173 Time and practice are hard, but love words are the most grinding

After solving these people from the Ghost Hand Gate, Chen Fei planned to drive Lin Ruo back, but Lin Ruo said that the place where she lived was nearby, and the two walked towards the hotel.

Along the way, the two of them did not speak, and they were silent with each other.

Chen Fei deliberately slowed down, followed behind Lin Ruo, looked at Lin Ruo's graceful back, and in his mind, the picture of the two of them meeting in the bar a few years ago came to mind.

Once the floodgates of memory are opened, there will be countless memories rushing into his mind, Chen Fei remembered a lot of memories with Lin Ruo, maybe this is the reason why Lin Ruo insisted on walking back, he also hoped to find the memories of the past on this road.

Lin Ruo saw that Chen Fei had been behind, so he also stopped, glanced back at Chen Fei and said, "Do you remember the night we first met, you also followed me to send me home." ”

Chen Fei looked at Lin Ruo's somewhat moist beautiful eyes and nodded lightly.

"That night, you twisted your foot, and I carried you back. Chen Fei's eyes flashed with memories, and he said faintly.

If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan, if everything only stops at the moment of first acquaintance, there will be no such sadness and helplessness.

Lin Ruo's eyes flashed, and he suddenly walked to Chen Fei's side and said, "Can you carry me, just like that night?"

A pair of beautiful eyes stared at Chen Fei tightly, and his eyes were full of infinite expectations.

Chen Fei nodded, Lin Ruo showed a smile, slowly walked behind Chen Fei, and before Chen Fei could squat, she took off the high heels on her feet, and jumped onto Chen Fei's back with a force.

Lin Ruo's body was very light, like a gentle feather covering Chen Fei's body softly, reminding Chen Fei of countless pictures in the past.

Along the way, the two of them were silent, Chen Fei couldn't see Lin Ruo's expression on his back, and Lin Ruo couldn't see Chen Fei under him, the two of them had their own thoughts, and they were silent.

When he arrived at the hotel room, Lin Ruo opened the door and walked in first, Chen Fei looked at Lin Ruo's back and stood at the door hesitantly.

Lin Ruo saw Chen Fei frozen at the door, and said with a gentle smile, "What, you plan to stand at the door all the time and not come in?"

Chen Fei scratched the back of his head, and said with an embarrassed expression, "It's convenient that you arrived safely, I won't go in, it's not convenient to be so late." ”

Chen Fei stretched his two hands cramped into his pockets, his palms were already overflowing with sweat, and the whole person looked extremely nervous.

Lin Ruomei's eyes rolled, her gaze lingered on Chen Fei's face for a few seconds, and she directly grabbed Chen Fei's arm and dragged him in.

"You're going to keep running away like this, if you really hate me as you say you do, why did you save me today?"

Chen Fei's eyes glanced at Lin Ruo's arm that was holding him, and said, "I didn't know it was you......"

Obviously, this excuse could not be persuaded even by himself.

Just now, Chen Fei was disrespectful to Lin Ruo because of those people from the Ghost Hand Gate, and at that moment he seemed to have become possessed by the Killing God, maybe even he couldn't clearly know what position Lin Ruo would occupy in his heart.

From the first acquaintance of the two, to knowing each other that Chen Lin and the two families have a marriage contract, the relationship between the two has been in a steady progression, Chen Fei really can't deny his appreciation for Lin Ruo, but he doesn't know whether this appreciation has reached the point of love.

Even he was sure that if there was no grievance between Chen Lin's two families, he and Lin Ruo might have married late, and even children might have already existed.

He looked down at Lin Ruo's eyes that were as clear as pearls, as if he had been stabbed by a pair of invisible arrows, he didn't know why he was running away from the relationship between the two, if it was the grievances of the Lin and Chen families, and now that the dust had settled, what was he running away from?

Chen Fei's heart seemed to hang suddenly, every time he saw Lin Ruo, he didn't dare to really say these thoughts in his heart to Lin Ruo, so that there always seemed to be an insurmountable barrier between the two.

