.. I hope you have a deep affection for the white head

After He Nanai sent the text message, he cautiously walked through the corridor with the support of Zhang's mother and the nanny, and when he walked through the crowd, he saw the pregnant women who came out of the examination room with the support of her husband, and He Nanai's steps involuntarily stopped, and her eyes stared closely at herself

The little couple who walked by.

The pregnant woman had a bitter face, holding her abdomen with one hand and holding the man's hand with the other, "In order to give birth to you, you see what I have become, if you do anything to be sorry for me in the future, it is really unreasonable." ”

"From the moment I married you, I never thought about leaving you or being sorry for you. The man doted on the woman's hand and dropped a kiss, "Honey, have faith in me." ”

Although the woman still has a straight face, the inadvertent upward curve of the corners of her lips still betrays the feelings in her heart, and the man's eyes are full of affection and doting on the woman.

He Nana watched every move between them, a trace of warmth appeared between her eyebrows, once upon a time there was a man who treated her so gently, but now it is empty.

What lingered in her mind was Gu Qingshen's deep eyes, she didn't know how cold those eyes were to others, but she knew that those eyes would always treat her with affection and doting, and they seemed to have inexhaustible emotions.

"Nana, Nana" Grandma looked at He Nana standing motionless, and she didn't know what she was looking at when she followed her line of sight, frowning slightly to interrupt He Nana's train of thought.

He Nanai suddenly came back to her senses, she looked at her grandmother beside her, and smiled, "Let's go." ”

She didn't count how many times she thought about Gu Qingshen every day, because thinking of Gu Qingshen every day seemed to have become an indispensable part of her life. Back at home, He Nanai had lunch accompanied by her grandmother, went upstairs to rest without the slightest sleep, she took the remote control, and changed the channel carelessly, the phone suddenly rang, she glanced at it, and saw the caller ID on it frowned slightly, and put down her hand

The remote control picked up the phone, "Sister Ai, you look for me." "Nana, have you really thought about it? Do you know how big your decision is? Do you know what it means? Why don't you think about it and I'm not in a hurry, I'll give you plenty of time to think calmly, okay?" came Ellie's eager voice on the phone, as if she had met something

What a tricky thing.

The expression on He Nanai's face was unusually calm, "Sister Ai, from the time I entered the music industry to now, you have always been by my side, you should know me." Her words were soft and soft, but there was a kind of stubbornness invisibly. "Nana, I know you, I know how you climbed from an inconspicuous position to your current position step by step, I also know how much effort you put in behind this, I can feel your love for music, I can't watch you give up on yourself because of sadness

Everything that has been worked so hard to get. ”

"Nana, his departure is not to make you miserable, but to watch you continue to live a wonderful life, I believe he doesn't want to see you now, and you don't want him to worry, right? ”

In the face of Ellie's painstaking persuasion, He Nanai didn't have so much patience, she knew that Ellie felt sorry for her and regretted everything she had worked hard before, but for her, she didn't care about her own side, what was the point of her life no matter how wonderful it was? She sighed lightly and interrupted Ellie's words, " Sister Ai, you once told me that if a song wants to be popular and unforgettable, it first lies in the soul essence of the song, when the singer can understand and convey the one contained in the lyrics through his voice and emotion

When cut, it's the best work. ”

"But now, my soul is gone, and it's really hard for me to keep singing. He Nanai's words reveal indescribable sadness and loss. Elle said how hard she worked and how much effort she put in, but how could she know that she was working so hard, so hard to be able to stand by Gu Qingshen's side in the open, and now that Gu Qingshen is not by her side, what is the point of whether she wants those things or not

。

Ai Li on the other side of the phone was silent for a long time, Gu Qingshen's departure was a big blow to He Nanai, it can be said that He Nanai has not produced any works since Gu Qingshen left, but she doesn't think this is the reason for He Nanai to give up everything she has now.

After a long time, he spoke again and said: "Nana, I still hope you can think about it, so that we can each take a step back, you are now getting closer and closer to your due date, and it is not advisable to overwork, and we will talk about this matter after you give birth." ”

"If you insist on doing so, I won't persuade you, is that okay?"

He Nana's palm gently covered her bulging abdomen, I don't know if the baby in the belly felt He Nana's touch, and held up a small piece to interact with He Nana, her eyebrows and eyes instantly revealed a gentle look, and she took a deep breath, "Okay." ”

Hung up the phone, He Nanai turned off the TV, lying quietly on the bed alone, feeling the gentle night breeze, the breeze in the midsummer night is always mixed with a heat, she tossed and turned on the bed, and finally lifted the quilt and sat up, her ears vaguely echoed what Elle said to her.

She didn't hesitate to give up everything she has now in the music world, but looking at the lyrics of that sentence, it was really difficult for her to sing that emotion.

Fans have become her a 'healing goddess', and her singing voice can bring warmth to people, and people can think of everything beautiful and warm from her singing, but as a 'healing goddess', who will heal her.

Those words were like a knife on her heart, she couldn't heal herself, she couldn't heal her own heart, how could she heal others.

He Nanai unconsciously walked into the music room that Gu Qingshen personally built for her, although she hadn't stepped in for a long time, but it was spotlessly cleaned, and the furnishings in the room were the same as when she left, making people feel no one else besides her. Her fingertips caressed the wall, her eyes looked at the white grand piano, she stepped forward and stroked the piano repeatedly with her fingertips, her index finger struck a keyboard a little harder, the crisp and pleasant sound made her heart feel a little relieved and steady, she sat on the stool, her fingers relaxed and natural

On the keys, a melodious tune lingers in the corners of the room.

Perhaps it was her inner emotions that made her need a breakthrough, she took a pencil and wrote down notes and lyrics on the paper, so a song called "Winter March of Memory" quickly became popular the next day.

He Nanai has been silent before, and fans have long been at peace, and at this juncture, He Nanai has released a new song, and fans are naturally overjoyed.

In the early hours of the morning, Ai Li was awakened by calls from various people, she looked at the news on Weibo blankly, everyone was cheering for He Nanai's new work, only Ai Li felt that He Nanai was saying goodbye to them with songs.

She never thought that Gu Qingshen's disappearance would affect He Nanai, let alone that He Nanai would be moved to quit the music scene because of Gu Qingshen. A sentence suddenly appeared in my mind - love is not long, and wisdom will hurt.

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