One cup after another, I felt that I might have really drunk too much, at least now all my mind is like Gong Xiaoying, her crying and her laughter are all in my mind like a movie.

Maybe those past still linger, yes, how can it be so easy to forget?

I told myself that in the years to come, there would never be Gong Xiaoying again, even if she had given you so much warmth, but she would never be able to appear by her side again.

I don't know what real sadness is now.

I don't know if it's sweat or tears coming out.

"Boss, don't embarrass yourself anymore, you also know that your current situation can only be like this, maybe in the future, when we all grow up, if you have fate, you will meet again. ”

I know that Wang Meng said such things to comfort me, but this does not prove that his words can be realized.

In fact, I know in my heart that it is impossible for me and Gong Xiaoying to live in this life.

I just wanted to numb myself with alcohol so that I could forget about the painful taste.

Yes, it's forgetting, completely forgetting.

I don't remember how I got home, but when I woke up, I found myself lying naked on Sister Hong's bed, which still had the scent of Sister Hong.

I sat up immediately, what can I do, could it be that I did something to Sister Hong?

But where is Sister Hong now?

Where are my clothes? I began to slowly get out of bed, covering my lower body with the quilt. I think Sister Hong is likely to be in the kitchen or bathroom, after all, Sister Hong made me breakfast before.

I tiptoed out and found that the house was empty, where did Sister Hong go, wasn't she at home?

No, if Sister Hong wasn't at home, how did I get here?

Be all abroad.

At this time, someone suddenly came in, and I saw that it was Sister Hong, and she also brought something to eat, so she went to buy me breakfast.

I was about to catch up, but suddenly I realized that my current self seemed to be very inconvenient, so I had to go back.

Sister Hong looked at me and actually smiled.

"You're up, do you know how much you drank last night?"

I shook my head, I just knew I drank a lot, as for what I said, as for how I got back, I really didn't know at all.

"You, I vomited all over my body last night, and I had to wash all your clothes, alas! Why do you drink so much when you don't have enough alcohol! Is it a headache, drink some hot water." ”

Saying that, Sister Hong poured me a cup of hot water.

My head does hurt a little, and after drinking this hot water, I don't know why it's much better.

Maybe it's psychological.

"Sister Hong, who sent me back last night?"

Sister Hong told me that it was her and Wang Meng, and they called Sister Hong after I drank too much, and Sister Hong felt that I was embarrassed and not suitable to go home, and if my mother saw it, she would be sad. So they brought me back and helped me clean up.

"Sister Hong, thank you! It's good that I didn't come home, otherwise my mother would have been angry. ”

"I know that this is the case, you, you should drink less in the future!"

After saying that, Sister Hong turned around and went to get me my own clothes, well, Sister Hong is still very thoughtful in taking care of people, which makes me feel very warm, especially when I am so frustrated.

I put on my clothes and ate the breakfast that Sister Hong bought for me, and suddenly I felt a lot better, maybe that's it, maybe what I want most is this kind of life.

Sister Hong smiled and watched me eat, I was a little embarrassed to eat all the time, but the hunger still couldn't be stopped.

"Okay, eat slowly, don't gobble it up like you haven't eaten for a long time. ”

But Sister Hong said this while serving me vegetables, I feel very happy.

I didn't even know how much I ate, but I was full and my stomach was bulging, which made me feel very satisfied.

"Have you eaten enough?"

Sister Hong's caring eyes, I nodded, just like a primary school student, the teacher asked if the homework was finished, and I nodded obediently after I finished writing.

"What are you going to do next?"

Next?

I'm still going to school normally, because I'm about to take the high school entrance examination, but I don't think that's what Sister Hong wants to hear.

What she must want to know is what I am going to do next.

"That one is called Huang Lei, I won't let him go so easily. ”

I think my gaze is fierce at this moment, yes, it's because of him, I have to stay away from Gong Xiaoying, I have to never see her again.

How much my heart hurts, only those who have lost it will understand.

And in the current situation, I also know that since this Huang Lei was able to successfully kidnap Gong Xiaoying and successfully lure me over, he must not be a vegetarian.

