Sometimes, is death the only way to solve suffering?

Is the world really dark, and is the beauty really just sugar-coated?

Uprising Street in Weidun City, this familiar place, the white-haired girl stands on the top of the building, like a statue. She had also experienced countless thoughts, and even thought that this world itself had no meaning, so it could be completely destroyed.

But isn't the meaning you find for yourself?

In this world, everyone has a story behind them, either warm, bitter, or tasteless. And when they come to this world, believing that everything in the past, even if they were once bitterly alive, it will be a kind of warmth.

Yes, for white-haired girls, it is.

Although she is wandering, although she has no home, she can still taste the hardships of life, towards that distant goal, and live with a cold hope.

If she could, she would like to return to that wandering world and continue to wander the streets like weeds.

So, I believe that she is not the only one who will have such a wish - if that day can be earlier, get to someone earlier, make a certain decision earlier, and leave someone and place early......

One by one, "a little earlier", as if it were a joke of God, playing with these miserable souls.

But if you fall into the swamp of regret and pain because of these earlier, then you have only become a repeater of the tragedy, not a survivor. After the white-haired girl joined the Bad Boy Alliance, her peers often told her this: A person should not be immersed in those mistakes, those misses, and lose himself. A person should remember those pasts, absorb them, and transform them into strength.

Believe that as long as you move forward, you will always see a better view.

"So to speak. Bai Nanyu sat in front of the window, facing the bright moonlight, and whispered, "He turned out to be a poor man who was stuck in the quagmire, but it's a pity that the mistakes he made may make the world unable to forgive him." ”

It was getting brighter, but the dark clouds were hanging over the city as if they were lazy. The sunlight struggled to squeeze through the clouds, and by the time it hit the ground, it was already more than half weak.

Maybe it's going to rain today, and looking at the weather, I can't tell you how much sorrow you can't tell.

"Stubble, did you think of the past?"

"Yes, it was the same weather when Wei Dun was there. Stubble said and took a puff, no, took a sip of a cigar, "Our brothers beat those dog-day corrupt officials and corrupt officials to the ground like mud, and I am very happy to think about it." ”

The old wooden windows, green moss crept up the windowsill, like a resting pet, quietly crouching there. Looking out the window, the old city area inexplicably gave Hu Stubble the same familiarity. I don't know how many years later, this old town may be bulldozed and disappear into this world like an old man who has died.

"Stubble, that was all years ago, and people may be different now. ”

"Then tell me about Weidun City, why is it still that bird-like?" Stubble finished unconvinced, and took a puff of cigar to calm his emotions.

"But Black Lake City seems to be different, isn't it?"

"It's not quite the same?" "Hu Jiao's eyes suddenly glared, completely out of the mood to taste the cigar, "I said Boss Zhou, what do you think is the difference between a group of birdmen who shout 'Hero Help' when they see something and the group of birdmen in Weidun City?" They are all afraid of death, you wait and see, don't think that the 'Sea of Blood' can teach them much of a lesson." ”

The person surnamed Zhou was silent, not knowing how to reply for a while, and suddenly closed his mouth half-open. After thinking about it for a long time, he finally opened his mouth again.

"yes, stubble, the guy you hate the most was caught attacking the mayor, don't you feel any thoughts?"

"Oh. Congratulations. Stubble said as he calmly sipped his cigar.

"Okay, then you go to the bookstore and get something. ”

This seemed to be to the point, and Hu Stubble remembered the people he met when he was in Boss Wu's bookstore, and he was in good spirits for a while. He put his hand on the cigar to the side and smiled at the man.

"Get a poor little sparrow who is wounded. Stubble laughed.

"Huh?"

"Not that Guardian guy's sparrow, I mean another. ”

Stubble said and took out an injection and shook it in front of the person surnamed Zhou. At that moment, the person surnamed Zhou immediately understood what he was referring to.

As the sun began to rise in the sky, it was noon.

The clouds dispersed for the most part, and the sunlight finally spilled smoothly onto the earth, but a lone figure refused the sunlight and imprisoned itself in a dark room.

In an instant, memories came like a wave, and those bitter pasts accompanied by hatred for this society filled this poor, lost soul. For a while, everything that originally made him sad became full of determination to continue to be a "regulator".

After all, if this society was not so indifferent and so snobbish, he would not have missed his daughter. This is what he thinks, and although there is something unreasonable in it, it is forcibly reasonable in his world.

