Kong Yixian didn't sleep all night, watching the scenery outside the window go from pitch black to dawn. When the snow stopped the next morning, I finally got off the couch.

The first snowfall of the winter was more than expected, and today happened to be the weekend, and many citizens walked out of their homes wrapped in warm down jackets and took photos before the snow melted.

Lu Shan entered the door with breakfast, pretending to be relaxed and chatting with her, "We agreed yesterday, let's go out for a walk, I haven't been playing in the snow for a long time, why don't you go to the park?"

Kong Yixian didn't nod, but asked how she and Liang Fei were doing. Lu Shan choked, what else could he do......

"Don't worry, I'm not going to break up with him, it's just ...... It's nothing, but Xian," she thought about the main purpose of coming today, but she was still a little unsure in her heart, pinching her chopsticks and poking the bottom of the bowl of porridge for a while, "I thought about it last night, you see that it's not easy for you to find a job again now, and you can't row it if you lose your archery, or ......"

Kong Yixian looked up at her in disbelief, "Even you said that? Lin Nengjin came looking for you? Did he know where Chang Yi was? Did Chang Yi ask him to find you?"

Lu Shan, who was blocked by her series of questions, blinked and said dryly, "No...... I just think that since the provincial team wants you to go in so much, it will definitely not stop until the goal is achieved, and even ...... What about making Chang Yi's situation even more disadvantaged? So you want me to say it...... Why don't you think about it?"

She said so much, Kong Yixian didn't react, just looked at her silently, and then put down the chopsticks.

Lu Shan cautiously looked at her expression, and there was a little drumming in her heart, for fear that she would continue to ask. But Kong Yixian didn't even have this interest, and looked out the window, "I'm not going." ”

She firmly believes that Chang Yi will only come back if she does not go to the provincial team. She was going to wait for the bastard to say sorry to her, and then tie him up and never be separated.

But she called the past, but there was no reply. On the contrary, the provincial team persevered in chasing her, and she was just like Chang Yi who didn't answer the phone, no matter how bitter the other party was, she just didn't agree.

Seeing her strength in not going out and refusing to enter the provincial team, Lu Shan had no choice, she didn't want to help the provincial team, she just didn't want to see her friend end up with nothing.

So that afternoon, Mother Kong came.

Kong Yixian knew that Shan told her mother, and she didn't blame her, and after pouring her mother a cup of tea, she quietly waited for her counting. But Kong's mother just said a word.

"Silly boy, people still have to live. ”

Maybe I didn't expect my mother to open her mouth and scold, Kong Yixian raised her head a little unexpectedly and saw that her mother's eyes were a little wet.

Kong's mother didn't shy away from it, and hugged her daughter in her arms with emotion, "At the beginning, my mother told you that the road of athletes is not easy to walk, and you have to stick to it." Mom also reminded you that if you get along, there will definitely be obstacles. It's also you who said that you can only be happy if you are with him, so don't cry now......?

She breathed a sigh of relief and held her daughter and shook it gently, "He's just hiding, and you can have a chance to meet again in the future." It's not like your dad, who never came back when he went out. I was also sad when your dad had an accident, but the days still have to pass, don't you see that our mother and daughter still survived. ”

Kong Yixian rubbed in her mother's arms, thinking of her father, who had been away for several years, and felt even more panicked. Will Chang Yi be like her father and never give her a chance to see each other again?

However, Kong's mother came this time, and the purpose is also very clear, since her daughter has chosen the path of being an athlete, she can't give up halfway. Because a man can only do it for a fool to ruin his good future.

But when it comes to this issue, Kong Yixian doesn't want to listen to it anymore, "Mom...... What's the point of me joining the provincial team now?"

"Is the purpose of your life to be a man, neither for yourself nor for your mother?"

The mother's serious tone suddenly made Kong Yixian speechless, and even the warmth just now was not much left. For Mother Kong, the daughter who gave up her life because she didn't have a man is too unproductive, even if she is very sad now, even if she is distressed, she should be scolded.

After all, Kong Yixian, who was still scolded, was not so depressed, but she still rejected entering the provincial team.

Kong's mother is not verbose, she still has something to do at night, so she has no time to sit here, "If you are still my daughter, just listen to your mother and go to train for the competition honestly." If you don't go, you can do whatever you want, even if you die, I won't stop you. Anyway, if I don't have your father, I'll miss you. ”

This kind of words poked straight into Kong Yixian's heart. She watched her mother close the door and leave without looking back, her tears rolling bigger and bigger, squatting on the ground and sobbing.

Damn, she can't help but listen. But she really didn't want to, so she had to be forced to face a training career that made her resist and resent.

There were no lights on in the house, and it was dark at night. The laughter of other people's homes reached her ears, and she felt that there was nothing to be happy about in her world.

Later, the charging mobile phone suddenly lit up, and the ringtone of the incoming call was exclusive to Chang Yi. She was stunned, and then quickly got up and rushed over, regardless of her dizziness and dark eyes, for fear of missing his call.

