.. I hope you have a deep affection for the white head

He Nanai's mind repeatedly echoed the last sentence written by Gu Qingshen, "If I can come back safely, this letter will never exist, if I have any accidents, remember to let Nana forget me, only when Gu Qingshen has lost He Nanai in this life, and Gu Qingshen will not marry He Nanai in the next life",

Her hand gripped her left chest tightly.

The cone pain in her heart became more and more intense, and the pain provoked every nerve in her body to scream, and her breathing became more and more unobstructed, as if something was blocking her throat.

The tears were uncontrollably like beads of broken threads snatching out of the eye sockets one after another, and the nails were fiercely embedded in the palms, even if the flesh was blurred and the blood was dripping on the ground, He Nanai didn't seem to feel the slightest pain.

Gu Qingshen, you said that we will not be separated for the rest of our lives, you said that you will be with me for a long, long time in this life, just watch the tide rise and fall together with our gray hair, watch the sunrise and sunset together, how can you easily go back on your word.

You promised me that you would never let go of my hand and would not abandon me in my life, why did you make me forget you now without consulting me at all.

Who do you think you are, and if you say that I will forget you, you will forget you, are you too self-righteous?

If you want to alleviate the guilt in your heart and make me forget you, then I can only tell you, if you don't think about it, He Nanai will not forget Gu Qingshen in this life, He Nanai is destined to be a woman who cares about Shen in this life, I will always wait for you, I will use my waiting to increase the guilt in your heart for me,

I know that you can't bear the guilt in your heart and come to me.

He Nanai was completely immersed in her own thoughts, her mind was full of the content of Gu Qingshen's heart, and she didn't notice when Mo Jue walked in.

"He has news. "Simple six words, without any superfluous emotional fluctuations, very calm, but this sentence seemed to come from a very far away place for He Nanai, she looked up at Mo Jue who walked in in a trance at some point.

Tears slowly rolled down the contours of her cheeks one by one completely uncontrollably, her eyes were full of astonishment and disbelief, she sniffed, reached out to wipe the tears on her face, her hand clutched the letter tightly, and her trembling voice was a little choked, "What did you say?"

Mo Jue walked into his office, "I received a message half an hour ago, they said that someone had seen Qing Shen, which means that Qing Shen is still alive." ”

This also means that he is still alive, he is still alive, and Mo Jue's words are like a powerful bomb exploding in her ears, accompanied by a 'buzz' sound in her ears, and her brain is also blank, her expression is stunned, her eyes are straight, as if she has lost her soul, and the whole person is standing in front of Mo Jue in a daze and facing Mo Jue

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For a long time, she swallowed nervously, "You mean that he is still alive?" She had inquired about Gu Qingshen's whereabouts countless times, but she didn't hear anything, not even a little news, she thought that maybe no news was the best news, after all, Gu Qingshen was more than lucky in that situation, maybe no news meant that Gu Qingshen was not dead, like

The feeling in his heart, the deep affection, he is still alive, living in some corner of this world, he is waiting for himself.

And today, when she heard the news that Mo Jue was waiting for her, He Nanai couldn't tell whether it was joy, excitement, or shock that was indigestible. After a long time, He Nanai slowly digested the news that Mo Jue brought to her in her brain, and a happy smile involuntarily appeared on the corner of her lips, "Where is he, take me to him, take me quickly." She grabbed Mo Jue's arm emotionally, and couldn't wait to see it in her heart

to Gu Shen.

"My people are searching, I believe there will be results soon, during this time, sister-in-law, you can settle down and wait quietly. Mo Jue tried his best to appease He Nanai's emotions, and he didn't know whether it was a good thing or a bad thing for He Nanai about Gu Qingshen's whereabouts.

Gu Qingshen's influence on He Nanai far exceeded the estimation in their hearts, and Gu Qingshen had confessed in his heart to let He Nanai forget him, Mo Jue thought that this was simply a fantasy, Gu Qingshen overestimated his means, and also underestimated He Nanai's feelings for him.

Of course, if you think about it from a different angle, maybe Gu Qing wants to let He Nanai live a normal life, and hopes that he will not always stay in the shadow of his departure.

But often some things are always contrary to people's hearts, and often the more you want one thing, the more that thing will develop in the opposite direction.

Just like Gu Qingshen hopes that He Nanai will forget him, the more Gu Qingshen hopes that He Nanai will forget him, the more He Nanai loves Gu Qingshen deeply, and engraves the name Gu Qingshen in his heart, which is unforgettable and unforgettable.

When He Nanai heard Mo Jue's words, the excitement in her eyes instantly dimmed, she looked at Mo Jue with an unusually lost expression, and her arms slowly fell to the sides of her body, "I know his situation is very bad, in fact, you don't have to hide it from me." "Nope. Mo Jue hurriedly denied it, he pursed his lips and continued to speak: "There is no way to make a conclusion about the matter of love for the time being, but someone has indeed seen him before, but so many days have passed, and you also know that as long as he is alive, he can't always stay in one place, one."

I'm going to find a way to meet you, so it's going to take a while to find out. ”

He Nana nodded, took a deep breath, and a relaxed smile curled up at the corner of her lips, "I know, I'm willing to wait." ”

I am willing to wait for Gu Qingshen, let alone a day, even if it is a lifetime, she is willing, once Gu Qingshen has waited for her for so long, she wants to change her this time to wait for Gu Qingshen.

In the past, she was always used to letting Gu Qingshen wait for her, relying on Gu Qingshen's feelings for her, unscrupulous and misbehaving, this time she wanted to learn from Gu Qingshen to wait slowly.

Waiting for the beloved to return.

The days continued, Mo Jue originally thought that this sudden news would break the peace in He Nanai's heart, but he didn't expect He Nanai to look very normal, he didn't think about it, and he didn't do anything crazy.

You must know that when He Nanai returned to China, the period of time when she lived with the fantasy Gu Qingshen every day really made each of them anxious.

During that time, He Nanai was like crazy, eating with Gu Qingshen, walking with Gu Qingshen, helping Gu Qingshen dress up, Rao is a bold person who couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat when he saw He Nanai like this.

I remember that when He Nanai served Gu Qingshen with vegetables and chatted with Gu Qingshen at the dinner table, he obviously felt the strangeness in the atmosphere. He thought that after He Nana knew Gu Qingshen's news, the last problem would appear again, but he didn't expect that the situation would be much better than he imagined.

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