Chapter 92: A Man's Pain
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When Yu Xinrun ran downstairs, Fan Xiaochen was already gone, and in the vast sea of people, he had nowhere to find her.
Yu Xinrun sat on the flower platform with a loss on the ground, and after gradually calming down, there was only bitterness in his heart.
No matter how much you catch up with her, it doesn't seem to change anything.
Cao Rui sent Fan Xiaochen to his new residence, Fan Xiaochen was busy packing up his things, Cao Rui sat on the sofa in the living room with a heavy heart, and after being silent for a long time, he asked, "Doesn't he love you?"
"I don't know, maybe!" she didn't feel that he loved her, not at all.
"Look what bullshit I'm asking! I should ask him!"
"Don't!" Fan Xiaochen pleaded, she felt that the relationship between her and Yu Xinrun had ended so far, and there was no need to increase each other's pain.
You know, how much courage it takes for her to make such a decision.
During the time she was sandwiched between Yu Xinrun and Xu Xinqi, she was really miserable, and now, she not only fulfilled them, but also freed herself.
Between her and Yu Xinrun, they will all come to this point after all, and there is no other way.
Cao Rui frowned, was silent for a long time, and said, "I will be transferred back to City B in two months." ”
"Ah, is it?" Fan Xiaochen took out his clothes from the suitcase and hung them in the closet.
Cao Rui's heart suddenly became cold, he was leaving, but she didn't react at all, after all, she didn't love anymore, and no matter where he went, he couldn't arouse any emotional fluctuations in her.
She didn't care at all, he had become an irrelevant person.
Cao Rui felt that there was always a step between him and Fan Xiaochen, after he knew from Fan Xiaochen that she was in love with Yu Xinrun, he was helpless, and in desperation, he applied to be transferred back to City B, but now the order is down, and it cannot be changed, but Fan Xiaochen is divorced, what else can he do?
Even if he wants to fight for something, what can the two of them change when they are separated?
"I'll go back first. Cao Rui looked disappointed and got up and said.
"Well, okay. Fan Xiaochen was still cold.
Cao Rui left and closed the door, and Fan Xiaochen stopped what he was doing.
For Cao Rui, Fan Xiaochen deliberately snubbed her, and now, she can't tolerate anyone in her heart, and it is even more impossible for her to rekindle her old relationship with Cao Rui.
Between them, they have been entangled for so many years, and they have already exhausted her, and it is enough to eat grass once, and it really doesn't make much sense to eat it a second time.
In the days to come, she will continue to live well alone, and she doesn't want to involve and drag anyone down.
After that, Fan Xiaochen continued to go to work normally every day, and she spent most of her energy on work, because she felt that there was still a long way to go in the future, and only work could give her the capital to survive independently.
Fan Xiaochen often works overtime, treats work hard like never before, when she becomes a truly independent and powerful woman, even in the future, she will always be alone, and her parents have nothing to say, because she has capital and can not need a man.
On this day, Fan Xiaochen worked overtime until late to go home, and saw Cao Rui's car parked downstairs from a distance, and it wasn't until she walked to the front of the car that Cao Rui, who was in a daze, found her.
Cao Rui looked preoccupied.
"Did you come to me for something?" Fan Xiaochen asked with a smile.
Cao Rui got out of the car with a frowning brow and said, "I went to find Yu Xinrun today, since you love him so much, I want to know what he thinks." ”
"The result?" asked Fan Xiaochen.
"The result...... I...... I saw him with a very beautiful woman, and they went home together. ”
Fan Xiaochen's heart twitched, she didn't have to think about it, she also knew who that woman was.
After she withdrew, it was natural for Yu Xinrun and Xu Xinqi to be together, but her heart still hurt.
"So, you divorced Yu Xinrun because of that woman, right?"
"......" Fan Xiaochen was silent.
"If you love him, go for it, snatch him!"
"I don't want to live so cheaply. ”
What does she rob? What does she rob? People love each other, what else does she do? In the face of love, tying up a person for any reason is kidnapping!
"Xiaochen, is there any possibility between us?" Cao Rui just wanted to beg for death in person.
"Without love, any possibility is meaningless. Fan Xiaochen said ruthlessly.
"Okay, I got it. Cao Rui took a step back and said, "You...... Take care of yourself. ”
Fan Xiaochen watched Cao Rui drive away, and in the end, she ended a relationship with her own hands, without any regrets or reluctance, at this moment, her heart was cold.
After deciding to divorce, long before he and Yu Xinrun officially received the divorce certificate, Fan Xiaochen put the house up for sale, and Fan Xiaochen was ashamed to receive this suite, so she wouldn't want it.
Luckily, within a few days of the divorce, she found a new buyer, and she decisively sold the house.
After the money was credited to the account, Fan Xiaochen transferred the part of Yu Xinrun's money, as well as the 300,000 gift money he gave him at the beginning, plus all the money he spent on her when he returned to his hometown to get married.
