Chapter 932: I'm sorry I didn't protect you

In April, the earth returns to spring, but the last train of winter has not yet fully left, and the wind is still very cold. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

Guizhou Province.

A van sped down a mountain road with a thousand turns.

When Su Yu came here for more than a year, this mountain road was still a dirt and stone road, full of potholes, and now it has become an asphalt road, although it does not reach the comfort level of the national highway, but it is obviously much better.

There is still snow on the top of the mountain in the distance, and there are flags in the valley and on the mountainside.

Qingming Festival has arrived.

Su Yu booked a plane ticket overnight and rushed to the air.

The work was put aside first, and he handed over the editing of the second issue of "Star Jumping in the North Sea" to the team.

There was a rush along the way, and Su Yu didn't close his eyes all night.

As soon as Su Xiaomei said that Li Wen had an accident, he didn't care about asking too much, and went straight to Seaside City Airport to find the nearest flight.

Because of the big night, there was no direct flight, and I stopped for a few hours in the middle of the flight, and then rushed from the provincial capital to the county seat, and by now, it was already afternoon.

"Big brother, can you hurry up again?" In the van, Su Yan kept urging the driver's eldest brother.

This is the third time that the driver's eldest brother has sent Su Yu into the mountain and headed to Shiquan Village.

This time the road is good, probably because of the last memorial to the little girl, the driver's eldest brother has been smooth all the way, and the car has never had any problems.

Maybe she also knew that Su Yu was too anxious and couldn't delay him any longer.

Finally, the van came to the outside of Shiquan Village.

Su Yu carried his backpack, jumped out of the car before he could put it on his back, and hurriedly ran towards the school in Shiquan Village.

I haven't been here for two years, and Shiquan Village hasn't changed much.

It's just the school that's changed.

The brand-new teaching building of Nian Nujiao Primary School stands very conspicuously.

It's the weekend, the campus is quiet, and there is not a single student.

Empty playground, lonely basketball court.

Su Yan ran to the school, and then ran towards a small country villa in the school.

It was a teacher's dormitory built by Nian Nujiao's company for volunteer teachers.

Even if Li Wen leaves after teaching in the future, she can leave it to live with the next volunteer teacher.

Su Yu can't change the accommodation conditions of all the primary school teachers in the mountainous areas, and where Li Wen is, he will create good conditions.

The door of the teacher's dormitory was hidden, and Su Yu took three steps and two steps to push it in.

Entering the hall, Su Yu glanced at it and ran towards one of the rooms.

When I entered the room, I saw a woman sitting on the edge of the bed.

There was a woman lying on the bed.

Su Xiaomei was sitting on the edge of the bed, and Li Wen was lying on the bed.

"I'm coming. ”

Su Yu choked up, he saw that Li Wen was lying there with a big belly and a haggard face.

Just one glance, tears burst out of his eyes, and he poured out.

He understood, everything understood.

Why did she insist on not going home and not returning to Seaside City during the Chinese New Year.

Why has she been so tired and tired these months.

It turned out that she had it before school started last year and a few days after him.

I kept it a secret from him and didn't tell him.

"Why should it be. Su Yu sat on the edge of the bed, holding Li Wen's hand, her eyes red.

Her hands were no longer so soft and a little skinny.

He knew without asking him that she was afraid that Su Yan would not agree with her to have this child.

She couldn't give birth.

As it turned out, Su Yu was right.

She has been practicing hard for a long time, and her physique is far better than Gao Litong, and she has not forgotten to practice in the past few months, and she originally started to fast, but because she is pregnant, in order to supplement nutrition, she eats whatever she wants.

But after all the hardships and exhaustion of vitality, I still can't go on.

In Su Xiaomei's view, it is already a miracle among miracles to be able to persist until now.

She thought that in three or four months, she would reach Li Wen's limit.

"I ...... I can't hold it anymore, save ...... Help us...... Our children. On the bed, Li Wen was angry, as if she was talking with all her strength, her eyes were shining, and the light was full of hope, guilt, and reluctance......

A belief, a persistence, allows her to go beyond the limit.

But it can only go so far.

"I'm sorry I didn't protect you. Su Yu's tears rained down.

She had been alone for eight months, and he didn't know how she had come to get through those eight months.

Li Wen was speechless, and two lines of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.

She wanted to tell Su Yu that the child was very well-behaved and obedient, never tossed her, and waited quietly for her to be born, to see her mother and father.

Su Xiaomei stood aside, her body faintly fading.

She did her best.

While conveying his life force, Su Yu looked at Li Wen with blurred eyes.

Her vitality is dying, and the oil is running out.

"What should I do?" Su Yu said as she looked into Li Wen's eyes and cried.

It's been eight months.

Neither the child nor the adult can be saved.

Even if at this time, if the child can be beaten, Li Wen will not agree.

She doesn't agree, and enforcing it will make her physically hurt and at the same time, make her lose her desire for life, and she can't survive.

"What should I do?" Li Wen couldn't answer, and Su Yu looked at Su Xiaomei with begging eyes.

He was helpless.

I don't know what to do, I can't imagine the consequences.

He had forgotten to blame Su Xiaomei, why didn't he find out and tell him earlier.

"I'm sorry. Su Xiaomei's eyes were sad, she had almost forgotten her original memories until she saw Li Wen.

Only then did she know that there was still cause and effect in the dark.

In the past few months of taking care of Li Wen, Su Xiaomei can't say much, she can only say that she was sent by Su Yu.

"What should I do, what should I do......" Su Yu was helpless, and could only desperately maintain the vitality of adults and children.

Other than that, he couldn't do anything.

Going to the hospital, it didn't work.

Li Wen's current physique can't afford to be a child.

Su Xiaomei walked to the window and opened the glass window.

In the village not far away, I don't know which one is playing music.

It was the song that Xiao Yu sang that Li Wen liked very much and wanted Su Yu to sing to her in the future.

"It used to be cold in winter

In summer, it rains and waters

In autumn, your voice is warm in the distance

You said there was a white snow behind the house

There are golden flags fluttering in the valley in the wind

……”

All things are born, and spring is coming.

Su Yan was extremely helpless and uncomfortable, she was like this, and insisted on teaching students, how did she survive.

Theoretically, she couldn't be pregnant, and Yang Feifei and Gao Litong didn't move.

If she is pregnant, she will not be able to hold on for four months.

But she just persevered until now, eight months.

"I'm going first. Su Xiaomei stood by the window, looked at Li Wen, and said silently in her heart that her vitality had already been given to Li Wen and the baby.

Then, her body gradually faded and slowly disappeared.

Su Yan has been holding Li Wen's hand, and after Su Xiaomei left, he suddenly cheered up, and said to Li Wen with a firm look in his eyes: "Hold on, it will get better." ”

There was also a faint sound of singing outside the window.

"I saw the eagle flying over the lonely two fish

Two fish cross the river as salty as the sea

A river falls down and meets people and breaks

People walk with the ashes of mountain eagles

……”