61 Bone scars
The doorbell rang, Zhang Lei opened the door, and there was a well-armed sunny standing outside the door.
Zhang Lei let her in: "It's hard to find here." ”
Sunny took off his mask and sunglasses as he walked towards the sofa in the living room, asking, "What the hell did OPPA .....do with us Taeyeon?" before he could finish his sentence, and the rest of the questions were frightened by the sight of soju bottles on the coffee table.
Zhang Lei brought the door, returned to the sofa and sat down, poured himself a glass of soju, drank it all, and raised his eyebrows with a flushed face: "Taeyeon xi.... What's wrong with her?"
Sunny came back to his senses and frowned when he heard Zhang Lei's salutation: "Taeyeon... What the hell have you been through? What have you been through? And what have you been doing, one of you is going to come home and wipe your tears sadly, and the other is drinking here?"
Zhang Lei rubbed his cheeks with both hands: "Taeyeon Xi is crying? But send Amida, it's my fault, I shouldn't have said those words..."
Sunny sat down on the single couch, picked up a bottle of soju and poured it into his mouth.
Zhang Lei reached out and grabbed Sunny's wrist to stop her from drinking, and explained to her puzzled eyes: "You come by car, don't drink while driving." ”
Sunny sighed speechlessly, "I can call a substitute driver...."
Zhang Lei shook his head stiffly: "You are a girl's family, I don't worry." ”
Sunny helplessly raised his forehead: "Oppa, it's still daytime, have you drunk too much?" It's just been lunch for a long time..."
Zhang Lei nodded his head: "Ah, it's still daytime, Mi Yane." ”
Sunny put down the soju bottle in his hand, got up and went to the kitchen to get a glass and wash it, and touched Zhang Lei with a glass of soju, and drank it all.
Sunny: "Tell me about it, how did you suddenly get to this point, I thought you two could be so screwed up for a year, what's wrong?"
Zhang Lei drank the soju in the cup and wiped his lips with the back of his hand: "Today, I realized that everything between me and her is just my imagination...."
Sunny frowned and wondered, "Speculation, what do you mean?"
Zhang Lei seemed to think of some funny joke: "Hehe, it means... Scold... It means that everything is my wishful thinking!hahaha.... I liked her like a madman, and I shamelessly thought she liked me too... In fact... All of them"
Zhang Lei waved his hand and laughed: "Haha, today.... Today... I just knew that these were all wishful thinking on my part~ I'm also... I still asked her to wait for me, and I also confessed to her... Now that I think about it, it's so embarrassing qinjia~"
Sunny looked at Zhang Lei, who was smiling bitterly, looked at his extremely sad eyes, didn't look sad anymore, blinked and held back his tears.
Sunny and Zhang Lei clinked glasses and drank them cleanly: "Oppa, what did you say?
Zhang Lei put away his smile, took a deep breath, and said with a casual smile: "Actually, it's nothing, Xu Xian asked me to go to Hanjiang Park, I just wanted to make things clear to Xu Xian." ”
Sunny holds his chin: "What happened later?"
Zhang Lei: "Although I feel very sorry for Xu Xian, I still make it clear what I should say." Later, Kim Hee-cheol called me and asked me to play, and Taeyeon was there..."
Sunny: "Are OPPA and Heeche OPPA familiar with each other?"
Zhang Lei shook his head: "It's okay, I've been a colleague for 5 years, and when they are busy, they will occasionally transfer me over and run with me for a few days." You don't know Xiche's 'self-cooked perfect score' character, and then I fell into gambling, and he cut off contact with me. Haven't I been working again recently, but at Lee Jung-jae's place, Seoul is such a big place, it is inevitable to encounter it, and it is even ordinary, so I have resumed contact. ”
Sunny crossed his chin with his fingers crossed, "And what happened to Oppa and Taeyeon?"
Zhang Lei played with the glass in his hand and said faintly: "When I got there, something was wrong, although she still avoided me a little before, but at least she could talk and communicate with feedback, but not this time, she ignored me the whole time." ”
"Finally, when the show ended, I stopped her with words before getting into her car. I had a plan before I got in the car, even if I gave up my 'self-esteem', I had to say what I wanted to say, if I didn't say it this time, according to her state at that time, I might not have a chance to say it in the future..."
Sunny: "And then? Did you say it?"
Zhang Lei poured the soju in the glass into his stomach, and his brain was dizzy: "I said that I like her, and I miss her like crazy every day.... I threw my pride on the ground and said so, but..."
Sunny looked up intently, "But what?"
Zhang Lei pinched his eyebrows, shook his head, but found that the headache was still there: "But she didn't react at all... At that time, I was thinking that she hated me very much, and the so-called withdrawal was not because of Xu Xian at all, but because she didn't like me at all. ”
"What a stupid and ridiculous thing I have done, and I asked her, 'Have you ever liked me, even for a moment?' At that time, even if she gave me the slightest possibility, even if she comforted me and said that it was only for a moment that moved my heart, I had the courage to continue......
"However, when the reality shines into a fluke, I realize that I am really... Hehe, her silence means that everything before is my wishful thinking. You say how stupid I am, how stupid I am, I didn't find out this until today, how grandiose Taeyeon Xi should be, I actually endured it until now, I have been bearing it, thinking of this, I really feel guilty and want to die.... To put it mildly, it's nothing short of harassment. ”
Sunny whispered, "What did you say later?"
Zhang Lei grinned: "Later.... I wanted to pick up the 'self-esteem', but I found that it had long been torn apart.... In the end, I picked up a piece and covered my heart and escaped from the car...."
Sunny looked at Zhang Lei, who was smiling awkwardly, opened his mouth, and bowed his head silently.
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Back in the dormitory, Sunny who was changing his shoes in the hallway said weakly, "I'm back..." After pushing the door in, in the huge room, Taeyeon hugged Kim Tae-taek against the bed and sat on the ground in a daze.
Seeing that Taeyeon was sitting wither, he didn't even notice that he had come in, Sunny shook his head and muttered to himself, "Okay, two people, you have to hurt each other, alas...."