Chapter 229: The Feeling of Being Abandoned
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Lu Xiaoxi stuck to the railing, used all his strength, and howled a few times at the rolling waves and ghosts in the distance, which finally made his mood feel a little better, and most of the anger he was holding back was eliminated.
As a result, just as she wanted to roar twice again, she heard An Liang's voice ringing in her ears.
Lu Xiaoxi was stunned for a moment, turned his head to look at the familiar face, and his eyes widened, wondering if he had heard it wrong.
"What are you staring at, you kidnapped me here in the middle of the night, don't tell me, you just want to yell twice to vent your feelings. β
An Liang also leaned his body against the railing, ready to roar twice at the river under the night sky.
This is the first time for An Liang, seeing Lu Xiaoxi's excited look just now, it should be quite exciting and fun, right?
"Hahahaha......"
Lu Xiaoxi finally reacted, laughed loudly, and then snorted, "Who said that this girl wants to chat with you, can't you just come to vent? Besides, who is this girl? How could she do such a stupid thing as jumping into the river? Isn't that tantamount to suicide?"
"Isn't it all like this?" An Liang replied nonchalantly.
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Lu Xiaoxi burst out laughing, and explained in front of the author, this excuse is really rotten, "Hey, please see my identity clearly, okay? I tell you as the author, the plots in it are all lies!"
"Really?"
"Nonsense. β
This time, An Liang just smiled and didn't explain.
"Humph!"
Seeing that An Liang didn't speak, Lu Xiaoxi stuck to the railing again, ready to roar twice again to vent his feelings, but he didn't know why, he was deflated all of a sudden, and he couldn't raise interest anymore, so he turned around a little dejectedly, "Forget it, don't roar, it's not fun at all." Hey, bad guy, can you talk to me?"
"Didn't I talk to you just now?" An Liang felt a headache for Lu Dashen's nerves.
"What a guy who doesn't have any fun at all. β
Lu Xiaoxi was immediately dissatisfied, and muttered, "In front of girls, shouldn't you boys look for topics and take the initiative to chat with us girls?"
"Well, that's a problem. An Liang touched his chin, thoughtful.
Lu Xiaoxi was overjoyed, and his willow eyebrows crooked and laughed, "Look, under this girl's awakening, you finally found your problem, right? Haha, don't you hurry up and thank me? Hurry, come and praise me a few words." β
"But those boys who take the initiative to talk to girls should all like girls, we are friends, so it's not good. β
The corners of An Liang's mouth raised slightly, and he said seriously, and did not forget to add at the end, "But if Yuxin is here, I will find some topics to talk to her about, such as life, love, and ideals......"
"You ......"
Lu Xiaoxi was furious, glaring at An Liang, grinding his little teeth, "Hmph! Dead An Liang, do you know that you look like this!"
"I know, you've wanted to hit me for a long time, but unfortunately you never had a chance. β
An Liang grinned, straightened his chest, and said briskly, "Okay! Don't say I didn't give you a chance, this time I will give up my life to accompany my 'buddy', just stand here and fight you, come on, fight as much as you want." β
An Liang's face was awe-inspiring, and even in the end, he closed his eyes, as if he had really given up his life!
Lu Xiaoxi's heart trembled, looked up at An Liang in front of him, and looked at that handsome face, with seriousness, without any jokes.
Lu Xiaoxi knew in his heart that An Liang was serious this time, standing still and not fighting back, and letting himself do it.
Don't you know, fool, that I'd rather be hurt myself than let you lose a bit?
And what do you want to do with such a serious appearance? Does it move me? It's so naΓ―ve!
This girl won't be fooled.
"Cut, who's your 'buddy', this girl is a good woman. β
Lu Xiaoxi stretched out a finger and put it on An Liang's shoulder, smiling, "Besides, with your body, this girl can knock you down with one hand, it's too weak." β
"Then you can try it. An Liang still had his eyes closed, but being said by a girl immediately aroused the man's competitiveness.
"Not trying. Lu Xiaoxi shook his head.
"It's a shame that you can't see what a broad chest is, it's a magical place that can contain everything. An Liang smiled at the corner of his mouth.
"It's going to be flamboyant!"
Lu Xiaoxi snorted with a smile, then looked at An Liang with his eyes closed, looking at the smile that seemed to be nothing, the heart lake quietly rippled in a circle, as if something was about to rush out, and he couldn't help but shout anymore, "An Liang!"
"What?"
"Open your eyes and look at me. β
Lu Xiaoxi took a step forward, only one step away from An Liang.
Just when An Liang subconsciously opened his eyes, he saw Lu Xiaoxi also look over, and there was only one step between the two, but it seemed that they were so far away from the end of the world.
And this time, for some reason, An Liang saw a different color in Lu Xiaoxi's eyes, and felt a little different emotions from before.
"Xiaoxi, what's wrong with you tonight?"
An Liang looked at Lu Xiaoxi with clear eyes and asked in a low voice.
Lu Xiaoxi looked at An Liang, his eyes never looked away, until An Liang asked, he blinked, but he still stared at An Liang, and his seductive red lips quietly bloomed with a touching arc, and he spoke softly, "An Liang, have you ever tried the feeling of being abandoned?"
Abandon?
An Liang's eyelids jumped, but he didn't speak, knowing that Lu Xiaoxi must have a lot of things to say to himself now, so he quietly began to listen.
"By the way, you have been living with your parents since you were a child, and you must not feel abandoned, right?
"The family is harmonious, and there is a big lady who loves you, life is so fulfilling, what is there not to be satisfied with. β
"But I didn't!!"
"Ever since I was sensible, I have done everything alone, and sometimes I wonder what I would say to my parents if they came back? I would say that I won another award today, that I could do housework, that I had learned to be strong and that I could live alone, that I could earn my own money to support myself?"
"I really want to tell them all about it, let them know that their daughter has grown up, but ...... Why is God so ruthless, he didn't even give me a chance to tell them, why!"
"But it's okay, I can wait. β
So I started waiting, for a day, a month, a year, ten years...... Finally I got tired and couldn't wait any longer, so I wanted to go to them. I don't know, but my gut tells me that I should come to Jiangnan, maybe I can find them here, so I came......"
"It doesn't matter if I run away from marriage or don't want to stay in Yanjing, I don't care, it really doesn't matter! As long as I can find them, even if I see them, I can die immediately!
"But why!!, God wants him so unfairly!"
At the end of the roar, Lu Xiaoxi finally couldn't suppress the last line of defense in his heart, and cried loudly, tears flowing.