Chapter Ninety-Seven: Anonymous Mail
Yan Yan believes in the influence of autosuggestion and the expectation effect that this series of changes will occur. However, Mu Ze felt that psychology was not scientific at all, and this kind of thing was the same as asking for Buddha and worshipping God.
Mu Ze said lightly: "Your psychology is not very scientific, superstition." ”
Hearing that Mu Ze didn't believe in psychology, Li Yaguang immediately retorted: "Psychology is not superstition. It's scientific, it's everyone's greatest latent power. ”
Is it everyone's greatest potential strength? Could it be that Yan Yan has been persevering, and he can really conceive his own child. Even if Yan Yan changes herself, she can't change others. Li Yaguang's words still made Mu Ze suspicious.
Mu Ze asked suspiciously, "You mean that she continues to persevere, not only to change herself, but also to others?"
"Of course not. That was not what I meant. Li Yaguang thought for a moment, she was thinking about how to explain to Mu Ze.
"That's right. It is also said that it is not superstition. ”
Li Yaguang's tone became anxious, and she quickly explained: "Of course not. For example, if you look in the mirror every day, you will praise yourself for looking good in the mirror. You give yourself psychological cues, and after a while you're really going to look good. For example, if you want to be the first in the grade, you will expect to complete the goal of taking the first place in your heart, and your behavior will also change subtly, so as to achieve the desired goal......" Of course, Li Yaguang does not allow others not to understand the studies she respects in her heart.
"However, when something like pregnancy is something that requires more than one person to complete, it needs to rely on external factors, and the expectation effect is not very effective. Unless both of them are like that, aren't they?" Li Yaguang said incoherently.
Mu Ze understands that she is still a big girl who has not married after all, so she is embarrassed to say this kind of thing too clearly.
"yes, I see. After finishing speaking, Mu Ze hung up the phone decisively, not giving Li Yaguang a chance to complain at all.
It seems that this strict statement is a misunderstanding of psychological knowledge. She used to read less books when she was in school, but this time she only understood the literal meaning, and what she did was almost the same as praying to God and worshiping Buddha. She is suffering from the loss of no culture.
She tried to confuse herself into doing something wrong with her, and more than once went to the hospital to create fake pregnancy test sheets. Now I believe in what psychology is about the expectation effect. In order to conceive her own child, fortunately she never succeeded. But what was the purpose of the fake pregnancy test sheet she had done before?
Yan Yan's series of behaviors made Mu Ze thoughtful. What if the first time she made a fake pregnancy test sheet was to show Yuen Long Long? And then she reversed black and white in front of Long Lang, and it was not impossible to be a strict person. Then it makes sense for Lang Lang to block himself, cut off contact, and then hide from himself.
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Yuen Long returned home with no signs of sleepiness. She turned on her computer and refreshed the web page at random, only to receive an anonymous email.
In the email is a photo, and the man in the photo is Mu Ze, who she can't forget. In the photo, Mu Ze is looking down at something, and the attached text on the email is: He is no longer a big boy, he will be a father in the future. He has become more responsible, and he is looking at the child's examination and test sheets. The kid is nice and he is happy.
Tears fell on the keyboard, and at this moment, Yuen Long Long couldn't hold back his tears anymore. Obviously, he has already blocked the two of them, so why bother her.
It's good that the two of them are happy for this kind of happy event, why do they have to have one more sad person?
Yuen Long frantically deleted the email in the mailbox, and finally simply threw the computer to the ground. The sound of the computer shattering seemed to hit her heart, and her heart was also broken.
Yuen Long Lang's mother heard the noise in the house and asked, "Long Lang, what's wrong?"
Yuen Long Lang, who was in tears, pinched his thighs and replied with a strong voice: "It's okay, the computer accidentally fell to the ground." Tears suddenly poured into her mouth, a little salty, and very bitter.
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Yan Yan saw that the email sent to Yuen Long Long had already shown that the other party had accepted it. An inner smile welled up on her face, and her smile would be very penetrating if she was seen.
The photo on the email she sent to Yuen Long was taken secretly by her last time she begged Mu Ze to look at the test sheet.
Yan Yan touched his abdomen, and began to say to himself again: "Child, my mother has promised you." You won't let anyone else take your dad's thing.
At this moment, Yan Yan really sensed a hint of reaction in his abdomen. She naturally attributed it to the expectation effect, but realized that she didn't have a relationship with Kisawa.
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Since Mu Ze returned to the apartment, Ah Biao found that Yan Yan had gradually returned to normal. In Ah Biao's opinion, it's just that Yan Yan's mental illness got better after seeing Mu Ze.
On this day, the three of them had dinner. Mu Ze said a piece of news that made Ah Biao and Yan Yan feel flustered.
"I'm going back to school tomorrow. Ah Biao doesn't have to follow me, stay at home and watch Yan Yan. ”
What Ah Biao was afraid of was that after Mu Ze left, Yan Yan became mentally ill again, how should he deal with it.
And Yan Yan was flustered that Mu Ze and Yuen Long Long were going to school in the same school, and they were not sure that they would meet one day. But Yan Yan thought of the email he sent to Yuen Long again. With her own understanding of Yuen Long Long, she will definitely hide away from Mu Ze.
Yan Yan looked delicate, and asked with a smile: "Why do you want to be optimistic about me? I am a girl, and it is always inconvenient to live with Mr. Abiao." ”
Mu Ze responded impersonally: "If it's inconvenient, you can pack your things and get out." ”
Yan Yan secretly complained in his heart, but he no longer dared to refute Mu Ze. The bitterness on her face couldn't be hidden.
Yan Yan always believes that there is no longer this obstacle between her and Mu Ze. As long as she can stay by Mu Ze's side, the two of them will come together one day sooner or later.
She didn't know it was, it was all her self-righteousness. And Mu Ze is already very clear about her, but she is still stubborn.
The next morning, Kisawa woke up early. As early as the day before, Su Xue called and said that he had returned to the dormitory and asked Mu Ze when he would go back.
Mu Ze didn't pack anything, just simply brought a few clothes that he usually changed. Ah Biao wanted to send Mu Ze to school, but Mu Ze refused.
Ah Biao himself also "complained": This high-paying job is really light.