Chapter Twenty-Four: Words from the Heart
Gong Xi didn't expect Bai Xue to suddenly open her mouth to answer such a sentence, and she was stunned for a moment, then smiled bitterly and sighed softly: "Do you think everyone is treated like you? My brother is not a person who has such a good attitude with everyone, is so patient with everyone, and has such a good temper with everyone." For so many years, I have been trying to be his right-hand man, he has a lot of chores, involving a lot of energy, I have to help him take care of many details of his business, and I have to help take care of his daily life, otherwise he will make a mess by himself. I thought I had worked hard and done a good job, but as long as I went against his will, or didn't follow his instructions, he would still be angry with me. ”
Gong Xi looked like he was concerned, and his eyes showed sadness.
Bai Xue looked at her quietly, and waited for her to be sad for a while before she finally opened her mouth and finally cut to the topic, following Gong Xi's words, and asked her again: "Why do you want to apologize to me?"
"Because my previous behavior and attitude were not quite right, I was not clear in my mind before, now I have figured out everything, and after calming down, I also feel that it is very wrong for me to do so, I should not treat you with that attitude, you received my request for help that day, and immediately rushed over, I am really grateful to you, but I don't know what happened at the time, what kind of evil did you fall into, please forgive me!" Gong Xi's two eyes were moist and looking at Bai Xue, and his beautiful face was full of apprehension.
"It's okay, I didn't take it to heart, why should you take it too seriously. Bai Xue smiled, waved her hand indifferently, and then looked at Gong Xi again, "Seriously, it is more suitable for you to wear such a style, it can highlight the advantages of your appearance and figure, and it also shows your temperament and aura. ”
"I was also confused for a while, and I didn't know what I thought," Gong Xi waved his hand and said indifferently, "At that time, my brain was wrong with the nerves, and now that it is back to normal, I still honestly be myself, anyway, I can figure it out, even if I deliberately imitate it, it is useless, after all, I can't become someone else, but I lose myself." No matter what, I still have my value, even if I can't get into someone's eyes, I am still Jiang Cheng's right-hand man, and I still have my own things to do. ”
Bai Xue smiled and looked at the table where Xiao Geyan was sitting, Xiao Geyan was more relaxed, just sitting there, drinking coffee casually, fiddling with the mobile phone he had just bought back not long ago.
Gong Xi looked at Bai Xue's line of sight, the smile on his face flickered slightly, and said to Bai Xue: "Don't be careful, I asked you out today, just to apologize to you, not to provoke you, or take the opportunity to talk to Teacher Xiao, just now I said to let Teacher Xiao accompany you out, because I was afraid that he would not worry about me." ”
"Is there anything else you want?" Bai Xue ignored her explanation, "Actually, if you just want to say sorry to me, you can say it on the phone, why do you have to ask me out so far and find a café to sit down and say?"
"Because he won't let me look for you, saying that if I look for you, it will annoy you, and he doesn't want you to feel upset. Gong Xi picked up the leather bag he was carrying from his lap and put it on the table, supported his two arms on the table, leaned forward a little, lowered his voice slightly, and asked Bai Xue, "Bai Xue, I want to ask you a question, I will tell you quietly, I won't let Teacher Xiao hear it, so you don't have to worry about him here, it's inconvenient for you to answer this question according to your true thoughts in your heart." I just want to ask you, Jiang Cheng likes you, you should know this, right? I think he has shown it very obviously, as long as it is a girl, even if he is not sensitive to this aspect of feelings, he will be aware of it. Today I want to ask, how do you feel about him? Is it because you met Teacher Xiao first, so you can only give up thinking about Jiang Cheng, or even if you don't meet Teacher Xiao, you will definitely not consider Jiang Cheng at all?"
Bai Xue looked at Gong Xi, smiled slightly, and shrugged her shoulders with a helpless expression: "This question is a bit too tricky, right? There are no assumptions in life, I do know Xiao Geyan first, I like Xiao Geyan first, it just so happens that Xiao Geyan also likes me, the two of us are in love with each other, and it can be regarded as a hit off to some extent, under the premise that I already like him and he also likes me, it is impossible for me to consider others at all." ”
"I said, my question is just a hypothesis, I just want to hear your thoughts," Gong Xi didn't intend to give up this question easily, but continued to ask, "Everyone has their own favorite type, isn't it? Teacher Xiao and Jiang Cheng, the two of them are definitely not the same type of man, so even if the two of them do not have a precedence, they appear in front of you at the same time, and they both have a good impression of you, in the face of the two different styles of the two of them, who will you be more inclined to choose?" Will you be tempted by Jiang Cheng?"
