Chapter 8 Goodbye without goodbye, never again
Fan Ran patted her shoulder lightly, Guo Yan still didn't move, he sat down next to Guo Yan and hugged her over, Guo Yan leaned his head over and leaned on Fan Ran's shoulder, then raised his head and motioned for Fan Ran to kiss her, Fan Ran unconsciously avoided it, and then raised his lips.
When it was dark, Fan Ran hugged Guo Yan tighter.
Guo Yan always has a melancholy expression, with a faint sense of sadness, which is endearing and pitiful.
"I haven't come out to see you for a few days, I miss you so much. ”
"Me too. Fan Ran laughed awkwardly.
Fan Ran gently stroked her shoulders and her back, and Guo Yan was a little emotional: "Let's go open a room, shall we?"
Fan Ran nodded.
They entered the room, closed the door, in this space with only the two of them, they became even more presumptuous, Fan Ran hugged her and kissed and touched, Guo Yan was also more active, she kissed back, hugged Fan Ran tightly, and rolled onto the bed......
And just like that, they went crazy all night.
The next day, they all worked the morning shift and returned to their respective jobs. Still as usual, Fan Ran got ready, and the first thing he did was to go to Xiao Xie's floor to have a look.
Xiao Xie was busy doing the work at hand, and when she saw Fan Ranlai, she had a happy expression on her face, and it could be seen that she was laughing and laughing happily in her heart. Fan Ran walked into the room and sat down on the luggage cabinet behind Xiao Xie, Xiao Xie turned his head and saw Fan Ran's expression a little unnatural: "What's wrong with you?
"Nothing. ”
Xiao Xie walked to the door and closed the door, then turned around and came in and hugged Fan Ran and kissed deeply, she pressed her chest tightly against Fan Ran's chest, kissed for a while, and then ran over to open the door. Then the work at hand began.
Fan Ran didn't say anything, walked out of the room and returned to his work.
And so it goes, day by day. He still walks around the creek after work.
"What's the matter?" Fan Ran muttered in his heart: "Isn't Guo Yan on the day shift these days? Why don't you see her by the river?" Fan Ran didn't see Guo Yan when she went to the river for four days in a row, and she didn't see her at work during the day? "What's wrong?" "Maybe she will go back to the dormitory to lie on the bed and play after work." ”
The more he thought about it, the more wrong it became, and he quickly ran from the river to the front desk of the villa, and at this time the front desk was Huang Zhu with Violent Teeth at work. Before Fan Ran approached, she grinned: "Xiao Fan, won't you go back after work?"
Fan Ran didn't bother to pay attention to this: "What about Guo Yan, I haven't seen her for a few days." Where did she go?"
"Oh, she's going home. ”
Fan Ran interrupted her: "Go home, why don't I know?"
She told the manager and the personnel department that there was an urgent matter at home, and they were in a hurry, so they rented a car and walked for three days. ”
"Do you know anything about her?"
"Yes, I heard that you ......, is it true?" said and pointed at Fan Ran with his finger, laughed weirdly twice, and suddenly lowered his voice again: "I heard that her mother fell into the well, and I don't know anything else." ”
Fan Ran hurriedly picked up the phone at the front desk and dialed Guo Yan's number, and the sound of the phone being turned off prompted on the other end of the phone.
"What is this? Fan Ran was anxious and angry: "Do you take me so seriously?" Fan Ran muttered repeatedly in his heart.
The phone couldn't get through, Fan Ran was not angry, and returned to the dormitory angrily, Xiao Zhang and Wei Ping were there, and he didn't have the heart to pay attention to them. He lay down on the bed with his clothes.
Fan Ran couldn't sleep in bed, so he got up and went downstairs, but he didn't know what to do, and when he passed a commissary, he stopped, bought a cigarette, and ran to the stone by the river where they used to be together. Sit down, light a cigarette (it was the first time in his life), follow the example of others, and take a deep breath: "Ahem, ahem!" followed by a violent cough.
He felt like he was coughing up blood pouring into his head, coughing up oxygen, suffocating, and almost fainting.
Fan Ran didn't know if he had ever loved, maybe he didn't know what real love was, but he lost, it was a real loss, a real loss. Guo Yan didn't say hello when he left, he had a hunch that he wouldn't see her again.
People are often like this, what they get, especially what they get easily, they don't feel precious in the process of owning it, and they feel pity when they lose it. But at the moment of loss, what can you do? Human beings are small and powerless, and they are like this in the face of many things.
Fan Ran thought of Guo Yan's gentleness on the stone, and felt very uncomfortable. He lit another cigarette and took a deep breath, his body still coughing violently in return, and he couldn't resist it.
It was late at night, Fan Ran dragged the void body back to the dormitory, Xiao Zhang and Weiping were already asleep, sleeping so naturally and deeply. And he, again, had a sleepless night.
The sky will always be bright and the sun will rise every morning.
