006: I'll go back with you
Rong Zhi's body trembled slightly, however, he still didn't look back, but just clenched his fist.
Lou Yueqing looked at him, continued to purse her lips and whispered: "Xiao Yihuai was made the crown prince, but it is just an opportunity, but I want to go back, it is a matter of time, since I left Liguo when I was six years old, going back has become an obsession engraved in my bones, for so many years, I have lived for only one purpose, that is, to return to Liguo, to avenge my mother, to avenge those who died for me, to get back what belongs to me, if I don't do it, how can I be willing?
Hearing this, Rong Zhi turned back suddenly, walked to the couch in two steps, looked at her with heavy eyes, gritted his teeth and said in a deep voice: "Since this is what you want to do, okay, I'll help you do it, you tell me who you want to kill, I'll kill it for you, I can give you whatever you want, like this...... Can't you go back to Liguo?"
In the last sentence, he asked a little weakly.
He can help her do anything, even if it subverts the whole world, he will not give up, just begging, she can do it well.
Lou Yueqing was silent, looked at Rong Zhi sneeringly, was in a trance for a while, and did not speak.
Rong Zhi also looked down at her, unable to take his eyes off her.
After a while, Lou Yueqing suddenly pulled the corners of her mouth slightly, smiled bitterly, lowered her eyebrows, and laughed at herself: "Rong Zhi, you know, even if you can help me do all the things I want, that's not what I want!"
She has waited for so many years, endured for so many years, this is what she has always wanted to do, how can she fake others, although this person is his husband, but it is not herself.
"You ......" Hearing this, Rong Zhi was annoyed for a while, however, when the words came to his mouth, he didn't know what to say to refute her.
How could he not know what she meant, but so what?
All he wanted was for her to stay away from that sinful place, to stay by his side well, without pain, without sorrow, without being hurt.
But once he goes back, how can the hurt be unavoidable, how can he be willing to bear the pain she once suffered again?
Lou Yueqing's eyes were slightly red, and she pursed her lips and said in a dumb voice: "Moreover, even if you can help me, can you help me protect the rivers and mountains of Liguo......?" Just like the state of Chu is your unshirkable responsibility, the country of Li, it is also my mission, I have been carrying it since I was born, so it is impossible for me to let the country of Li have any possibility of being fragmented, I also know that maybe this time the matter is not so simple, my uncle and they can't let Xiao Yihuai ascend the throne, but this time they don't object, this matter can't be simple, but so what? I can't rest assured, all these years, you don't like this, you don't like to be this regent, but you have forced yourself to shed it, why can't you understand me?"
Even if Liguo is her sad place and the place where her nightmare began, it cannot be denied that it is also the most cherished place in her life, the homeland and mother country that she can't give up all her life, she can't see that Liguo has any possibility of being broken, and it is impossible to stay in Chu State comfortably for the rest of her life without going back, after all, there are some things that she can't escape if she wants to, she can't do it, and she can't do it.
Rong Zhi was speechless by her rhetorical question, indeed, he didn't like the Chu State, he didn't like to be the regent, he used to guard the Chu State because he didn't know what he wanted, and the Chu State needed him, but, instead of liking it, he was a little disgusted, after all, it was everything here that made him and the people he cared about unfortunate, and now, he has someone he wants to protect, he wants to take her away from here and live the life they like, but he has to stay for the stability of the Chu State, all of this, just for the sake of responsibility.
He understood, but she didn't understand his scruples, if he didn't know anything, if there wasn't those cruel truths, he wouldn't stop her, on the contrary, he would approve of her ending it all, unfortunately, there was no if.
After looking at her fixedly for a while, he slowly spoke, a little weakly, and his tone was a little begging: "Even if it's for me, don't go back, okay?"
Lou Yueqing was silent for a while, and then, looking at him, her tone was firm: "I won't give up on you for anything, but Rong Zhi, relatively speaking, I won't let go of Liguo for anyone!"
People say that you can't have both fish and bear's paws, but she doesn't think that Rong Zhi and Liguo have a conflict, she loves him, and there is no one and nothing that can make her give up this man, but there is no one and nothing that can make her abandon everything in Liguo.
Rong Zhi didn't know how to persuade her to stay, he had a way not to let her go back, but he was always unwilling to force her.
He could lock her up, tie her up, and prevent her from leaving the Regent's Mansion to prevent her from leaving, but in that case, she would not be happy, she would hate him, and he would not let her be sad.
Pursing his lips and being silent for a long time, he sighed weakly, and said lightly: "You rest first, and we'll talk about it tomorrow!"
With that, he turned around and left with heavy steps, his lonely back disappearing at the door of the room.
He needs to think carefully about what to do to minimize the damage as much as possible, and since it is impossible to avoid it, then find a way to make her feel better.
Since she can't be persuaded, she must go back, all he can do is accompany her.
Lou Yueqing knew that Rong Zhi had agreed.
Rong Zhi stayed awake all night, stood under the windowsill on the second floor all night, thinking about it all night, and finally, early the next morning, he gave her a clear message.
"If you want to go back to Liguo, I promise you, but, wait for another half a month, I'll accompany you!"
After saying that, he didn't stop for half a minute, and turned to leave.
Looking at the back of him leaving, Lou Yueqing was in a trance for a while, and she had mixed feelings in her heart, but it was okay to be with him, no matter what happened, she was not alone.
This book was first published by Lewen, please do not reprint!