In addition, Fan Xiaochen still has two bank cards in her hand, one was given by Grandma Yu and the other was given by Ms. Qin, so she naturally can't keep these money.
Fan Xiaochen sent these three cards to Yu Xinrun by express delivery, so that the relationship between her and him was written off, and she didn't owe him anything.
Fan Xiaochen believes that the relationship between her and Yu Xinrun was originally a fair transaction between you and me, and it should not have anything to do with money, she owes him, she has always kept it in mind, and she sold the house this time, but helped her pay it off.
After the divorce, ushered in the first weekend, Fan Xiaochen originally wanted to go to the previous swimming pool to swim, and there was still a balance in the membership card, but after thinking about it, it was not suitable for her to appear in that area again, and she was a little sad to see acquaintances, so she found a nearby swimming pool as a place to practice from time to time in the future.
That afternoon, Fan Xiaochen came out of the swimming pool and received a call from Yu Fei, she said, "Xiaochen, have you moved away from where you lived before?"
"How do you know?" she didn't tell Yu Fei about her divorce.
"Actually, Ming Yang asked me to ask, and he guessed that you had already moved away. ”
Sun Mingyang hadn't been able to "meet" Fan Xiaochen for several days, and he was feeling strange, but later asked the doorman to find out that she had moved away.
When Fan Xiaochen moved and packed up her things, she thought that some things were not easy to move, and it was a pity to throw them away, so she gave them to the doorman uncle and said goodbye to him.
"What did he ask me for?"
"No, that's not the point, Xiaochen, why did you move from there?"
"I ...... Divorced. Fan Xiaochen felt that there was nothing to hide, anyway, for a long time in the future, she would be single, and everyone would have to know sooner or later.
"Divorced?" Yu Fei raised her voice and said, "Xiaochen, is this true?"
"It's true. ”
"Legally, you and Yu Xinrun are no longer husband and wife?"
"Hmm. ”
"I thought that you really did a fake show! Why did you get divorced as soon as you turned around!" Yu Fei sprinkled salt on Fan Xiaochen's wound and said, "Alas, a deal is a deal, it can be said that it is scattered, if it is really a plastic couple, it can't be true." ”
"......" Fan Xiaochen was instantly injured by Yu Fei, and the old injury recurred.
"It's okay or not, so that you will be free in the future, you can fall in love freely, believe me, there are always good men waiting for you behind, and your spring is in the future!"
"Forehead ......"
Emotionally, Fan Xiaochen can't see the future, her healing period is very long, and it takes to forget how long it takes to be alone.
In the last relationship, she forgot about Cao Rui and spent six years, but this time, she didn't know.
"Tell me, where do you live, I'll look for you. ”
After Fan Xiaochen reported his address, Yu Fei smiled and said, "Get ready for dinner, I'm going over to eat!"
Speaking of which, after Fan Xiaochen moved to his new residence, he hadn't opened the pot yet, on the one hand, he was too busy with work and often worked overtime, and on the other hand, he couldn't lift himself up.
After all, she hasn't re-adapted to life alone, and when she was alone before, didn't she still have a good life? Now she feels that everything she eats is tasteless, only work hard, and other times she lives very boring!
Yu Fei was going to make trouble with her at this time, and she could only cheer up and serve her.
Fan Xiaochen went to the vegetable market to carefully select the ingredients and regain the smell of fireworks, although it was just the two of them, she still carefully prepared it according to the meal standard when she and Yu Xinrun were together.
When she was shopping for vegetables, she even had the illusion that she was not separated from Yu Xinrun, and she tried her best to please his stomach.
Because of Fan Xiaochen's divorce, Yu Fei seemed to be very happy, and saying something heartless and heartless could always faintly stimulate Fan Xiaochen, but Fan Xiaochen received her with a smile on her face throughout the whole process, pretending to be very free.
It seems that no one knows how many injuries Fan Xiaochen has suffered this time, under the appearance of strong support, she even deceived herself, and sometimes she forgets the pain, but when she is quiet alone, she feels that she has lost the most important thing in her life, and the missing piece in her heart seems to be unable to make it back.
Yu Fei was full of food and drink, and when he left, he patted Fan Xiaochen on the shoulder and said, "Don't worry, I will find you a man, we must marry happiness this time." ”
"Isn't it supposed to marry love?"
"Marry love, what if it's sadomasochism?
After sending Yu Fei away, the room immediately became deserted, and while washing the dishes, he wondered what Yu Xinrun was doing at the moment, and whether Xu Xinqi would do his best to take care of his diet......
The phone in the living room rang, interrupting Fan Xiaochen's thoughts.
It turned out to be a call from Xu Xinqi, she said, "Xiaochen, you still have a few things to take away, you come back to get them, or will I send them to you?"
"You can help me throw it away as garbage!" Fan Xiaochen said.
"Don't you ask what it is?"
"I don't have anything valuable, for me, anything can be thrown away. Including her feelings.
"Really, I really threw it away!"
"Whatever. ”
If you throw away the old things, you can add new things, and nothing more.