Having just received the news that some of the "Black Death" organizations had rebelled and decided to make trouble on their own initiative, the regulator flicked his phone, leaned back on the sofa and closed his eyes.

"Bai Nanyu, that kid, what do you want to show me. ”

Thinking of Bai Nanyu's agreement, the regulator became curious.

The plan of the "game" is almost halfway through, and it is almost a fuse-like event that will detonate the climax of the whole "game". Then, his mission was basically over, and he could live in peace.

And at this time, Bai Nanyu mysteriously said to this great enemy that he had something to show him, which was very strange no matter how he thought about it.

Could it be my daughter, Bai Nanyu rescued her? I didn't ask her, because I was afraid that before she arrived in the country, the country would kill my daughter. And she took the initiative to rescue my daughter in order to win me over? The regulator kept speculating, but it always felt that something was wrong.

But even then, the regulators still hate this society, and the people who are reluctant to do it.

"I've heard you talk about the past, but I don't think I told you about my past. ”

Before it reached the appointed noon, Bai Nanyu waited early on the second floor of the bubble tea shop. Now there is no one on the second floor, and Bai Nanyu is a one-person charter.

The waiting time was boring, so she decided to pass the time by chatting with the nightmare.

After a long silence, Nightmare finally told his story so that Bai Nanyu and the others could better communicate with the regulators.

In fact, Bai Nanyu didn't want to talk to the regulator like this, if she usually saw the regulator, she would only have the idea of erasing him on the spot. But because the "contract" specified that the regulator could not be assassinated, and the regulator could not directly do anything to Bai Nanyu, Bai Nanyu never made a move.

After all, the regulators have done a lot of vicious things in secret, abusing and killing those who are unwilling to submit, and forcing people to submit, which Nightmare and Bai Nanyu both understand.

But Bai Nanyu wants to lighten the burden, and if the regulators are shaken, maybe she will have more opportunities. And Nightmare would love to see this regulator led astray by hatred and self-blame again. At present, they are united in their path to achieving their goals.

Time passed minute by minute, Bai Nanyu brushed up the news and thought about what to do in the future.

To be honest, she has no plan at all now, just taking one step at a time according to the progress of the country. After all, in this "game", Bai Nanyu can't do anything, only to protect the city with all his might, and then see how people react.

She looked up at the traffic and people flowing outside the window, and gradually fell into deep thought.

The current escape is just a dying struggle to prolong the life of the city, do you really need to show up again and tell everyone that the city is in trouble?

While she was waiting, there was a group of reckless people heading to the place they thought they could pose a threat to Bai Nanyu. A car drove past the front of Bai Nanyu's bubble tea shop and drove straight towards the white-haired school.

The air was unconsciously filled with murderous intent, and the silver-white van stopped in front of the fence gate at the school gate, almost blocking the way of traffic. Then, several people walked down and walked into the school gate in a menacing manner. The security guards at the school gate saw that the situation was not good, and did not go up directly to stop it, but began to notify the school and the security team.

It was a clever move, but he didn't get away with it.

The security guard did not go out, but the two people broke into the security booth and saw that he was making a call, so they directly arrested him as a hostage.

This scene can be seen clearly by a man not far from the street.

He sneered, and didn't seem to mean to stop them, but rather some support. After all, doing so can be regarded as forcing Bai Nanyu to appear and speeding up her exposure.

After watching the play, he silently walked to the bubble tea shop, ready to see what conspiracy the white-haired girl was playing.

"Come on, regulator taste. ”

In the milk tea shop, Bai Nanyu had already bought a cup of warm milk tea and handed it to the regulator very kindly. For some reason, her eyes were a strange red glow, but the Overseer sensed that there was a completely different sensation in her eyes at this time.

"What do you mean?" the regulator cautiously took the milk tea.

"It's lemon black tea. ”

"Why is lemon black tea a regulator taste?"

"Because lemons are very sour, don't you people hate us because everyone is sour? Then, black tea...... Black tea black tea ......" Bai Nanyu suddenly laughed, "Because drinking black tea will make you sleepy...... Burst...... No, that'......"

The Overseer just wanted to take a sip and taste it, but he stopped instantly, and it was as if he was about to take this cup of lemon black tea away from him for 20,000 miles.

"What is black tea lethargy?" the regulator warned.

"No, no...... That one...... That one...... No, no, don't worry about that...... I...... I'm ...... I'm a mouthful. It's just because you're an older person who likes to taste black tea and green tea!