The days will also stretch backwards day by day, and it will not stop because of whom.
If you are tired and tired, find a secluded corner to put your mind to rest.
At work the next day, the first thing Fan Ran did was to call Guo Yan's phone, and it was still the same, as he expected, the phone was turned off. He went to Xiao Xie's floor again, and as always, Xiao Xie was busy with the work at hand. When she saw Fan Ran coming, a bright smile appeared on her face, but Fan Ran was still frowning, seeing this, Xiao Xie stopped smiling: "What's wrong with you? Xiao Fan?"
Fan Ran shook his head and didn't say anything.
Xiao Xie stopped what he was doing: "What's wrong, you see that you look unhappy, it makes people anxious." ”
Fan Ran still shook his head.
Xiao Xie went and closed the door, stood in front of Fan Ran face to face, and hugged his waist: "Do you miss me, don't you see me every day." Tell me if you miss me. After saying that, he smiled wickedly and brought his mouth closer to Fan Ran's mouth. Fan Ran gently pushed Xiao Xie away, and forced an embarrassed smile: "Let's go to the river after work?"
"Okay, okay, remember to wait for me after work. ”
Without waiting for Xiao Xie to finish speaking, Fan Ran had already walked out of the door. And Xiao Xie looked at Fan Ran's back, feeling strange in his heart, but he didn't know what the reason was, there was a kind of indescribable strangeness.
At sunset, the wind by the creek is already a little cooler. They held hands and walked slowly along the edge of the creek. Xiao Xie said happily here and there, but Fan Ran didn't say a word, he was like this for a long time, Xiao Xie was anxious: "What's wrong with you? As he spoke, he turned sideways and made a naughty expression to Fan Ran.
Seeing that Fan Ran still didn't speak, Xiao Xie found a chair and sat down: "Hmph, if you don't say it, just don't do it, I'll play by myself." She turned her head and was silent.
Fan Ran took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket and lit it.
"Wow, why do you smoke too, I haven't seen you smoke, huh, what's cool?"
Fan Ran couldn't stand her anymore, and he didn't have time to think about anything more, but his mood was much better. He took a puff of cigarette and spit gently at Xiao Xie's nose, Xiao Xie didn't care, he was choked and coughed, but Fan Ran suddenly blocked Xiao Xie's mouth with his lips. Xiao Xie shook his hand vigorously and shook his head: "Go away, go away, you smoke so weird, I can't stand it." ”
Fan Ran let go, looked at Xiao Xie's appearance, and showed a hint of a smile.
"Is it that Guo Yan is gone, are you unhappy, is it that you really have something with her?" said!" Xiao Xie looked very serious.
Fan Ran's face changed suddenly: "No." With that, he took a deep breath of his cigarette and coughed again.
"Okay, believe you, but I knew it the day Guo Yan left, but I didn't tell you. Xiao Xie said slowly.
Fan Ran wanted to ask why, but he didn't dare to ask, pretending to be relaxed listening to Xiao Xie's story, waiting for her to say next, he knew that they should know something about their girls' dormitory together.
"I heard that her mother fell into a dry well and injured herself, but that wasn't the main reason he went back. It seems that her family urged her to go back and get married, and I heard that she found a good in-law for her, and she is always rich. ”
Fan Ran smiled lightly, threw the cigarette butt in his hand far away, and turned his head to look at Xiao Xie: "When are you going to get married?"
"Haha, it depends on when there is a person who loves me very much. ”
Fan Ran hugged Xiao Xie over, let her head rest on her shoulder, and stopped making a sound.
There was relative silence for a while.
There are countless cold stars in the night sky, some of which are passing by, and some of them are motionless, as if they are watching over everyone in this city.
It was late at night, and they were all tired, but Fan Ran didn't feel sleepy: "Master, let's go drink?"
"Ahh ”
"Two bottles of drunkenness, just one bottle. Hey. Saying that, Fan Ran had gotten up, and Xiao Xie followed Fan Ran to their last shop.
It's still the same, Xiao Xie eats wildly at the table, Fan Ran looked at her eating, and suddenly felt that she was so cute, and laughed unconsciously.
"Why are you always looking at me, eat quickly, I need to eat something before I can drink with you." She kept eating as she spoke.
This time, Fan Ran ordered a little more food, because he was afraid that Xiao Xie would not eat enough.
"Come on, come on, drink, but I'll only drink one, and if you're happy, I'll not have more than two. As he spoke, he picked up the cup and dried it himself.
Fan Ran smiled: "I'm also afraid that you will drink too much, I can't carry you if I drink too much?" said Fan Ran and laughed again.
Xiao Xie pouted suddenly: "Am I that fat?" ”
However, they didn't drink too much tonight, Fan Ran wanted to get drunk, but he didn't get drunk. And Xiao Xie doesn't need to get drunk anymore. After drinking, they went to the same small hotel as before.