72 The Meaning of Friends
"Later, I tried to pick up the 'self-esteem', but I found that it had already been torn apart.... In the end, I picked up a piece to cover my heart and escaped from the car .... ”
Resentment, anger, and grief can make tears flow for a while, and eventually gradually disappear with the wind, and only the tears of guilt and grievance will last for a long time. Tears vent emotions, the deeper the emotion, the heavier the tears, and Kim Taeyeon choked up so much that she couldn't breathe ....
The phone was silent for a while, and Sunny sighed silently: "Where should you be hiding and crying now, my dear family, do you have a lot of grievances? Are you complaining that I don't understand you? Do you resent me for saying so many vicious things?"
Kim Taeyeon raised the back of her hand and wiped the tears from her eyes, don't look over her head and don't look at her phone, as if Sunny was by her side, and she would see it when she lost her temper, muttering: "Stinky girl, you have to quibble again... ”
In the recording, Sunny smiled: "Are you saying that I want to quibble? Stinky girl Kim Taeyeon~"
Kim Taeyeon wiped her tears and laughed out loud, listening to the language in the recording: "Taeyeon, who am I Sunny, I'm Lee Soon-gyu, I'm your roommate for five years, can I not understand you?
"I know that OPPA is a little disconnected in dealing with Xu Xian's affairs. I also know that oppa's aggressive behavior makes you unable to cope. I also know that what you want is frank love, and I know that Xu Xian's existence makes you unable to accept this relationship openly. You are afraid of others saying that you are busy robbing men, you are afraid of those ugly words that others say, you are a person who cares about other people's eyes. ”
"When you were a trainee, because others laughed at your accent, you were silent for more than a month, and you secretly practiced Seoul dialect by yourself, until you went out to talk to strangers, and others couldn't hear your accent, so you started to speak, and even refused to speak in dialects in the show. Taeyeon looked down and wrinkled her fingers and sniffled.
"When Park Jung-so was courteous to you, the damned 'long-tongued women' in the trainees laughed at you, didn't you never talk to him until he got married, but fortunately you ignored his 'split-leg man' at that time. ”
"Who else in this world can understand you but me? But Taeyeon, oppa, he's different. I sympathize with Oppa's plight, I know him as a person, and there are not many people in the circle who are comparable to Oppa's temperament and performance. I admire him, but how can I be angry with you because I admire him, because he has been hurt by you?
"You and him have come to this point, laughing and hurting each other, as if they have been separated several times, but until now, you have almost died before you even started. ”
"If it's wishful thinking on one side, but you obviously like each other, but you have come to this point. Do you know Taeyeon? It's rare to have two feelings happy in life, and when you meet the right person, the rest is all about the future. ”
"I'm just standing not far from you, watching you step by step into the abyss, helpless, trying to pull you back, but nothing can be done... So, I can only use all my strength to push you hard at all costs, hoping to see you fly over the deep cliff two steps away..... It hurts, Miane .... ”
"Taeyeon, if you resent me and interfered with your feelings in this way, I will admit it. I don't ask you to forgive me for everything I did, I just ask you to be brave, a little braver, just a little bit! Give him a chance, and give yourself a chance. Whether you are destined or not, no matter what the final result is, I hope that after this step, I can see your smiling face again, which is my only wish as a friend. ”
Silence returned to the car, except for the sound of tears dripping on the backs of his hands.
Sunny's naughty voice suddenly came from the phone: "Oh! Do you think this is the end?!
Taeyeon burst into tears and muttered, "Stinky girl." ”
Sunny in the recording suddenly called out in a sweet voice, "Taeyeon~~"
Kim Taeyeon replied as if Sunny was by her side, "Hey, what are you doing... ”
Sunny changed to a relaxed tone and said, "Must .... Happiness .... ”
Kim Taeyeon raised her head and blinked, and after a while, she seemed to reply, "A-ta-so.... ”
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Zhang Shi sat on the late-night bus, looking out the window in a daze, his brows were slightly wrinkled unconsciously, and the corners of his mouth seemed to be heavy and heavy, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't raise half a point. Suddenly, the crisp prompt of the iPhone sounded, waking up Zhang Shi in a daze.
Take out your phone and unlock the kakao who saw Sunny's post: "I forced Taeyeon out of the house, I'm heading to oppa, driving, the speed should be fast, oppa hurry up, it's the last chance." ”
Zhang Shi's eyes widened violently, and his fingers moved: "When did she go out? I'm on the bus, will it be there? That community is generally safe at night, how can she take this risk at night?"
Sunny: "It's not for you, oppa, do you know what I did to push her out?qinjia, now you know you're worried about Taeyeon?!" GIF)
Zhang Shi: "Miyane, thank you, I'll hurry back now." ”
Zhang Shigang stood up, about to open his mouth to ask the driver to stop, Sunny sent Kakao over again: "oppa, don't worry, she is not familiar with the route, she can't follow the navigation quickly, I sent her something, and it can delay her for ten minutes, oppa time is enough." ”
Zhang Shi looked at the information and nodded, got up and came to the door of the train, pressed the red square button, the driver silently stopped at the next platform, and Zhang Shi hurriedly waved to stop a taxi after getting off the train.
I got out of the car, looked at the parking lot for a long time, didn't see Taeyeon's car, took out my phone and sent a message to Sunny, "Taeyeon hasn't arrived yet, what should I do?"
Sunny: "Oppa, don't be nervous, think about what she has to say for a while." ”
Zhang Shi took a deep breath, clenched his fist to cheer himself up, and after a while, his shoulders collapsed, and he sent a message to Sunny at a loss: "Should I wait for her here in the parking lot?"
Sunny: "OPPA should just go home and wait for Taeyeon, as for what to say, I can't help OPPA." (Spread hands. GIF)
Zhang Shi: "But... I'm not worried. ”
Sunny: "Oppa, just hide in the shadows and watch her safely go upstairs before you go back and wait, okay? ”
Zhang Shi nodded, hiding in the parking lot and the necessary place of the residential building, even if the mosquitoes and flies around him were flying, he just fanned his hand to drive them away, without making a sound.