He...... Confessing to yourself?

Kong Yixian was completely stunned, could it be that something big happened in the short period of time when she was in a coma yesterday?

Chang Yi was a little apprehensive when she saw that she hadn't agreed for a long time, so she couldn't help but get closer again, making Kong Yixian feel that the air she breathed seemed to be a little insufficient.

"Yixian, I know it's wrong, this time you had an accident, and I finally recognized my feelings for you. I just like you, the kind of love that I want to be with you forever, but I know that you have been delayed by me for so long, even if I ask for a relationship now, it is hypocritical.

So, give me a chance to pursue you well?"

Kong Yixian dodged back, still didn't understand why he suddenly opened up, but ......

But when he confessed, she felt that there was still a step between the two.

She gently pushed away Chang Yi in front of her, gave herself room to secretly breathe a sigh of relief, and said with difficulty with her eyes, "Chang Yi, your current whim, maybe it's just because you're worried about my body, to put it bluntly, you feel sorry for me, but I don't think our relationship can make a qualitative leap between this night, so ......"

"Hey Kong Yixian, you ......"

It was Lu Shan who spoke, it turned out that she was hiding outside the door and eavesdropping on their conversation, but one of them was accidentally exposed.

Since it is exposed, let's just make it clear.

She squeezed Chang Yi away and sat next to Kong Yixian, and said matter-of-factly, "Isn't the qualitative leap in the emotional relationship between these two people overnight?"

Liang Fei, who secretly poked his head out of the door, instantly blushed when he heard this, "Shanshan, you ......"

Kong Yixian looked at Liang Fei and then at Lu Shan, although there were some small fluctuations in her heart, she was not too surprised, and she was not moved by Lu Shan's words, "But I and Chang Yi ...... We're different. ”

Chang Yi couldn't sit still now, so he went around to the other side of the hospital bed and sat down, "Yixian, in fact, I've really always liked you, but just like Cheng Hao said before, I didn't like you enough." Do you know how heavy my heart was when Lao Lin told me this?

But, but since that day, I have cared more and more about you, and I want to be more and more intimate with you. I'll admit I didn't dare tell you anything about myself before, but you know how worried I can't imagine your reaction every time I want to tell you. I'm just afraid you'll ...... if you know."

He couldn't continue, but this big call did surprise Kong Yixian, it turned out to be ......

She is not the only one whose determination has been shaken.

It turned out that he had the same mental journey.

But.

But they are so different from each other, there will always be regrets and frustrations of missing each other, who can tell if this is fate.

Chang Yi didn't know what her expression meant now, so she could only say the words that had been suppressed for a long time.

"Yixian, I admit that I care about you, I feel sorry for you, I am very angry when I see Cheng Hao, I don't want other men to have an intimate relationship with you, even if you say one more word to me, I am happy......

But I also admit that this kind of feeling was only understood at the moment when you fainted.

When I saw you unconscious, I was so anxious that I was dying, I really just want to see you safe, just open your eyes and talk to me.

So a Xian ...... I don't want to pretend to be cold anymore, I'll tell you whatever you want me to say, even if you hate me, as long as you're willing to listen to me. So...... Can you accept me?"

He was a little short of words, and he didn't know how to say his feelings more concretely, no matter how he said it, he felt that he couldn't say what he thought.

When I saw Kong Yixian wearing makeup and going to meet her blind date, when I saw that Kong Yixian and him were clearly distinguished, when I saw Kong Yixian with red eyes on the field, and when I saw Kong Yixian exhausted during training.

He really wanted to hug her so that she could cry in his arms.

What is clear about public and private, what feelings are not enough, it is all a lie, he was stupid before, and now he really regrets it.

But Kong Yixian was not much moved by his affectionate confession, she looked at Lu Shan, hesitated for a moment and asked her to leave with Liang Fei first, until the door of the ward was closed, and then she lowered her head with red eyes.

"Chang Yi, I thank you for being able to confess to me, and let me understand your mood somewhat. But ......"

The turn of the two words made Chang Yi's whole heart lift, but he refused to let go, still looking forward to her reply.

Kong Yixian was silent for a long time, trying to calm his mood before looking up at him.

"Do you know how hard it took me to make myself forget my personal feelings for you? I do like you, that's ...... Before that. Although my attachment to you was about to burst on the way to the hospital after you brought me, I really don't have the mood to talk about any relationship between men and women now......"

Chang Yi was a little disappointed, he didn't expect that the accidents of the two competitions would affect her resistance to personal feelings, but this also shows that her current psychological state is indeed not good.