Chen Fei wanted to pull out his arm from Lin Ruo's hand, but Lin Ruo's gaze fell on a cut on the back of Chen Fei's hand, and his eyes trembled suddenly, and he pulled Chen Fei into the room and said, "Wait a minute, I'll find a medical kit to bandage you." ”

Chen Fei looked at Lin Ruo with a nervous expression, and said in a panic, "It's okay, don't bother with this little injury." ”

Chen Fei is a doctor, so he naturally knows that this small injury will have no effect, and for people who practice martial arts, this injury is insignificant at all, otherwise he would not have been unnoticed.

As if he hadn't heard Chen Fei's words, Lin Ruo took out gauze and disinfectant from the hotel's emergency medical kit, pulled Chen Fei's arm, and carefully applied and bandaged it.

Chen Fei's embarrassment and panic were gradually eliminated by Lin Ruo's serious and focused appearance, his heart suddenly became very warm, and he said in a trembling voice, "Thank you!"

Lin Ruomei's eyes turned slightly, and her voice was crisp, "When did you become polite, I have never heard the word thank you in your mouth before." ”

Chen Fei showed a smile and said, "People always change, besides, we may not know each other very well before." ”

She was slightly stunned, the hand wrapped in gauze froze in mid-air, and the whole person was stunned for a few seconds before she continued to wrap her head around the gauze.

After bandaging, Chen Fei picked up his hand and looked at it in front of him, and said with a smile, "Yes, this technique can be used as a nurse." ”

Chen Fei deliberately pretended to be very relaxed, just because he was afraid that the atmosphere would be too awkward when the two were alone, but Lin Ruo could see at a glance that Chen Fei was deliberately hiding his inner emotions.

"With me, you're so nervous, or don't you want to see me?" Lin Ruo's gaze met him without evading, and he said bluntly.

was directly poked in his heart by Lin Ruo, Chen Fei could only hide it with a smile.

"Don't think about it, by the way, why are you in Jinling?" Chen Fei opened a bottle of water on the cabinet, relieved the tension on his face, and changed the topic and asked.

Lin Ruo sat on the edge of the bed and said lightly, "Come to the auction in Jinling." ”

Chen Fei almost choked on a mouthful of water, stared at Lin Ruo and asked, "Are you here to participate in the auction?"

Lin Ruo saw Chen Fei's stunned expression, and smiled slightly, "What, looking at your expression, wouldn't you also come here to participate in the auction?"

Chen Fei wiped the water from the corner of his mouth, nodded and said, "It's true, just now I just went to the venue to inquire about tomorrow's auction, and then I was going to find a place to eat nearby, but I bumped into ......."

Hearing Chen Fei's words, Lin Ruo didn't have the slightest consternation in his eyes, and said lightly, "That's really a coincidence, what do you want to buy at the auction?"

Lin Ruo has always been a woman who rarely likes to be colorful, this woman can always use super high IQ to hide her inner emotions, and few people can see the true joy, anger and sorrow of this woman.

So for Lin Ruo's indifferent reaction, Chen Fei was not surprised.

"Ask for herbs, what about you?" Chen Fei asked.

Lin Ruo shook his head and said, "I don't have any purpose, I just want to come and have a look, because at the last auction, Song Lu bought back a blue and white porcelain, and I liked it very much, so I thought about coming over to see it in person this year." ”

Although Lin Ruo doesn't have many hobbies, Chen Fei does remember that she has a hobby of collecting blue and white porcelain, and she has a strong interest in some things in Chinese tradition, so Chen Fei didn't think much about it.

Chen Fei glanced at the dark night outside the window, glanced at the wall clock in the hotel and said, "It's not early, you can rest early." ”

When Lin Ruo heard this, he looked up at Chen Fei and said, "You just left like this, aren't you afraid that I'm in danger?"

Chen Fei was slightly stunned, and said, "Probably not, those people don't know that you are here......"

