"Now I don't even want to walk with my eldest sister?" Liu looked at her with a smile.

"Eldest sister, don't talk nonsense, it's too late for me to be happy with you. Liu Xuexue suddenly blushed and said in a low voice.

"What's the point, let's go. Liu patted her on the shoulder and strode out.

Liu Xuexue reacted and quickly caught up with her, the winter in the south came late, and it was not too cold in December, but the temperature difference between morning and evening was very large, and a cold wind hit when they went out in the early morning, and the sisters shivered together.

"Take it. Liu Hao stuffed the kettle full of hot water to Liu Xuexue.

"Eldest sister, I don't need it, you can take it. Liu Xuexue refused again and again, she was used to suffering, and she didn't care about the rotten and pus chilblains on her hands, where would she be afraid of the cold.

"Let you take it, you can take it, I'm not afraid of the cold in a military coat. "Although the military coat is not good-looking, it is an extremely rare thing in this era, and only Liu Changsheng and Liu Haohao have it in the whole family.

Liu Haohao originally had the intention to buy one for each member of the family, but this thing was too rare, and it could only be bought in the army, she was still embarrassed to open up to Zhuang Lijun, he had paid enough for her, and he might have spent all his few allowances on buying things for their family, but she couldn't repay him anything, so she didn't want to trouble him with everything.

"Eldest sister, I'm really not afraid of the cold, I will get hot after walking a few steps. Liu Xuexue still refused to accept it.

"When you're hot and the water is cold, take it. The road is slippery, and then pushed back and forth, beware of both of us falling. Liu Hao undoubtedly stuffed the kettle into her hand, "You are also a big girl now, and you must know to cherish yourself, the past days were bitter, and it is not wrong to be thrifty, but the future will definitely get better and better, you must also learn to be kind to yourself, especially us women, you have learned to treat yourself well, and the years to come will give you rich rewards." ”

She didn't want Liu Xuexue to be like Cheng Zhaodi, who was less than forty years old and would be as old as a sixty woman, and even most of the women in her sixties she saw in her previous life were still well-maintained, and they looked much younger than Cheng Zhaodi.

Liu Xuexue only nodded, but he still didn't seem to understand her words, after all, in this era of dedication, she was not cared for and valued since she was a child, and she had long been accustomed to putting herself in a very low position, and she didn't feel that she should be treated well at all.

"The more you look down on yourself, the more others will look down on you, because even you don't think you are precious anymore, do you still expect others to cherish you?" Liu glanced at her with a smile, "Didn't you apply alabaster when you went out just now?" The weather is so cold, the wind is like a knife, look at your face has been cut a lot of small cuts, you are still a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl who recovers quickly, and you may not think that you will be much older than your peers after a few years. ”

"I don't think anyone has applied alabaster, and I'm not embarrassed to do it. Liu Xuexue whispered, "I always feel greasy and greasy on my face, and it hurts." ”

"That's because your face has been frozen and cracked, and it hurts when you have a small cut. You said that you didn't see everyone apply alabaster, that is because you didn't observe carefully, and you can apply it diligently every day. ”

As soon as he thought of Liu Tiantian, Liu Xuexue couldn't help laughing out loud, "How can I compare with her, that little girl has always liked stinky beauty." ”

"It is a woman's nature to love beauty, we are all girls, how can we really not love beauty? It's just that the conditions are limited, and I suppress my yearning for beauty, and over time, I think I don't care about these things. Liu Hao shook his head, "I don't like the word 'stinky beauty' the most, beauty is beauty, how can it stink?"

Liu Xuexue was stunned, in the depths of his memory, he seemed to have envied Liu Haohao, who was favored by his grandfather, to be able to wear good-looking new clothes, and envied Liu Tiantian's somewhat old head flowers, but he never dared to fight for anything like them, it turned out that she didn't like it, but she didn't dare, even if Liu Haohao sent her alabaster now, and also bought her a beautiful head rope, Cheng Zhaodi also made her new clothes, she still didn't dare to use it, because she felt that she was not worthy.

"Eldest sister, I listened to everything you said, but I just can't change it. Liu Xuexue understood the meaning of Liu Hao's words, and knew that she had always wanted her to be confident, but she had low self-esteem for so many years, and she had done her best to get to this point, and her deep-rooted concepts could not be turned around.

"If you can't change it for a while, take your time, nothing can never be changed, you are only a teenager, you are young, you still have a long way to go, what do you mean that you can't change it?" Liu winked at her, "Start by applying alabaster and develop a good habit of treating yourself." ”

"Good. Liu Xuexue responded shyly.

"You have always been sensible, so Daddy and Grandma are very relieved of you, we sisters and brothers, they spend the least amount of thought on you, but I think you are the one who needs to worry the most. ”

Liu Xuexue's heart jumped, and she looked at Liu Haohao in surprise, she didn't understand why she said this, her face was already red unconsciously, she had always worked hard to be sensible, and she was most afraid of causing trouble to others, but she didn't expect to let the eldest sister worry about it.

"Because you are so sensible, you have to suppress your emotions all day long, you don't even dare to show uneasiness, fear and trepidation, the fact that I was admitted to university actually gave you a lot of pressure, right?"

"I ......" Liu Xuexue's face turned pale, "Eldest sister, I, I'm too far behind you......"

Her eyes slowly turned red, Liu Haohao was really good, no matter how hard she tried, it was impossible to catch up with her.

"You don't compare with me, you have to compare with yourself, look back at the past you, is it a lot better than the past, surpass the past self, as long as there is progress, then you should be full of confidence, you have to remember, compared with others, it is always meaningless, because the strong have their own strong players, you can't surpass everyone in the world. So in this world, your only opponent is yourself. Only that pessimistic, inferior, and cowardly self, what you have to do is to slowly overcome this side of yourself. ”

Liu thought about it for a night, and decided to talk to Liu Xuexue alone, this child is different, she is too inferior, if she is allowed to solve psychological problems by herself, I am afraid her situation will get worse and worse, the construction of a strong heart and frustration ability is not an overnight thing, Liu Tiantian and Liu Xiangxiang are young, and their plasticity in this area is much greater than Liu Xuexue, so the establishment of Liu Xuexue's self-confidence still needs to rely on her help.