"Your assumption still can't be established, I can't even imagine it, because in my subjective feelings, it is indeed Xiao Geyan who first lived in my heart, he is very attentive to me, very caring, although he doesn't say much, but he always knows what is most suitable for me, quietly considers me, takes care of my feelings, so I was moved. Jiang Cheng is also very good, he is also very gentlemanly to me, very thoughtful, but because I already liked Xiao Geyan at that time, there is no way to consider and compare Jiang Cheng as a reference object. ”
Bai Xue said while looking at Gong Xi quietly: "I think I'm afraid the big difference is not Xiao Geyan and Jiang Cheng, but you and me." In your opinion, maybe whether a woman likes a man or not depends on the personality and appearance type, but for me, the most important thing and the most attractive thing for me is whether the other party cares about me, cares about me, and whether they take me to heart, as long as they do this, everything else is not so important. It's just that my heart is very small, and I can only live in one person at a time, Xiao Geyan has moved in, no matter how good Jiangcheng is, I can only express regrets. I don't know if you can understand me when I say that. ”
Gong Xi listened to Bai Xue's answer, her brows furrowed slightly, and she didn't seem to be particularly satisfied with this answer, but she didn't say anything, as if she had exhausted the enthusiasm that she had just pulled Bai Xue out to apologize for, and just sat there happily, stirring the coffee with the small spoon in her hand.
"What are you...... Are you upset for Jiang Cheng?" Bai Xue didn't rush to speak, and after being silent for a while, she asked Gong Xi.
"No, what do I have to fight for him?!" Gong Xi pouted lightly, "Why should I? Besides, there is nothing worth fighting about! In the relationship, there will always be people who have a hot face and a cold ass, wishful thinking to be good to others, and a heart and lungs to others, and in the end, nothing can be exchanged, and the donkey's liver and lungs cannot be exchanged. ”
Bai Xue frowned, and looked at Gong Xi with displeasure: "I thought you were really here to apologize, but I didn't expect that you came here to accuse Sang and scold Huai to be angry for Jiang Cheng?"
"What am I angry for him, and people don't need me to do this," Gong Xi laughed self-deprecatingly, "I'm talking about myself, don't think about it, if I really want to call you out and provoke you, then I'm stupid!"
"Okay, if there's nothing going on, then we'll go back," Bai Xue didn't seem to have the patience to continue listening to Gong Xi, Huo Ran got up from the chair, stretched out his hand and pointed to the cup of coffee in front of Gong Xi, "Your coffee hasn't finished yet, don't waste it if you haven't finished drinking, stay and continue to drink!" Xiao Geyan and I will go back first, let's keep a little distance, lest you go back for a while, in case Jiang Cheng sees you, thinking that you are coming to trouble me, and if you have any opinions about you, it will not be good." ”
After speaking, she walked towards the outside of the café without looking back, Xiao Geyan also stood up when Bai Xue stood up, and now naturally walked out behind her, leaving Gong Xi sitting in place or not moving, the small silver spoon in his hand was still slowly stirring the coffee cup for a while, and his two eyes looked at the position where Bai Xue had sat in a daze.
Bai Xue and Xiao Geyan walked out of the café, the two of them held hands and walked in the direction of home, and after walking out for a while, Bai Xue quietly pinched Xiao Geyan's hand.
"You see the six ways and listen to the eight directions, help me take a look, has Gong Xi followed her?" she whispered.
Xiao Geyan was tall, so it was easy to look at the surrounding situation, and he also squeezed Bai Xue's hand: "She didn't come over, is this the result you expected?"
"That's not it," Bai Xue shook her head, "I just think that this Gong Xi should really be eating my jealousy, I just experimented a little, even if she wants to follow me up, I don't want you to be present." Before, I was quite scared, sometimes I was very nervous, but now I am not nervous, I have a feeling of letting go, let's do it quickly, continue to drag it like this, but it is uncomfortable. ”
"Well, tomorrow's investigation into that child, let's continue. Xiao Geyan said.
Bai Xue nodded: "Hmm!"