Chapter 543: One Man's Space
She was really scared, after Nian Haoyu left, there was no sound in this room, Nian Yiru would always suddenly hear a terrifying sound, she was so frightened that she hid in the quilt, and the whole person was covered in sweat, until a long time later, the voice disappeared, and she didn't dare to come out.
The TV will always be on all night, because she is afraid, the world without a sound is really terrible, the life she has lived in the past few days is not human and non-ghost, she can't see where the road is in the future, she can't see any light, the whole world is dark, her heart hurts so much, there are some facts she knows, but she instinctively avoids it.
"Can I meet with you?" Nian Yiru dialed Ye Chu's phone, she didn't have hope, but she didn't expect Ye Chu to connect, hearing his voice, there seemed to be a powerful force that pulled Nian Yiru out of all kinds of tangled emotions of fear and sadness, and said excitedly, but with a cautious humility.
Ye Chu didn't expect it to be Nian Yiru, and saw that Lin Nuannuan was looking at the documents seriously, so he got up and walked out of the office, not wanting Lin Nuannuan to hear, "Don't call me again in the future." After Ye Chu finished speaking, he hung up the phone without hesitation, although Nian Yiru kept calling him here.
Still can't resist the busy sound in her ears, and the huge sense of loss in her heart spreads throughout the room, even if he cruelly refuses his words, Nian Yiru recalls it over and over again in her mind, she misses him very much, wants to see him very much, wants to hug him, and the deep thoughts fill Nian Yiru's entire psychology.
couldn't help crying, but this silent space made her dare not cry out loud, biting her lip tightly, and a slight smell of blood spread in her mouth.
I don't know how long I cried, Nian Yiru had no strength, she was paralyzed and then beside the bed, looking at the door blankly, tears kept slipping from the corners of her eyes, soaking the quilt and fainting.
The mobile phone kept vibrating, but Nian Yiru didn't hear it at all, it was Nian Haoyu calling, I wanted to ask her how she was, I don't know if it was telepathy between sisters and brothers or what, Nian Haoyu's heart suddenly panicked at the moment, and there was a faint sense of unease, thinking of Ning Yu, he called Ning Yu.
Please ask him to take a look at Nian Yiru, hung up the phone, and Ning Yu immediately drove to Nian Haoyu's previous residence. Downstairs, I saw that the brightly lit room was someone, but Ning Yu didn't know how long he knocked on the door, and there was still no response, he was a little anxious, so he slapped hard and shouted at her loudly, Nian Yiru didn't come out, but called the neighbors around.
Ning Yu kept apologizing, and didn't dare to shout anymore, remembering that Nian Haoyu had told himself before leaving, he had put a spare key under the carpet, Ning Yu leaned over and lifted the carpet, and sure enough, he saw the key and hurriedly opened the door.
There is no figure in the living room, kitchen, bathroom, and study, there is no doubt that she must be in the bedroom with the door closed, Ning Yu knocked lightly, shouting to her, but there was still no response, a little anxious, worried that something would happen to her, so she wanted to open the door and go in, but the door was locked by Nian Yiru.
Ning Yu immediately panicked, and directly slammed the door with his body, I don't know how many times he hit the door to knock it open, Ning Yu's whole person fell to the ground, his arm ached for a while, and when he stood up, he saw Nian Yiru who was motionless in the corner of the bed, he was frightened, and hurriedly stepped forward to check Nian Yiru.
"Yiru, Yiru, what's wrong with you?" Shaking her gently, Ning Yu looked at her big eyes motionless, and his heart was frightened, until he saw the tears flowing from the corners of her eyes, the heart that was about to jump out of his heart suddenly settled down, he was sure that Nian Yiru was okay and came out to call Nian Haoyu back and tell him.
Looking at the young Yi Ru Ningyu who was about to die, she felt very uncomfortable and wanted to comfort her, but she didn't know how to speak, after all, there was such a thing as feelings, and only she knew if it hurt or not.
Ning Yu walked into Nian Yiru and did it beside her, " Yiru, I really miss you who used to laugh, how happy you were at that time, like a little princess, you don't know how cute and beautiful you were at that time, but we are all too self-righteous, thinking that what we think will never really be that forever, thinking that this world will never change, thinking that I can get a lot of impossible things, doing a lot of impossible things, these are the self-righteousness of youth, that only belongs to the dreams of youth, now that everyone has grown up, those dreams should also wake up。 ”
Ning Yu muttered to himself, suddenly looked at Nian Yiru, he knew that she was listening, the tears in the corners of her eyes kept flowing, long pain is better than short pain, sooner or later he has to face it, he really doesn't want to see Nian Yiru so willing to fall again.
"He doesn't love you anymore, you know, you know better than I do, that this time he really won't be coming back. Yiru, Ah Yu has already looked forward, let's not hold on to the past anymore, okay, let him go, and let yourself go. Ning Yu took Nian Yiru's hand and said.
Nian Yiru finally reacted, turned his head to look at Ning Yu, and suddenly shook off his hand vigorously, "Do you think I don't want to, do you think I don't want to let him go, let go of myself?" I want to let go too, really, but you tell me, you tell me how to let go, no matter what I do, I am his shadow, here, here, here......" Nian Yiru said hoarsely, pointing to his heart and saying, " I hurt a lot here, it really hurts, I desperately told myself to forget about him and let go of the past, but this one will pull me back every time, I can't do it, I can't do it!"
Crying loudly, Ning Yu looked at her and was extremely distressed, except for hugging her, she couldn't do anything, yes, I have experienced this feeling myself, for so many years, it's not that I have forgotten, it's just that it's blocked, it's not easy to let go. Ning Yu suddenly felt stupid and actually said something like that.
He knew how sad and painful Nian Yiru was, but he didn't dare to tell Ye Yiru, because he knew better than Nian Yiru what the result was, what Ye Yi decided to give up, he would never look back, not to mention that he had fallen in love with another person now, since it was good to be able to have someone happy.
Ning Yu has been guarding Nian Yiru, worried that she will do something stupid, no longer persuading her, just quietly accompanying her, until she is tired of crying and falling asleep, Ning Yu covered her with a quilt and quietly retreated, the whole house is almost covered with a layer of dust, help Nian Yiru clean up, make the noodles she likes to eat, and when she wakes up, she can eat, it seems that she has not eaten anything for two days.