That operation was to crack down on a smuggling ring on the northern border.

Because Cao Yue did not strictly enforce discipline when he was lurking, he was discovered by the enemy in advance, and as a result, he could only launch an attack in a hurry.

The smuggling gang took precautions in advance, and our side paid relatively large losses, with one soldier killed and three wounded.

Although the final result of that operation was still victorious, the elite Oriental Excalibur special forces also paid a relatively large number of casualties.

Punishment is a trivial matter, and the comrades-in-arms who get along day and night sacrifice and leave them forever, which is the saddest thing.

"The comrade-in-arms who died because of my mistake came from the countryside, was the only son in the family, and his parents were both farming for a living, and they were not too young. When the news of his death came back, they almost broke down. Speaking of this, Cao Yue's breathing became heavier, and his voice was low, "I am ashamed of them, but they don't blame me at all, saying that he sacrificed for the country, and they are proud of him." ”

"I don't know what I can do. My mom transferred a sum of money to them through my aunt, but they didn't want to take it. Later, my mother arranged a job for them through a relationship, and through the local government, she built a house for them with her own money, and then applied for medical insurance and social security for them, hoping that they would have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of their lives. But I know that no matter what we do, we can't make up for their loss. There is no way to compensate for the loss of a child with money and possessions. ”

"But I didn't know what else I could do, and I was depressed. Later, my grandfather reprimanded me, saying that if you are a soldier and fight, how can you not sacrifice. Those who are soldiers, the day they put on their uniforms, are ready to fight for the country, and even die for the country, and I am the same. Soldiers dying on the battlefield is the most heroic and heroic way to die. If one day, I die on the battlefield, he will be proud of me. On the battlefield, in times of crisis, no one can guarantee that everyone is perfect, as long as it is not intentional, then there is no need to blame yourself too much, otherwise you will live in the shadows for the rest of your life. ”

"Grandpa told me that since things have happened, then accept it, what I want to do is to eat a trench and grow wise, no matter what I do in the future, I must be more strict with myself, try to pursue perfection, and I can't let it go because of the shortcomings in life. On the battlefield, you must value the lives of your comrades more than your own. There is no way to save the mistakes in the past, and what he told me to do is to try to avoid mistakes in the future mission," Cao Yue did not tell Zheng Han all the words that his grandfather admonished him at that time, because many words could only be said between their grandfather and grandson.

"By the way, I forgot to tell you that I have been a soldier for so many years, experienced many actual battles, and have been wounded. Speaking of this, Cao Yue stopped.

Zheng Han listened very seriously, and when Cao Yue said that she was emotional, she also became sad, and even there were tears in the corners of her eyes. And hearing that Cao Yue had participated in actual combat many times and had been injured, although now Cao Yue was lying by her side unharmed, she still couldn't help but be nervous.

"That accident made me understand a lot and understand more about the meaning of life. ”

"Later, when I was on a mission, I ran into trouble again, I was seriously injured, and my grandfather was ready to let me retire and continue, but I didn't agree, I wanted to stay in the special forces, because I hadn't become the best special forces. ”

"Later my dad supported my decision and gave me the opportunity to join a more elite special forces. The situation of that special forces, please forgive me for not being able to say, but I can tell you that the people who can enter that force are the elite of the elite. The selection of this unit is carried out from the special forces of the special forces of the major military regions, and the final recruitment ratio is very low. I was chosen on my own and stayed there for two years. ”

Speaking of this, Cao Yue was full of pride, "There, I further matured, made more progress, and further understood the true meaning of life in many missions." Again and again, I have transformed from a gentleman to a real special soldier. ”

"In the end, though, I chose to leave the army. Leaving my comrades-in-arms who get along day and night is the biggest regret of my life. ”

"Cao Yue, among the tens of millions of college students in Huaxia, if you can have such an experience, you will definitely not be able to find a second person. Zheng Han leaned sideways, one hand gently brushed Cao Yue's face, "I can imagine how many life and death tests you have experienced over the years, I am proud of your bravery and perseverance, I also admire you, you are a real man, you are much better than I imagined." ”

That's what she really said.

Of course, she wanted to know why Cao Yue finally chose to leave the army to go to college, but she wouldn't ask.

She hoped that Cao Yue would take the initiative to say it, but if Cao Yue didn't say it, she wouldn't probe, she knew that there must be many twists and turns.

It's just that Cao Yue didn't say this in detail, but brushed it off, "Later, my grandfather asked me to come to college, and I also obeyed his arrangement, so I met you." ”

Speaking of this, Cao Yue returned to his previous humor, "Senior sister, if I hadn't made the decision to go to school, I would definitely not have met you, and then my life would not have the surprises it has now." ”

"Me too, you have made me gain too many surprises," Zheng Han stretched out his hand to hug Cao Yue, "Compared with you, my life is really too ordinary, I have been growing up under the care and strict requirements of my parents, and my life path is smooth sailing." I used to think I was very good, so I have always been very proud, but compared to you, I don't have the capital of pride at all. ”

"How can you not have it? You are so good, you are the biggest capital, the eyes of the masses are bright, you can be named the most outstanding school flower of Jiangsu and Zhejiang University, it also proves that you are excellent. ”

These words made Zheng Han's heart suddenly bloom, and his eyes looked at Cao Yue crookedly, "Senior brother, do you think so too?"

"Our family's containment, of course, is the best, not one of them. Cao Yue grinned, and took advantage of Zheng Han's unpreparedness to kiss her on the lips. The topic was too serious, and he didn't want to continue.

Zheng Han is with him, and he hopes that she can always be happy, and she doesn't need to share the previous things.

Zheng Hanjiao snorted, stretched out her hand and pinched Cao Yue, "Casual affection in front of the public, the police will come to trouble us again in a while." ”

"Hee-hee, does it mean it's okay to hide and make love?"

"you," Zheng Han was ashamed, struggling to get up from Cao Yue's arms. "Isn't it late?"

"Are you sleepy?" Cao Yue also stood up and looked at the watch on his wrist, "It's already half past two in the morning." ”

"Then go back," Zheng Han felt a little sleepy and yawned faintly. "Anyway, you can come back often in the future. ”

When the two walked back to the parking lot hand in hand, it was already a quarter past three, and at this time, there was silence by the West Lake, there were almost no people in sight, and there were few cars.

"It seems that there are not many crazy people like us," after starting the car, Cao Yue smiled and said to Zheng Han, who yawned again, "Have you had fun?"

"I'm not bored, I want to continue to hear from you. Zheng Han covered his mouth with one hand and said with a smile: "Your story is more exciting than anyone else's, I like to listen to it very much." ”

"I'll tell you about it when I have a chance. ”

"Well, I'm looking forward to it. ”

"Where are we going?"

"Whatever you want," Zheng Han yawned faintly again, "Just don't trick me into selling it." ”

"Then go to me, right?" As he spoke, Cao Yue had a narrow look.

"Going into the wolf's den again?" Zheng Hanqiao's face turned pink, biting her lip and looking at Cao Yue.

"Actually, with me, you don't have to worry about anything. ”

"Senior brother, actually, your explanation is superfluous," Zheng Han looked at Cao Yue with a smile, "Between us, there is no need for any explanation." ”

"I see," Cao Yue replied with a bright smile.