The tears could no longer be controlled, and the choked throat turned into a howl.

That kind of voice, heartbreaking, seems to want to vent everything he has endured.

"I'm really scared, I'm afraid that the boy will be like the one before ......"

The stress in the human body is constantly increasing, and it takes an opportunity to vent.

I am like this, I am lucky to meet Xiaoying, and I can vent and pour out the things I have accumulated in my heart.

Bai Bing'er is the same, these things have been accumulated in Bai Bing'er's heart for so long, and the pressure is almost about to collapse Bai Bing'er.

Bai Bing'er howled and cried. Pear blossoms bring rain.

Tears even ran down his face, down his chin, and dripped into the glass in front of him, and the chocolate was slowly melting.

Seeing Bai Bing'er's appearance, I felt some pity in my heart, but I didn't say anything, and I didn't even hand over a tissue to wipe Bai Bing'er's tears.

I just sat quietly opposite Bai Bing'er and watched quietly.

Now Bai Bing'er doesn't need me to say anything pitiful and comforting, Bai Bing'er just needs to cry out happily and release all the pressure in her heart, that's enough.

Bai Bing'er kept crying, even crying even more fiercely before.

After crying for a long time, Bai Bing'er stopped slightly.

I've seen women cry several times today.

Seeing that Bai Bing'er had recovered a little, I handed over the tissue on the plate, Bai Bing'er took it apologetically, and then wiped the tears on her face.

"I'm sorry for making you cry all the time. Bai Bing'er smiled apologetically at me, and then said.

I shook my head and said it's okay, sometimes it feels better to cry out when I say it, and then I think about it.

Bai Bing'er said faintly, and later, I agreed.

"I'm afraid that boy will kill himself like the man before. I was afraid that in the new school, I would end up in the same fate as before, and I was also afraid that those adults would come to the school again to scold me and beat me, so I agreed. ”

"Actually, that kind of interaction. That's what happened, because I was completely unfamiliar, and I felt very embarrassed no matter what I did, and I felt uncomfortable walking together. ”

For Bai Bing'er, dating is not a kind of enjoyment, it is a pain, and that kind of young love affair is not so innocent, leaving only fear.

Because it was so embarrassing and uncomfortable, it didn't take long for them to break up in the end.

But because Bai Bing'er is very beautiful, there will be a new boy to confess soon.

This continued into high school.

Those who come will not refuse, as long as someone confesses, Bai Bing'er will never refuse.

It's just junior high school, which is more or less pure, and Lala's little hands are very blushing.

But for high school students, they already know more and want more.

Those guys are no longer satisfied with a relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend in name, they even want to have that kind of relationship.

But for Bai Bing'er, it is already a limit for herself to agree to these people as girlfriends, and Bai Bing'er is absolutely unwilling and will not agree to go to a hotel or hotel with those people.

Bai Bing'er's face looked a little red: "High school, it's too young, how can something like that happen at this age?" ”

"Actually, I think about it sometimes...... No. Maybe it's hopeful, what if among these boys who come to confess to me, there is really a gentle and considerate person who really cares about me?"

"If that's the case, after graduating from high school...... It's not impossible, even after college. You can also get married, live together for the rest of your life, have two children, a son and a daughter......"

It's hard to imagine these words coming out of the mouth of a high school student.

High school students, that's the time when I look forward to a romantic love, a relationship that lasts forever. Girls of this age will be full of all kinds of beautiful fantasies in their hearts facing the future.

But Bai Bing'er didn't think so, Bai Bing'er even thought that it would be better to live her life like this, Bai Bing'er was no longer eager to find a boy she liked and develop a really happy relationship.

Bai Bing'er was even very decadent, very passive, desperately thinking that among these boys who confessed to herself, maybe there was one who was okay.

It's just that Bai Bing'er obviously thought wrong.

"Unfortunately, no. ”

"I refused their request. Some people smiled very gentlemanly, saying that they respected my choice, and then after a few days, they broke up because their parents knew about it and did not allow early love, and some broke up directly the next day. ”

"It's fine, but I don't know when. A strange rumor spread around me. ”

"I don't know which boyfriend broke up, it was after I refused a boyfriend's request to open a room, and the boy was very angry and said to me, why can I go to the hotel with my previous boyfriend, but not with him?"

"I was stunned, when had I ever been to a hotel with those boys? ”

"We broke up the next day, and slowly, I felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere around me, and many girls pointed at me, looking at me as if they were looking at an X girl. ”

Bai Bing'er used a very vulgar one. Very bad words.

"Inadvertently, I overheard some girls chatting, and then I finally understood. ”

"I don't know who it spread from in the first place, maybe I refused to go to the hotel, and I felt a little shameless, so I spread it everywhere. He said he was tired of playing with me, so he dumped me. ”

"With the first, there is the second ......"

