Chapter 666: It's so hard to live, but it's easy to want to die

At this time, the afterglow of the sunset was gone, but the hall in the small courtyard of the Li family was lit early, and although the food on the table was still fragrant, all the people sitting at the table except Luo Yuqing were men.

Although Li is considered to be a scholar, he has never said that he eats and sleeps silently, not to mention that Chen Jiangliu, who is sitting on the top position, has already had a good time with everyone at the table, no matter what he says, he should not be silent at the dinner table at this time....

Looking at the sunset outside the window, Jun Yiguang's fists under his sleeves were clenched tightly, but his face was still that elegant and graceful appearance, only the frowning eyebrows flowed to vent his worry, "Xiu'er hasn't come to eat yet.....

The Xiliang soldiers attacked without warning, it can be said that in the course of the day, these were exhausted, but the fragrant food on the table was almost the same as before, Jun Yi opened his mouth to break the unbearable silence, but it also hooked up the things that everyone was worried about.

"Brother Jin must be placing that Wu Zhu, presumably she should have something to ask!" Chen Jiangliu, who was still holding a rice bowl in his hand, no longer immersed himself in his thoughts when he heard this, and comforted everyone, "I guess... Brother Jin should ask about some marching deployments or something....."

Looking at the gazes cast by everyone, Chen Jiangliu smiled and put down the white porcelain rice bowl in his hand, "Brother Jin's mood was a little wrong later, I guess it should be what she saw when she was condescending...."

I have to say that Chen Jiangliu was so delicate that he guessed the idea at once, but he later smiled bitterly and said, "It's all my parents' bad work, not only can't help the people under my rule, but also have to rely on Brother Jin's strength." He said, his eyes reddening

"It's not that I don't want to save people from other villages, it's just that the soldiers and horses are tired now, and if I meet Xiliang soldiers on the road, I'm afraid it is... Even... Ay.... It's my incompetence that makes Brother Jin sad and sad........."

After a chuckle, it was Gu Yisheng's warm voice, which was always like a Zhilan jade tree, "Why is this so?" he said softly and slowly, and then his eyes were empty, as if he was thinking about something

"Jinxiu once said that as long as people have absolute strength, they can protect the people they want to protect! Irrelevant people, just do their best, this has nothing to do with good or evil deeds, it is just the most appropriate choice!" What Gu Yisheng didn't know was that when he said this, he was very similar to Jinxiu's appearance of always being indifferent and not caring about speaking.

"Jinxiu always said coldly, but in fact, she was always used to carrying the burden on herself! Just like now, when the sky is full of slaughter, we can only watch from the city wall. As he spoke, pain and regret flashed in his eyes

"Watching her take Tu Shen to fight bloodily to protect us below, when she returns, everything in the village is the same again, but if you don't look at it, who knows what she did and what price she paid........?

Gu Yisheng's words, the atmosphere at the banquet was heavy, even "adults" like Yuesheng and Liu Yufu were speechless, and even Gu Yisheng who said this had more pity in his heart, but Gu Yisheng turned his eyes, looked at Chen Jiangliu, wiped away the bitterness in his eyes, and said with a smile

"Lord Chen, I want to say, you have done a good job now! No matter who you are, you can't protect the people in the world, and now in this situation where you can't protect yourself, we can only save one and count one, I think... Although I am happy to survive surrounded by tens of thousands of Xiliang soldiers today, I really don't have much appetite, just in case, I still go back to my room to prepare my weapons, and I will lose my company first....."

After he finished speaking, he hugged his fists with everyone, and the person with a gentleman's elegant face could see that he said, "It's so difficult to live, but it's easy to die!"

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In the study room of the side courtyard, the silver charcoal in the iron furnace was burned "whining", the fire reflected on the ground and dyed a dim red, and the smoker on the mahogany shelf next to the bookshelf was smoking, no longer the sandalwood that helped people sleep, but the refreshing and good-smelling incense.

There is little room for the huge bookshelves that line the three walls, showing the erudition of the owner, the floor is covered with pure white fur, there are no wide chairs, only a small low table and four futons, the teapot on the table is bubbling with a slightly bitter aroma, and the candlesticks not far from it reflect the two people who should not have sat opposite each other so calmly.....

At this time, the afterglow of the sunset was gone, but the hall in the small courtyard of the Li family was lit early, and although the food on the table was still fragrant, all the people sitting at the table except Luo Yuqing were men.

Although Li is considered to be a scholar, he has never said that he eats and sleeps silently, not to mention that Chen Jiangliu, who is sitting on the top position, has already had a good time with everyone at the table, no matter what he says, he should not be silent at the dinner table at this time....

Looking at the sunset outside the window, Jun Yiguang's fists under his sleeves were clenched tightly, but his face was still that elegant and graceful appearance, only the frowning eyebrows flowed to vent his worry, "Xiu'er hasn't come to eat yet.....

The Xiliang soldiers attacked without warning, it can be said that in the course of the day, these were exhausted, but the fragrant food on the table was almost the same as before, Jun Yi opened his mouth to break the unbearable silence, but it also hooked up the things that everyone was worried about.

"Brother Jin must be placing that Wu Zhu, presumably she should have something to ask!" Chen Jiangliu, who was still holding a rice bowl in his hand, no longer immersed himself in his thoughts when he heard this, and comforted everyone, "I guess... Brother Jin should ask about some marching deployments or something....."

Looking at the gazes cast by everyone, Chen Jiangliu smiled and put down the white porcelain rice bowl in his hand, "Brother Jin's mood was a little wrong later, I guess it should be what she saw when she was condescending...."

I have to say that Chen Jiangliu was so delicate that he guessed the idea at once, but he later smiled bitterly and said, "It's all my parents' bad work, not only can't help the people under my rule, but also have to rely on Brother Jin's strength." He said, his eyes reddening

"It's not that I don't want to save people from other villages, it's just that the soldiers and horses are tired now, and if I meet Xiliang soldiers on the road, I'm afraid it is... Even... Ay.... It's my incompetence that makes Brother Jin sad and sad........."

After a chuckle, it was Gu Yisheng's warm voice, which was always like a Zhilan jade tree, "Why is this so?" he said softly and slowly, and then his eyes were empty, as if he was thinking about something

"Jinxiu once said that as long as people have absolute strength, they can protect the people they want to protect! Irrelevant people, just do their best, this has nothing to do with good or evil deeds, it is just the most appropriate choice!" What Gu Yisheng didn't know was that when he said this, he was very similar to Jinxiu's appearance of always being indifferent and not caring about speaking.