Chapter 61: Bent Instant Noodles
Dijing Blue Bay, Chen Zier's home.
Sheng Qianyu, who entered the door, was shocked by the furnishings and exquisite layout inside, she thought that she had already known Chen Zier, but this afternoon, he suddenly became a mystery.
Chen Zier came in and turned on the heating first, the room was so big, it would be very cold if there was no meeting, and then let Sheng Qianyu come in and sit on the sofa.
"Why do they call you Mr. Chen?" Sheng Qianyu asked.
Chen Zier poured her another cup of hot tea, and then sat down by himself and replied, "You want to know?"
Sheng Qianyu nodded.
Chen Zier sold a pass and said mischievously: "Keep it secret." ”
Sheng Qianyu: ......
She is not someone who will force others, Chen Zier doesn't say it.
Turning to what happened just now, he asked: "You just asked that person to go back and develop a strategy for a free mailbox, but how can you make money from the mailbox for free?"
"I think you can only make money with free mailboxes. ”
Sheng Qianyu can't understand, because this is so contradictory, and he still earns money for free?
Chen Zier explained, "When any new thing has just begun, survival is always more important than development, the Internet has just started in China, for a commercial organization, the first thing is not to think about how brilliant the future is, but to think about how to survive now." ”
"As far as the mailbox is concerned, with our domestic environment, you can only survive if you are free, and you can only think about the rest if you survive. And once you charge it, it is tantamount to cutting off your own way of life, not to mention that in ten years, whether you can see the sun tomorrow is a question. ”
Sheng Qianyu pursed her lips and thought, she remembered the difference between community and social interaction that Chen Zier said last time, how can this student of urban transportation have a deeper understanding than her own understanding of the Internet?
"You're in an Internet business?" she said, speculating.
Chen Zier was stunned, and then said with a smile: "No, I have no interest in doing the Internet, I have a little interest in investing in the Internet." “
Sheng Qianyu said 'oh'.
The two were silent for a moment.
Sheng Qianyu suddenly said: "Today is my birthday. ”
Chen Zier was surprised and said, "Really?"
"Hmm. ”
"Then I'm going to buy a cake, it's still too late. ”
"No... No, it's too much trouble. ”
He said, "You're 20 years old, aren't you?"
It is estimated that everyone should be the same age.
"Then you should buy a cake, and it is a bit of a ritual to be a whole year. ”
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In the evening, the custom-made cake was delivered, and according to Chen Zier's request, it was written 'Happy Birthday Sheng Qianyu'.
She was a little embarrassed and said, "It's the first time I've had a birthday like this when I've grown so big." ”
In addition to ordering cakes, Chen Zier also ordered dinner, he felt that he really had to learn how to cook, otherwise his personal life would be a problem in the future, but today he will forget it first, let's eat at the restaurant first.
In the center of the table is a cake, and next to it are a few good-looking dishes. He also poured Sheng Qianyu a little red wine.
Then he simply sang a happy birthday song.
It's just such a simple little thing, but Sheng Qianyu was moved, Chen Zier wisely chose to be silent and give her time.
Sheng Qianyu said: "This is the best cake I have ever tasted. ”
Chen Zier listened and got her a few more pieces.
She added, "This is the first time I've eaten my own birthday cake. ”
Chen Zier listened quietly.
Sheng Qianyu asked Chen Zier again: "Why are you good to me?"
Ah, that's an ambiguous question.
Chen Zier said seriously: "I don't have a specific reason, and it is meaningless, I just listen to my inner voice." ”
Sheng Qianyu's face turned red, and he said, "You saw my mother last time, you are so smart, you should know that my family is very poor." ”
The last sentence seemed to exert all her strength, and after she finished speaking, she could only wait for the answer.
Chen Zier didn't answer directly, but said, "Do you know when I first saw you?"
"When is it?" asked Sheng Qianyu puzzled.
"When I first came to this city, it was still early in the morning, and I saw you setting up a tofu brain stall in front of CUHK, and your pure and beautiful image left a deep impression on me. I didn't expect to meet you again later. ”
"So you know what? You're my first memory of Zhonghai. ”
Sheng Qianyu didn't remember, she didn't notice Chen Zier at that time.
"My mom is a stall owner. ”
Chen Zier let out a 'hmm'.
"Are you going to look down on me because of that?"
Chen Zier shook his head, "Of course not." ”
"My dad was a liar and went to jail. ”
Chen Zier: ......
"The character of a parent does not completely determine the character of a child, I know that you are a very kind girl, in a sense, you know the value of kindness better than me. ”
Sheng Qianyu asked uncertainly: "Do you really think so?"
"Really. ”
She was a little happy and relieved, tonight's mood has come here, there are many things that she has not dared to say before, but she suddenly wants to say.
Chen Zier saw her like this and comforted: "You have to be confident, you are smart, beautiful and kind, you are a very good girl, you don't have to depreciate yourself." ”
Sheng Qian recalled: "Actually, I was very ugly when I was a child, obviously I didn't eat anything good, but I grew very fat. And because of the difficulties at home, the clothes he wore were torn, and he was ridiculed and bullied by the children in the same class. When I was in elementary school, I was not treated by my teachers because I couldn't pay my tuition on time. I remember a few teachers who would make no secret of their disgust for you. Especially, when they learned that my father was a liar. ”
"I still remember that at that time my mother still thought I was very cute, and I had the only photo of me when I was a child, with my head down and my eyes blank, wearing clothes full of patches, and my mother now takes it out and looks at it, because she loves her daughter, of course she still thinks it looks good and cute.
However, when I saw it myself, I felt distressed and wanted to cry.
"When I got to high school, people began to praise me for my good looks, but what's the use of that, those neighbors and classmates who used to be unapologetic to you suddenly began to praise you and wanted to get close to you.
However, I was obviously afraid of them.
At that time, other girls wore beautiful clothes, some learned to dance, some learned to play musical instruments, and some could write well. It was just me, wrapped in a gray torn cotton jacket, writing boring homework day after day in the cold winter night. ”
Chen Zier has lived in the information age, he is tired of hearing all kinds of 'family difficulties' old stalks, but at this moment he was moved by this little girl, no matter what others think, all he can think of is a lonely girl being ridiculed by her neighbors at home, ridiculed by her classmates and teachers at school, because her father is a liar, because she is dressed in tattered clothes, and because she looks weak and easy to bully.
He couldn't imagine how a very young child could bear this kind of human nature along the way.
Sheng Qianyu couldn't stop her tears at all, she began to cry, but Chen Zier didn't know what to use to erase her past scars.
She continued: "I remember when I was in the fifth grade of elementary school, I was given a few packets of instant noodles at home. My sister and I crushed the dough and measured it in a teacup. I was reluctant to eat it, so I picked it up one by one and watched it for a long time before eating, you know, the image of the bent instant noodles is still engraved in my mind. ”
This detail shocked Chen Zier, and the protective desire in his heart could not be suppressed.
He asked softly, "Do you have a sister?"
Sheng Qianyu said: "Yes, then she disappeared, disappeared, and may have passed away." ”
Chen Zier couldn't figure out whether the person was missing or dead. Before that, he only thought that Sheng Qianyu's family might have a natural disaster, but he didn't think that she had also experienced a man-made disaster.