Lin Ruo's face showed a slight hint of fierceness and said, "What you said should be, not necessarily, so there is still this probability of happening, if you leave like this, if I really meet those bad people, you will definitely feel guilty in your heart, right?"

The calm tone was like a sharp dagger directly across Chen Fei's heart, Lin Ruo's power lies in the fact that she doesn't need to be angry with a person, she can make the other party have nothing to say, and she can always grasp the key point when analyzing the problem, which is what is terrible about this woman.

Chen Fei was speechless by Lin Ruo's question, so he could only compromise and said, "Okay, then I'll go and open a room next door." ”

When the words fell, he wanted to turn around and take the front desk to open the room, but Lin Ruo directly stopped him and said, "Don't bother, you can stay and sleep directly." ”

Chen Fei was slightly stunned, and his whole body froze directly in place.

He didn't expect Lin Ruo to stay with him overnight, even when the two had a relationship before, Lin Ruo had never been like this, almost uncontrollable, Chen Fei's mind came up with the picture of sharing a bed with Lin Ruo, the temperature of his whole body gradually rose, and he hurriedly stopped himself from thinking nonsense.

Chen Fei turned around, looked at Lin Ruo's plain face, and said, "It's not good for the two of us to live in one room...... If you spread it like this, you will be gossiped......"

The expression on Chen Fei's face looked a little flustered, Lin Ruo first left himself behind, and then delayed time in the name of bandaging, and now he simply left himself for the night, wouldn't he really have any thoughts about himself?

Lin Ruo stood up, stared directly at Chen Fei's eyes and said, "I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?" Do you think that if I let you stay, I will have any other intentions for you?"

Lin Ruo's eyes were tepid, but he seemed to have an ability to penetrate people's hearts, and in front of Chen Fei, his inner thoughts seemed to be seen through by this woman.

He hurriedly lowered his head, turned his back to Lin Ruo and said, "How come, don't think about it......

Lin Ruo showed a smile and said, "Chen Fei, how long do you want to escape, I know that the relationship between the two of us is less than three years ago, but you don't want to avoid me every time you see me, you can't wait to avoid it, I don't want you to treat me, I don't want to be like you, I just hope that we can at least be friends, do you really hate me so much in your heart?"

Chen Fei smiled awkwardly, I didn't run away, I just don't know how to face this relationship, just like you said, since some things have happened, no one can change them, I admit that I did admire you three years ago, and even now, after all, you are a woman with wisdom and beauty, as long as it is a man, I will fall in love with you, but I have also thought a lot in the past three years, my escape is not only because of the grievances between the Chen Lin family, but also because I don't know what the feelings for you are. ”

Now that the words have been said to this point, Chen Fei fortunately did not hide it.

Lin Ruo's expression continued to change with Chen Fei's words, and his lit pupils were glowing with crystalline color, and he said faintly, "The sea vows and mountain alliances are always credit, but now they have become empty, if you really didn't understand your mind at the beginning, why did you never say today's words?"

Chen Fei was speechless when he was forced to ask by Lin Ruo, three years ago, he did say a lot of words, and even he decided that Lin Ruo was the girl he wanted to marry for the rest of his life, she was excellent, beautiful, intelligent, almost a perfect woman, and even today, if Chen Fei was asked to marry Lin Ruo, he was willing.

It's just that after experiencing some things, people will find that their past selves are not mature enough, and the commitment and love at that time may be more due to an impulse, and what Chen Fei wants to take on at this time is a responsibility, so he will definitely not say that word easily.

Chen Fei sighed and said, "I'm sorry, maybe you're right, I'm still running away...... I can't even face you like this. ”

Lin Ruo realized that he had lost his temper, turned sideways slightly, and said with a smile on his face, "I'm sorry, I was rude, you can leave if you want, I'm ready to rest." ”

Chen Fei glanced at the bed in the distance, showed a hesitant expression and said, "I'd better stay......"

Time and cultivation are all hard, only love words are the most abrasive, Chen Fei is not at ease to leave Lin Ruo here alone after all, he doesn't care about what he says, but his heart can't deceive himself after all.