Even if this is really the case, I will not be afraid, but will become more and more courageous, I must let that Huang Lei know how good I am.

"I won't just give up so easily, I must let him know the fate of bullying me!"

"Well, I know you will definitely take revenge, but who are you taking revenge for, have you ever thought about it?"

Sister Hong asked me suddenly.

For whom? Naturally, it's for myself, he Huang Lei has bullied me, how can I endure it like this?

Before I could speak, Sister Hong spoke again.

"I think you may be for Gong Xiaoying, I know that because of this matter, you promised her father not to see her again, but have you ever thought that if Huang Lei didn't come out like this, you should actually do the same?"

I was shocked after listening to Sister Hong's words, yes, Sister Hong asked me so, I really didn't know how to answer.

If there was no Huang Lei, would I really leave Gong Xiaoying like this?

I thought about it, and the answer seems to be yes, yes, I can't let her live this kind of life with me, what she needs is stability, and the boyfriend she needs is someone who can have a common language with her and can have common interests and hobbies.

Yes, Sister Hong is right, Huang Lei's appearance just accelerated this matter, but in the end, it still has to be like this.

After a long time, the relationship has become deeper, and it is even more difficult to separate.

In fact, I should have understood from the beginning that we are people of two worlds, and if we insist on integrating into each other's worlds, we will definitely not be happy.

I nodded.

"So, you have to know your purpose now, if it's for Gong Xiaoying, you might just beat him up, but if it's for yourself, then you have to be mentally prepared, you have to take all the forces in the town, so that you can get one step closer to your dream. ”

Sister Hong's words made me understand a lot, Sister Hong is right, my target should not be Huang Lei alone, but the forces of the entire town.

"Sister Hong, I understand, thank you, I know what to do. ”

Sister Hong can always wake me up at such times and let me know what is important.

"It's good that you know, your ambitions are different from other people's, so let go of your children's private feelings first. ”

After Sister Hong finished speaking, I felt as if I could think about it a lot, yes, I also knew what I had to do, and this road was not easy to walk, I had to go all out.

I chatted with Sister Hong for a few words and got up to leave, I want to go home to see my mother, although Wang Meng has already told my mother for me last night, but I think my mother will still be worried.

When I got home, first Liu Xiaoyou came over, but the look in my eyes was a little strange, and then Liu Daqiang also blinked at me. The expression is very ugly. I don't know what's wrong with this father and daughter, is there something going on at home?

At this time, my mother came out, and I was holding a belt in my hand, which I am very familiar with, it was a birthday gift from my mother to Liu Daqiang, I heard that it was particularly strong, and Liu Daqiang showed off outside for a while, and I looked at the anger in my mother's eyes, which I had never seen.

What's going on? Is Mom going to smoke me?

"Zhang Shuo, come over to me!"

"Auntie, you have something to say, maybe we misunderstood my brother, my brother would not do such a thing. ”

"Yes, wife, I don't think Xiao Shuo will do this, you see if there is anything hidden in this matter, don't wronged the child. ”

The father and daughter were interceding for me, and although I don't know if it was sincere, I thanked them in my heart.

"Leave this rabbit cub alone, if I don't clean him up today, I think he's going to kill and set fire!"

Could it be that my mother knew about Gong Xiaoying? It is very likely that this matter is so big, how could she not know about it?

If it's because of this, I have no complaints.

"Mom, what mistake did I make, can you tell me to beat me again and let me die to understand!"

"Zhang Shuo, what did I tell you, how do you do it to be kind, you even caused Gong Xiaoying to be kidnapped, and they are still lying in the hospital! Other people's parents are going crazy, you are good, you dare to go out to drink! Are you so unkind? Today I want to teach you a good lesson for your father!"

As he spoke, the belt landed on my buttocks, and I actually had injuries on my body and face, which my mother could see.

She spanked me, probably thinking I was the only one in good condition.

I didn't hide, I knew that my mother did this for my own good, in fact, she beat me, her heart hurt even more, but she had to let me know the truth of being a human being.

Then another belt was pulled down, and Liu Daqiang saw me standing still and shouted at me: "Zhang Shuo, you hurry up and explain!"