"I know, so I want to take you out, so I'm asking for your opinion and hopefully I'll have a chance to pursue you. ”

Kong Yixian felt that he was really messing up, and shook his head in disagreement, "But I can't help but participate in the tournament, I'm in this state now, how can I adjust if I go to play for a few more days." ”

Chang Yi suddenly understood what it meant to lift a stone and shoot himself in the foot, it was he who trained Kong Yixian to become an athlete who was dedicated to archery, and he had been refusing her to push her away, so now, it was time to swallow the bitter fruit by himself.

"Yixian...... I'll just tell you the truth, your current problem is the psychological state, so even if it's used as a psychological counseling before the game, let's not worry about any training for now, okay? ”

Kong Yixian was still a little hesitant, and refused to nod for a long time, Chang Yi simply held her face, watching her face gradually turn red, and I don't know if it was dyed red by the temperature of her palm.

"Yixian, I don't want to see you force yourself painfully, and I don't want to miss you, promise me, okay. ”

In a word, both public and private made Kong Yixian unable to refuse, she pursed her lips and struggled for a long time, and finally nodded, "But I declare in advance that my private feelings for you ...... It's really indifferent, so even if we go out for a while, our relationship may not make any progress. ”

Chang Yi can understand, naturally this is also his own fault, but it is good that he still has a chance, as long as he can have a chance, he will try his best to make her accept him.

Kong Yixian put away her mood and was finally willing to let Lu Shan and Liang Fei in, Chang Yi was happy in his heart, and called Lin Nengjin to tell the good news, but only received a sneer from Lao Lin.

"You should! When you were in love, you didn't strike while the iron was hot, but now it's okay, people don't like you. I'll just sit and watch you chase your wife to the crematorium, and if you don't catch up after that, come to my brother and cry!"

Although he was sarcastically criticized, Chang Yi still smiled, "You don't have that chance, I will definitely let you call her sister-in-law." ”

Hanging up the phone, Chang Yi took a few deep breaths, excited, nervous, and more expectant.

It's nice to finally be able to confess my feelings to her.

In the afternoon of the same day, Kong Yixian was discharged from the hospital safely, and Chang Yi asked for her approval when sending her downstairs before entering the door, busy preparing dinner.

Kong Yixian sat on the sofa with a water cup in her hand, and the more she looked at his back, the more interesting she felt.

Obviously, they had the same relationship before, and they heard the same words, why did they choose to give up this unclear love when they knew that their feelings for Chang Yi were not deep enough, but Chang Yi was completely opposite to her.

"Eh Changyi, I don't have much personal feelings for you now, is it because I didn't love you enough before?"

Chang Yi, who was chopping green onions, smiled, "No, I actually know how much you cared about me before." ”

"Then why ......"

Chang Yi stopped his movements, smiled wryly and didn't look back, he understood that after the blind date with Cheng Hao, Kong Yixian's attitude towards him was obviously much more natural. Because she finally died in her repeated rejections, and only took everything as an illusion.

And all this is also caused by his stupid self.

Seeing that he didn't react, Kong Yixian tilted her head to look at the kitchen. Chang Yi sighed, wiped his hands with a towel and walked to her, even if he squatted down, his eyes could be at the same level as her.

"Yixian, my career path has come to an end two years ago, so I have the energy to think about emotional things repeatedly. But you didn't, you have to deal with training, you have to deal with the game, you don't have that much spirit to disappoint me again and again. So you made the right choice, and while I regret not pursuing you in the first place, it's not too late. ”

He took Kong Yixian's hand and covered it on his chest, and through the thin shirt, he could feel his strong and powerful heartbeat.

"You made me see that there are other wonderful things in this world besides archery, and you also made me like someone I have never liked. So I want you to get more out of it, so that you don't have to worry about me when you're playing hard, you don't have to look back at me. I will always be behind you, and I will always be with you, as long as you are there, I will be there. ”

When he says such things, he is always so soft, and his voice is always so good.

But Kong Yixian just felt emotional.

The time he went to the hospital with a hangover, he also spoke in such a tone, and at that time she felt that every note of him was penetrating her heart, making her like him uncontrollably.

But now she understands that such a liking can be controlled.

At least she wasn't so moved now, because she had seen Chang Yi's hesitation and reluctance too many times. So now, how dare you turn out the blazing heat hidden deep in your heart.

"Chang Yi, I ......"

Without waiting for her to say it, Chang Yi squeezed her hand tightly, "Don't say it, don't say it yet, Yixian, can you promise me one thing?"

“…… You said. ”

"Before I formally ask you for a relationship, can you not say whether I like it or not? ”

Kong Yixian was a little surprised, "What do you mean? ”

Chang Yi licked his lips and looked a little apprehensive, "You give yourself enough time to think first, and also give me some time to realize my pursuit of you." So you just take it as a rule of the game, don't tell your feelings until we come back from playing outside, and I half-kneel in front of you and beg for a relationship. ”