"Then I became the woman who got tired of being played with by those people. ”

I couldn't help but gasp.

Those bastards.

Just for the sake of his own face, he deliberately made up those vicious rumors to attack this poor and innocent girl.

Then passed on ten to hundred, and the previous boyfriends all stood up one by one, saying that they were the same, and even said to their fox friends and dogs, in which hotel, how is it......

And Bai Bing'er's reputation has deteriorated like this, and it has become known to everyone, no matter who it is. A woman who can get rid of it when she gets tired of playing.

So many rumors spread like this.

Usually Bai Bing'er has always shown that she doesn't care about these rumors, but in fact, in Bai Bing'er's heart, she has always had such a thorn.

Then I saw that a self-deprecating smile appeared on Bai Bing'er's face: "You know what. After my reputation rotted like this, there were more and more people pursuing me, as soon as I broke up, a new person would come to confess immediately, and some people were even annoyed because they confessed late. ”

"Even said. Even some boys who are usually inconspicuous and have no girls in the class willing to talk to will come to me and confess...... Haha......"

Bai Bing'er was smiling, but that smile sounded extremely miserable.

In the eyes of those people, Bai Bing'er has become a water-based poplar, who does not refuse to come, and a hungry woman, no matter what kind of goods she has, wants to come over and take advantage.

"The most ridiculous thing is that there was once a very unpopular boy who had no money to open a house, and even asked me to pay for the house, and after I refused, he even pointed at my nose and scolded me for being poor and loving the rich, is it because he has no money, he is not willing to have a relationship with him......"

I just felt that my fists were getting tighter and tighter, and the urge to hit someone in my heart was stronger than ever.

I finally understood, and then I knew what kind of pressure Bai Bing'er's weak shoulders were under.

"It's so painful, I thought about killing myself, and that's about when you came here. Bai Bing'er said coldly.

One sentence startled me again.

Suicide? good guys.

Rumors kill!

"On you, though. I felt some courage. ”

"When I was bullied, I was just gritting my teeth and bearing it, but you are different, when you were bullied by those people, you actually fought with the three of them directly, even in class...... I'm not afraid of the other party's crowd at all, you don't know, I was really super super envious of you at that time. ”

"If I had the courage to be like you, maybe everything would have been different?"

Bai Bing'er's eyes were solemn, this was not a joke.

Taking a deep breath, I looked at the girl in front of me and said in a deep tone, "Bai Bing'er." Promise me one thing. ”

"Huh?" Bai Bing'er tilted her head cutely.

"In the future, if someone confesses to you, let him get out of here. I said.

Bai Bing'er was stunned for a moment: "But ......"

Bai Bing'er's appearance made me suddenly angry, and I slapped the table and stood up: "Cao, what do you care about so much, what does it have to do with you whether those people die or not?" If you die, the world is quieter, and there is no need to hurt yourself for the sake of that garbage. ”

Bai Bing'er's face turned red suddenly, and she hurriedly waved her hand: "Qian'er eight hundred, where is it so exaggerated......

"Bai Bing'er......" I interrupted Bai Bing'er's words, and her eyes looked extremely solemn: "You have to remember one thing." ”

"Don't hurt yourself. ”

"Death to that idiot. It has nothing to do with you, that's not your responsibility. ”

"It's not you...... Reasons to hurt yourself. ”

Bai Bing'er was completely stunned, and the expression on her face looked extremely strange.

The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, as if he wanted to laugh, as if he wanted to cry.

No one understands Bai Bing'er, they just think that this is a hungry woman.

Maybe even Bai Bing'er didn't realize that what she did was just self-harm.

Bai Bing'er took the boy's suicide as her own responsibility.

Bai Bing'er did all this, almost like self-atonement, by hurting herself, to alleviate her sins and make herself feel better. However, this is not Bai Bing'er's responsibility at all, so Bai Bing'er only feels double the pain.

For the first time, for the first time, someone really understood themselves.

The expression on Bai Bing'er's face looked like she was crying and laughing.

Lie on the table. There was a humming voice in his mouth that he didn't know what it meant.

After a long time, Bai Bing'er raised her head from the table, then glanced at me, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Next time, if someone confesses to me, I will try to refuse." ”

I nodded, and sat down.

At this time, Bai Bing'er suddenly looked at me and smiled, it was a sincere smile from the bottom of my heart.

"Hey, but that's next time, if you confess to me now, I won't refuse, won't you give it a try?" Bai Bing'er suddenly said coldly.

I froze for a moment, then shook my head.

"Haha, that's right, you have a girlfriend, and you're so beautiful. ”

I saw that Bai Bing'er's face was a little gloomy.

"It's not someone else who confesses to you, I want you to be able to forget all that happened before, find the boy you like, and take the initiative to pursue that feeling." ”... Friends who read books, you can search for "", you can find this site as soon as possible.