She put her phone to her ear, and suddenly had the illusion that he was by her side, "Chang Yi, when will you come back." ”

Chang Yi didn't speak immediately, but the slightly rapid breathing let her know that he was there, and none of them were in a hurry, holding their mobile phones in silence for two or three minutes.

After that, Chang Yi finally spoke, his voice hoarse as if he hadn't spoken for half a century, "Yixian, I beg you, join the provincial team." ”

Hearing this, Kong Yixian's heart was cold again, pinching her mobile phone and wanting to hang up the phone but reluctant.

"You didn't even say hello to me, and even made a decision and a choice for me without authorization, why do you expect me to listen to you at this time?

Chang Yi knew that she was angry, and he didn't argue for himself, "I'm sorry, you can scold me as much as you want, but you still have to go to the provincial team, after all-"

"After all, this is my only way out, if I don't go, your efforts will be in vain, right? Who made you pay so self-righteously? Did I say that it doesn't matter if you don't join the provincial team, as long as you are with you? You can only hear other people's words in your ears, but you can't listen to what I say, right?"

Kong Yixian blocked the words, but the more she spoke, the more aggrieved she became. Chang Yi heard her crying, and couldn't help but coax, but he wasn't by her side, this kind of company that could be heard but not touched made her even more uncomfortable.

It wasn't until she slowly calmed down that Chang Yi said a word.

"Yixian, I want to see you in the ring, even if I can't stand behind you, I can be proud of you. You're my only hope of getting through this, I'...... We'll be back together, we will. ”

Who knew that Kong Yixian smiled, but the corners of her mouth quickly drooped, "Do you think I still want to see you? ”

After saying this, she quickly hung up the phone, let the charging cable of the phone rip off, and fell to the ground with a dazzling cold light.

She made countless phone calls to hear his voice, and finally waited for it, but said such things to hurt him.

Is it good to be together again, I still want to be with you, don't take it seriously and don't see me, I just can't do without you.

We're all big bastards......

Tonight is another torment for Kong Yixian who can't sleep, but in a corner of the city, Chang Yi is also uncomfortable.

He didn't dare to delay Kong Yixian's way forward, and wanted to be as close to her as possible, so even if people went to the empty building, he still stayed in the city and didn't leave.

Chang Dao did not break his promise, and as soon as he disappeared, he immediately notified Yixian. But what he didn't expect was that Yixian would refuse so resolutely, and even Mr. He and Lu Shan couldn't persuade him.

Not only him, but I'm afraid that the provincial team and even the culprit Chang Dao didn't expect this to be the case. But for the national team, at most, she just lost a good seedling, she didn't want to, no one would beg her.

But Chang Yi couldn't watch Yixian lose a great opportunity in life, so he could only hurt her again, even if it would make her hate herself even more.

After hanging up the phone, he looked at the hundreds of missed calls, and the corners of his eyes were a little wet.

Yixian, your life really can't be blocked by me, I'm sorry, I can't be by your side anymore.

Two people, hiding in their respective worlds, even in a warm air-conditioned room, their hearts are as unthawed as the ice and snow outside. When the sun without temperature fell through the clouds again, the scenery outside the window was different from yesterday.

Wherever the ice edges are hung, there are rows of shiny lights, and occasionally water droplets fall, making the road slippery and difficult to walk. After a night of freezing, a thin layer of ice crust formed on the snow on the roadside, and some playful children deliberately stepped on it, and the crisp cracking sound was accompanied by laughter.

A rare pleasure in winter.

Kong Yixian received a call from the provincial team again, this time she agreed, and it happened that the notification letter had also been received, and she could leave for Hudong today. It's rushed, but there's really nothing to delay.

Lu Shan was the only one who saw her off, and Liang Fei originally wanted to come, but Lu Shan refused. This made Kong Yixian a little worried, and patted her arm with white anger, "Don't be like this, you guys don't reconcile, and I don't feel at ease when I go to the team." I didn't give up my life because of Chang Yi, why should you delay your happiness for me. ”

"No ......" Lu Shan pouted a little childishly, her hands were in her pockets of her clothes, her nose was a little red from the cold, and she didn't look as energetic as Kong Yixian. "I just can't bear you, I just want to talk to you more. You said that you did everything so suddenly, I was not prepared at all. ”

Kong Yixian knew her little emotions, and while pulling the suitcase, she walked slowly with her, "Let's go while I haven't regretted it, don't worry, I'm such an adult, can I not be as independent as those teenage children." ”

Lu Shan didn't say much, and accompanied her until she was stopped outside the security checkpoint. Kong Yixian entered the waiting room with a sigh of relief, through the two glass walls, turned around and smiled at her, but turned her back and wiped away the tears that she finally couldn't hold.

agreed to go to Hudong with him, but in the end, she was alone, and there would be no him outside the provincial team, and even relatives and friends were not around.

This kind of torment will have to be faced after all.