Chapter 123: Departure

However, she noticed that when Susan's boyfriend came over, she was not completely unresponsive, and when he turned to leave, she tilted her head to the side of the door, and looked at it for a long time before slowly turning around.

It shows that even if she is asleep, she still has attachment to her boyfriend subconsciously, but she is unwilling to face reality.

"Maybe we need to see him again. Shen Weiwei tried to remind.

"No, Susan doesn't want to see him. Su Yan was a little emotional, "He forced her to live here, he can't force Su Yan to do what she doesn't want to do." ”

Shen Weiwei realized that this personality was very difficult, her personality was uncertain, and her emotional outbursts were usually unreasonable and inconsistent, and the only person she cared about was Susan.

After staying here for a few days, she had actually found inspiration to construct the character of Liu Aili, and from the perspective of reason, she might be able to leave.

It's just that Su Yan's mood is very unstable, and she can't leave with peace of mind, like kicking others away after taking advantage of them, she really can't do this kind of thing.

So, she tried her best to persuade Su Yan:

"They love each other, even if Susan's situation is not optimistic, he has never given up on her, you should not be selfish to decide for Susan. You're right, you shouldn't have hurt him, so you need a chance to make amends. ”

Su Yan made no secret of her disgust with Susan's boyfriend, although she regretted that she was emotionally out of control at the time, but it was just a regret that caused Susan to fall into a deep sleep.

"Maybe you're right, but I still don't think Susan needs to see that man. ”

In fact, she doesn't look down on any man, thinking that men will only bully and enslave women with violence, but she can't deny that what Shen Weiwei said is very reasonable.

After exhausting her lips and tongue, seeing that her tone was loose, Shen Weiwei exhaled:

"He can wake up Susan, and no one else has that ability, including you. ”

After Susan woke up, she chose to leave here, and after being in this mentally depressed environment for a long time, she could have problems with her spirit.

What happened next went well, and Su Yan quickly took control of her body, and she was in the bathroom at the time, and she witnessed this rather terrifying scene with her own eyes.

Susan stood in front of the mirror, her hair combed all over her head, the faucet turned off, and the sound of rushing water echoed in the empty bathroom.

Her cheeks were thin, her brows were always covered with sorrow, as if she could shed tears at any moment, and the movements of her hands seemed to be slowed down.

Shen Weiwei saw the face and emotions that did not belong to her through her eyes, and at the same time, she felt strange in her heart, and at the same time, she inexplicably felt sorry for this girl who was forever trapped in the memories of lost love.

Just as she was pondering, her sentimental face froze suddenly, and the sorrow between her eyebrows instantly dissipated, filled with a sense of anger, and her eyes revealed that the emotions were completely different from Fang Cai, as if she had changed people.

Su Yan glanced at her glasses casually, dropped the comb and turned to leave, she walked straight into the doctor's office and asked to see Susan's boyfriend.

There is no affection for her boyfriend in her eyes, and Susan's boyfriend can tell it at a glance, but fortunately, his feelings for Susan are very sincere, and the two have the same purpose, so it is easy to agree.

It wasn't until the two looked at each other in the playground that she saw the corners of Susan's mouth gently curled through her boyfriend's eyes, and she knew that Susan was back.

She didn't choose to say goodbye to Su Yan and went straight back to the rental house.

When she opened the script again, she had obviously different feelings about Liu Aili, although she played a person with dual personality disorder, but only Liu Aili was really difficult.

The complexity of this role lies in her psychological contradictions and behavioral contradictions, which makes it difficult for Shen Weiwei to have a sense of character identity.

Generally speaking, a change in a character's mind requires an opportunity, either a subtle influence or a major change in the trajectory of life.

The trajectory of Liu Aili's life changed at the age of fifteen, when she was dragged into an abandoned warehouse by a man with a criminal record as she passed through the alley, which was the beginning of a nightmare for her life.

She resents the past, even to herself, believing that she is no longer innocent and has lost the right to aspire to a better life.

And before this happened, she had a boy she liked, a good-looking boy with excellent character and learning.

Soon after the incident, the boy's confession did not surprise her, but made her more painful.

During that time, she didn't even dare to wear a white dress, just because she felt that her body was dirty, and she was not worthy of white and flawless clothes, let alone the boy she liked.

When she first read this, she felt sorry for the girl's experience from the bottom of her heart, and it was even more difficult to understand her contradictory self-abandonment in the future.

She has not officially starred in movies or television, speaking of which, there are only two roles that she has really experimented with, and the performance difficulty of those two roles is not as difficult as this one role, to play it well, even better than Du Feng on the same stage, it is really difficult.

However, she has never been a person who retreats from difficulties, and after entering the identity and professional experience space, she can already understand Liu Aili's behavior at this time.

In fact, she has never departed from that experience of self-loathing, she has always been trapped in a nightmare and can't get out, she paralyzes herself, and uses her depravity to protect Liu Xin'an's purity.

In this sick psychology day after day, she could not escape, her consciousness was actually awake, but this was the most painful.

Shen Weiwei also did not choose to watch the original movie, she carefully figured out the script several times, and after figuring out the context of the characters, she chose to sleep well.

Early the next morning, the alarm clock rang on time, and after she washed up and had breakfast, it was already eight o'clock.

She opened the live broadcast room, and when she was about to go out, she thought of the scene she bumped into in the system space yesterday, and turned back into the bathroom.

Her long hair was draped casually over her shoulders, without any ornaments, a simple white shirt tucked into her waist, and light blue jeans underneath outlined her slender legs.

She looks like a pure schoolgirl, especially the sweet smile in the mirror, like a camellia blooming in the sun, beautiful and gorgeous.

It's just that the smile gradually changed, and the snow-white face was still familiar, but it seemed to lose all vitality in an instant, and became lifeless, revealing the despair of the heart.

In despair, flowers as beautiful as poppies bloomed, and a faint smile spread across her face.

is still the same smile, but it is no longer pure, and there is a smell of a happy woman.

There is teasing and seduction in the smile, but there is disgust and disdain in the eyes.

The audience who just entered the live broadcast room almost didn't react, and shouted that the anchor's painting style had changed.

[Little Yellow Duck: I just let me see this as soon as I came in, can I ask the anchor what happened? I just didn't see the anchor all night!]

[The little angel is the most cute: With the same question, the anchor seems to have changed someone, such a scene is too terrifying.] Mom, I'm scared, woo woo woo ~~~~]

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