9. Extra: The protagonist's mind (1)

On the day Li Yi was imprisoned, Su Yu went to see him.

The sky was dripping with light rain, and it was dark and gloomy, just like the doubts that Li Yi couldn't understand in his heart.

"Why?" he asked, as if asking himself.

Why betrayed him, why was he so ruthless, leaving no room for it. It's like Su Yu can't figure out why he embarked on such a path no matter what.

After many years, Su Yu is no longer a brainless person who is looking for death and life for the scumbag Lin Xiu in his previous life, nor is he an artist who keeps climbing up in order to prove something.

Maybe it's tired, or maybe it's just that when you get it, you no longer cherish it, and it no longer has meaning.

Even Su Yu sometimes thought back to himself, if he hadn't treated Lin Xiu so hard in his previous life, then would this qiē be different.

I guess it's different. At least in the time since he was reborn, Lin Xiu didn't hurt him at all. The lover who abandoned him in Su Yu's previous life was not doing well in this life. It can even be said that it is very miserable.

And the Su delirium who once took care of Lin Xiu's heart and lungs became the white moonlight and cinnabar mole that Lin Xiu couldn't get in his heart.

Lin Xiu is like this, why is Su Yu not?

At the beginning, when he knew that he had just graduated and entered the entertainment industry, Su Yu was happy, happy and happy. He is so delusional, how virtuous, and how fortunate he is to be able to come back for a lifetime. And in the first life, in addition to resentment towards Lin Xiu, he was thinking more about how to break away from this lover in his previous life and break into a different world.

Love is deep, hate is deep.

How much Su Yu loved Lin Xiu in his previous life, and how much Su Yu hated Lin Xiu after being reborn.

Su Yu was not deceived by such hatred and did anything crazy and irreparable. He was just thinking about it, wanting to surpass him in the field that Lin Xiu valued and was good at, leaving Lin Xiu far behind.

Li Yizai's appearance was unexpected and unexpected.

The failed relationship with Lin Xiu made him enjoy this different pursuit when he was afraid of the arrival of his feelings. It seems that the regrets of his previous life have been filled in this life.

Whether it's career, or relationship.

Heaven is so kind to him, but it is so kind. Just because Xie Linfeng, who always maintains a cold male god in front of the public media, and Mingguang, who debuted in the same issue as him and starred in the same TV series, always stimulates him like a fish bone in his throat.

Consciously or unconsciously, both the media and the public always like to compare these two people together.

Su was in a trance, as if he was in a dream, and in the dream, he was also reborn. I met Lin Xiu, Li Yi, Qin Lian, and many, many others. Of course, it also includes Xie Linfeng.

It's just that the Xie Linfeng he met is the same as what he knows, but different.

The same cold and withdrawn, the same appearance and figure, but he just felt that the Xie Linfeng in the dream was different from the Xie Linfeng he knew.

He said that he didn't know what Xie Linfeng, the actor of Mingguang, was like. But he just has a different feeling, the Xie Linfeng in the dream is the real Xie Linfeng, the Xie Linfeng he knew in his previous life.

Xie Linfeng in the dream, like Su Yu in his previous life, took over the role of Luo Qingyi, the male protagonist of "Heavenly Swordsman". And under his intentional or unintentional encouragement, Lin Xiu exposed the "unspoken rules".

Things seem to have taken a turn at some point, going on a different track. Xie Linfeng in the dream did not appear in the entertainment industry again. After a series of run-ins, Su Yu and Li Yi came together happily and received everyone's blessings. As for Lin Xiu, he was discredited because of drug abuse and spent his life in prison.

Su Yu seemed to understand something in an instant, but he didn't seem to understand anything. He vaguely felt that that was the real trajectory, but he didn't know how to get Yiqiē back on track.

After all, there is a difference between dreams and dreams.

Xie Linfeng in the dream was already a long time later when he heard the news of Xie Linfeng, and Li Yi, who had always loved him, had established their feelings for each other and received everyone's blessings for a long time. In the sweetness of showing affection after a meal, he said inadvertently:

"Xie Linfeng committed suicide. ”

Perhaps sensing that his feelings were not as indifferent as he had appeared, Li Yi confessed something to Su Yu after hesitating for a while, and even Xie Daochang didn't know about it.

Xie Linfeng, or the original owner of the body occupied by Xie Daochang, has been a very smart child since he was a child, and he has a perfect score in every exam. It's just that on the other hand, he doesn't like to talk and doesn't like to play with children of the same age. Even the parents and elders of the family, or the few cousins of the Xie family, are rarely able to knock out any words from this child's mouth.

Over time, the original owner was isolated.

It's just that for children with good grades, most adults will have a little preferential treatment. Not to mention that the original owner is not bad whether he is a child or when he grows up. The appearance of being alone always makes people feel a little distressed.

The original owner's family is good to the original owner, although it is not that kind of meticulous care, but it has never been bad. What's more, because of the original owner's withdrawn and autistic character, the requirements in all aspects are not as strict as the other children of the Xie family.

Li Yi came into the sight of the original owner precisely under such circumstances.

The Li family has a good family background, but compared with the Xie family, there is always a gap. Li Yi is five years older than the original owner and the only child in the family, and has already accepted the family business when the original owner was still in high school. Li Yi is a classmate with the eldest brother of the original owner, and he is a nodding friend. The relationship is not close, but it is not strange.

The original owner didn't know when he noticed Li Yi, just like the original owner at that time wouldn't know that in later days, he would fall into the devil for this man.

In the short life of the original owner, no one taught him how to love, and those who were kind to him mostly had different purposes besides their families. He thought Li Yi would be different. The original owner is just withdrawn, not stupid, and can even be said to be very smart. He can tell the difference between what is true and what is false. Therefore, when he knew that Li Yi also had a different purpose like everyone else, the original owner began to avoid Li Yi and avoid Li Yi.

Few people know what happened to the original owner, Li Yi may know, but he doesn't know. It's just that when he saw Li Yi again, the original owner didn't have much impression of Li Yi.

Li Yi didn't say what purpose he had in mind to approach the original owner, and in his account with Su Yu, Xie Linfeng was just a patient who had known him before, and he had a little confusion about himself, but he lost his impression of himself for unknown reasons.

Yes, Xie Linfeng in the dream is a patient. A patient with mental problems.