Bai Nanyu suddenly laughed and said a lot of words in a panic, which aroused the vigilance of the regulators even more. However, after such a careful observation, the regulator found that according to Bai Nanyu's original character, it was absolutely impossible to talk and laugh with him so calmly at this moment.

In other words, Bai Nanyu seemed to have another person living in his body at this time, and it was that person who was manipulating Bai Nanyu and talking to him with a smile.

The supervisor may not understand at this moment that Bai Nanyu has two happiness at this time, one is himself, and the other is from a soul who has long left and does not belong to the human world.

"So, what the hell are you going to show me?"

"You know, I had a nightmare on me, and now she's awake. ”

The Overseer was stunned, then suddenly laughed as if he had seen through a child's tricks.

"You're not going to show me nightmares, are you?" the Overseer finally turned back to his usual appearance, "Little thing, you should know that nightmares are even more deceptive than the world's top tricksters. What are you trying to lie to me about? Drink black tea?"

"Please, don't talk about black tea!"

Bai Nanyu finished speaking with a flushed face, and calmed down again, as if he was brewing something. At that moment, Bai Nanyu seemed to be able to feel the sadness emanating from the lonely soul on his body.

Yes, nightmares are cunning, and believing them is like believing that an old fox is telling the truth.

At this time, even Bai Nanyu began to wonder if the nightmare on her body was actually lying to her. After all, how did a big living person become a nightmare with a strange personality, but when she thought of Xiao Jing, she began to believe in the nightmare's words again.

She really wanted to recognize him, and in the real world, she waited for him for almost a decade.

After all, the farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but living in a world all day long, but beyond reach.

She had depression, and on that day, on her own birthday, she was still alone after all. On the table was only the cake that my father had bought, and a new dress.

She cut the cake by herself, divided it into several portions, and waited, but she couldn't wait for the person she thought of in her heart.

So, she walked up to the shackles that had been hung on the ceiling, and thought about it a lot, and finally resolutely kicked down the stool that had finally supported her with all her might.

The stool fell to the ground, as if looking at the painful girl hanging in the sky, and there was nothing to be done. This is the last countdown of life, and if the father can open the door and come in before the end, he may realize the seriousness of the matter. However, when she finally lost her struggle, her eyes were still looking at the door, where her father usually came back from the door.

Her father still hasn't returned.

In the eyes of ordinary people, this is an incomprehensible practice, but whoever the needle prick is the one who feels the pain, isn't it?

She didn't know what happened after that, because she had already gone to another world, and then what happened next. In the dream given by the nightmare, she dreamed that her father saved her at the last moment, talked to her well, and gave her the warmth she should feel. Subsequently, she went to the doctor, and with her father, she gradually overcame her demons.

Eventually, however, she wakes up helplessly and discovers that it was a dream. So, in loneliness and resentment, she couldn't accept the reality after the dream broke, so she became a nightmare.

At this moment, in front of the smiling overseer, a soul wept secretly in a smiling shell.

"Don't believe me? ”

The red in Bai Nanyu's eyes suddenly disappeared, she covered her mouth and changed her breath deeply. Subsequently, her tone became more gentle and familiar than ever.

"I want to be a little padded jacket, to become a treasure of yours, and not to cry when the night comes......"

"I will be with you all my life until I am old. The Overseer subconsciously took the next sentence in a sluggish and subconscious manner, and then sat up straight as if an electric current had flowed through his body, "This is what my daughter wrote when she was a child, why, you will know this." ”

Bai Nanyu laughed, and that smile made the regulator tremble.

"You know, nightmares are very deceiving, and they can read your thoughts, but they can't read memories, especially the ones that are buried deep in the back of their minds. ”

Bai Nanyu said, a black mist spread in the air, and then, a face that the regulator will never forget appeared behind Bai Nanyu.

"Mu ......"

The Overseer stood up in shock and retreated again and again, his mind in turmoil at this moment.

Unfortunately, before they could say anything more, a gunshot rang out from the white-haired school, attracting their attention.

It seemed that he couldn't continue to negotiate, Bai Nanyu turned around and left without hesitation, and Nightmare didn't hesitate to help Bai Nanyu.

As the black fog in the air dissipated, the Overseer stared blankly at where Nightmare had just stood, as if trying to convince himself that she was still there. That face, the face so similar to his long-dead lover, perhaps, is really her.