Chapter 100
.. I hope you have a deep affection for the white head
In the dark corner, a man huddled in a corner of the ground, his head drooping so that no one could see his face, except for the faint sound of his low sobs.
Was all this predestined?
Is it destined that you and I are destined to be inseparable?
But do you really want me to accept my fate like this and obey God's arrangement?
Xiang Wei's hands clenched his fists tightly, his teeth clenched, and his eyes full of sadness and struggle burst out with a hint of resoluteness in an instant, he couldn't do it, he really couldn't do it.
He is unwilling to compromise under God's arrangement, unwilling to live a mediocre life like this in this life, and unwilling to be a stranger to He Nanai.
They used to be so good, but God made them miss it again and again, and made him forget He Nanai again and again, he couldn't figure out what it was for.
He tried his best to save He Nanai's heart, for He Nana's he could do anything, even if he exchanged his life for her life, he didn't hesitate, even if he died for He Nanai, it didn't matter.
He has done so much for He Nana, why is God refusing to give him a chance, why should he forget He Nanai again, is the fate between him and He Nanai really so shallow?
Or is it that from the beginning, it was a mistake to let the door meet and know each other, and now everything is back to the normal path, but he himself is still immersed in that wrong encounter and refuses to come out.
Nana, I am reluctant to let go, I am reluctant to let you leave me like this.
Xiang Wei stood up suddenly, he quickly rushed towards the door, he wanted to find He Nana, wanted to see He Nana, wanted to tell He Nana that he remembered everything, wanted
He has too many things to tell He Nanai, it is always pouring rain outside, and Xiang Wei has no intention of flinching, maybe he ran too much and accidentally planted it on the ground. His knees slammed on the ground, and the pain in his heart spread rapidly, but Xiang Wei didn't even frown, he got up from the ground with difficulty and continued to walk forward, he staggered to his feet, pursed his lips and continued to walk forward, walking, he suddenly stopped
Step. The whole person seemed to have lost his soul suddenly, standing in place in a daze, letting the rain wash him wildly, he slowly raised his head, looked at the dark sky, and suddenly laughed, his face was wet, he couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears, he just laughed presumptuously
, but in the laughter, people feel endless sadness and pain.
He looked down at himself, what was he doing, what kind of nerves did he have, even if he rushed to He Nana's side at this moment, I am afraid that He Nana would not even look at him, even if he appeared by He Nana's side, I am afraid that He Nana does not need him at all.
He Nanai loves Gu Qingshen, He Nanai only has Gu Qingshen in her eyes, what's the use of lowering her status to love her so humbly, in her eyes, Xiang Wei is just a stranger, a person who is not worthy of her attention at all.
Xiang Wei, Xiang Wei, look at what you are doing now, how proud you used to be, how you have no bottom line again and again for a woman, and even trample on your self-esteem just to exchange her for a look, is it really worth it? Xiang Wei stood in the heavy rain all night, he didn't know that Nian Nian also stood in the rain all night, she held an umbrella in her hand, and stood quietly looking at Xiang Wei, not that she was unwilling to step forward to shelter Xiang Wei from the wind and rain, but she knew very well in her heart that at this moment
Xiang Wei didn't want to see herself, let alone the umbrella in her hand.
Because what Xiang Wei has always needed in his heart is He Nainai, but Xiang Wei knows that Nian Nian, who has been standing behind him, needs him.
She would never know that Xiang Wei would never know in her life, as long as he turned around, she would find that there was always a woman standing behind him in obscurity, as long as he turned around, the woman standing behind him was willing to shelter him from the wind and rain. The corners of Niannian's lips hooked up a self-deprecating smile, her eyes were involuntarily flushed, and the corners of her eyes gradually moistened, she knew very well in her heart, she was afraid that Xiang Wei now already knew everything and remembered everything, otherwise he wouldn't have rushed out like crazy.
I won't cry silently. Xiang Wei has always been high in her heart, he is the most perfect, and she can't find the slightest deficiency and shortcoming in him, but because of He Nanai, she found that the perfect man in her eyes has always had a fatal flaw, that is, he lost himself for a woman
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But she asked herself, why wasn't she like this, in order to stay by Xiang Wei's side, she had no bottom line again and again, even if Xiang Wei hurt her all over her body, she still loved this man deeply. She has always known that she is not the woman in Xiang Wei's heart, because her name is never the name that Xiang Wei blurted out after getting drunk, she has been He Nanai's stand-in for so long, even if Xiang Wei had amnesia before, but if it weren't for the fact that there was a bit of similarity between her and He Nanai,
Will Xiang Wei really agree to marry her easily? For so many years, she has just acted as the shadow in Xiang Hui's heart, as the woman who loves Xiang Wei deeply in the depths of her soul, but even so, she is willing, she thinks that her dream will be dreamed for a long, long time, so long that she will be immersed in the sweetness of the dream until she dies, but she can't
Unexpectedly, when she was completely immersed in her sleep, God ruthlessly pulled her from the dream to reality, and let her know the heartbreaking facts.
Xiang Wei, do you know, sometimes I wonder if I waste all my life on you and you will see me, it doesn't matter, I have plenty of time to wait for you, and I also have 100% patience waiting for you to consume my love for you little by little. Xiang Wei recovered her memory This thing is like a known secret, even if Nian Nian clearly knows that Xiang Ruyi has recovered her memory, she has never said this matter, let alone told Xiang Father and Xiang Mother, she doesn't want them to worry, and she wants to deceive herself and immerse herself in herself
Create a beautiful dream.
Of course, Xiang Wei himself didn't mention a word about recovering his memory, and this matter seemed to have reached some kind of tacit understanding between the two of them.
As the days passed, Xiang Wei and Niannian's wedding date was approaching, but the wedding date was approaching, but the thought of the wedding date could not arouse the slightest interest, let alone the joy of being a bride, her heart was full of tension and uneasiness, why only she knew.
Xiang Mu excitedly discussed some details of the wedding with Nian Nian, and also selected a lot of pictures of the wedding scene style, waiting for Nian Nian to pick them out, she said a lot, but Nian Nian just replied from beginning to end, "Hmm", which made Xiang Mu a little unhappy. She put down the things in her hand, straightened up and looked at Nian Nian, with a hint of inquiry on her face, "Nian Nian, are you hiding something from me?"
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