"I can understand that you hate Tian Derun because of this, but what about Tian Xueyi, why do you hate him more than Tian Derun and Shi Hongying?" Bai Xue asked.

Hearing Tian Xueyi's name, Tian Jia's fists clenched involuntarily: "Because he is the bane! I hate him when I see him! Why is he causing trouble everywhere, Tian Derun and Shi Hongying will always defend him and connive at him! Why have I already said it, I don't fight with Tian Xueyi for property, I just hope that they will continue to treat me as their child, don't abandon me, I can work hard, work hard to make money, and repay them for raising me, just like that, they all ignore me!

And you don't know how Tian Xueyi has humiliated me for so many years, a few years ago, I went to Tian Derun's house to visit them during the Chinese New Year, and took the gifts and local products brought from home, Tian Derun received the things, and asked me to stay for a meal, but Tian Xueyi took my rice bowl to feed a dog that their family raised at that time!"

Tian Jia became emotional, panting heavily: " I really can't continue to endure it, because I have been abandoned by my biological parents and adoptive parents several times since I was a child, resulting in no confidence in myself at all, no matter what I do, even if I haven't officially started to do it, I will instinctively feel that I must fail, I dare not associate with anyone, because I am afraid that the other party will also abandon me, I can't do anything, I don't dare to talk about marriage, I don't dare to form a family, I can't see any hope in my life. ”

"Then why don't you do it to your biological parents?"

"After all, they gave me a life! If at the beginning, Tian Derun and they didn't run to ask them for a hug because they couldn't give birth to a child, at least they wouldn't take the initiative to abandon me, so all of this was caused by Tian Derun and them. Tian Derun They adopted me and abandoned me, so that I could neither stay in their house, nor have I a way to reintegrate into the home of my biological parents, I desperately wanted to try to prove that I could succeed, hoping that they would look up to me, but I lacked self-confidence, self-denial, and insecurity, so I shrunk and achieved nothing, and they looked down on me even more because I couldn't do anything...... Can you imagine my pain and suffering?"

Bai Xue listened to his words and sighed slightly, Tian Jia's situation, just imagine, it will indeed make people feel a little hopeless, a person's character after adulthood, in addition to some of the determinants of innateness, the influence of the environment from childhood to adulthood, and the guidance of parents and family members, this is very important.

Tian Jia was not hurt by any substantial feelings when he was taken away and raised by Tian Derun, after all, he was only a two-year-old child at that time, even if he cried when he was separated from his biological parents, he might not be able to remember it, and he quickly forgot it, leaving no substantial trauma.

What really hurt him was indeed the way Tian Derun and Shi Hongying treated him after Tian Xueyi was born, when Tian Derun and his wife began to dislike him redundantly and were worried that he would follow the property robbery in the future, they decided to send him back to his biological parents, which was tantamount to a double injury- Tian Jia first knew that he was adopted, and his biological parents abandoned him so easily, and then his adoptive parents also thought that his existence was superfluous and a burden, and they couldn't wait to get rid of him.

"Why did you buy a lot of brand-name clothes and pretend to come back to Tian Derun and his family of three?

"Not necessarily, if they happen to have something that I need to help with, they will let me in, if not, they will blast me away with a few words and a very cold word, as if I am a flower child. Tian Jia sighed, "Actually, I still have some other purpose in doing that." ”

He looked at Bai Xue and then at Shi Dahe: "You may not necessarily believe it, but this is the truth." I also made a bet with myself at that time, and I heard a lot of other people's comments on Tian Derun's family intermittently, saying that they are not good, praise high and low, selfish, and morally corrupt. I made a bet that I came to them pretending to be a prosperous businessman, and if they were as indifferent and ignorant as before, then I was indeed a failure as a person, so I would wear brand-name clothes and commit suicide myself, and die a decent death. But if they really dislike the poor and love the rich, they treated me like a wild dog before, once I became rich and rich, they immediately changed their faces and began to be close to me, that is, the rumors from the outside world are true, I have been ruined by this kind of person in my life, I am not reconciled, so if this is really the case, then I will have to get some justice for myself!"

"Why did you cut off the heads of the three of them and hang them at the door?" asked Bai Xue.

Tian Jia was silent for a few seconds, and let out a heavy breath: "I don't want to say that I am like a person who regards death as home, I am actually not so brave, if I have the opportunity, I still hope to be able to run away and continue to live incognito, I have also fantasized that the person who caused all the tragedies in my life is dead, then I can live as if I am living again, without having to carry those previous heart knots."

I killed them and beat them again because I hated them. I cut off their heads and hung them outside the door, partly because I wanted them to show their faces even if they died, and partly because I ......"

He struggled for a moment, and then said: "I know that Tian Xueyi came outside indiscriminately before, Tian Derun and his family supported him, and finally forced a girl to death, so I thought, few people around them now know that I, the person who has been their son for many years, but the good things Tian Xueyi has done should be clear to many people, so I can relieve my anger by doing that, and maybe it can make you suspect the family of the dead girl." I knew I was doing something wrong, and I regretted it, I was afraid that it was a state of being blinded by hatred at that time, and at that time I was thinking about how to get rid of hatred when everyone was killed, and by the way, I also thought about what I could escape...... That's it. ”