like it. 」

His eyes lingered deeply on the name Chitose Mimon for a long time, and only then did Iemo get up and calmly walk towards Chihaya, who had been staring at him not far away, and there was no flaw in saying goodbye to Chitose.

So far, there is a girl who has been imprinted in her brain as if there is an extra hole, and the boy does not know when the hole will be filled.

Perhaps, this is the end of the story, and there are no regrets or apologies in this ending.

It's just that the boy doesn't know if the girl has ever liked him a little bit in that short year, and everything he doesn't know has turned into the past. So, the boy thinks yes, the girl just keeps treating him as a very good friend, and then, at the end of the ending, they end up missing each other.

The boy shed tears, but he did not feel sorry for each other, because he had tried, tried so hard, with all his might, to like her.

Even if she's gone, in this day when the cherry blossoms are waiting to wither, she left.

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PS: There are some things that I won't say in a single chapter. The story I wanted to tell finally came to an end, and the imperfection at the end of the story seemed to me like a kind of beauty, and life is always flawed. Maybe many friends are not satisfied with my ending, and even some people in my group said that they wanted to write a new one, so wait for the big guy to write it and then put it in the fan, just treat it as another kind of supplement. Originally, the rest of the story was planned to be written about Moi, but at this time, I couldn't help but wonder if the story would end here. I think of the new swordsman love that I played when I was a child.,There's a side ending in it that saves the daughter of a certain outsider.,If you choose to get married, the game will be over.,Once the country hated the family and the feud were all put down.,Sometimes happiness is just a moment.。 So,That's the end of this book.,Maybe it's good.,After all, it's really a steady stream of writing in the future.,Although I'm personally interested in fanfiction.,But to keep going.,I really doubt if I can do it.,Because it takes energy.,Sometimes it's not just by love.,After all, brother is also a person who wants to live.。

PS PS: Well, thank you to the friends who blessed me with my marriage, and I and more than 200 wives in the blue route are going to be happy.