Chapter 087: Ambivalence
Lin Rulan finally became angry and reached out to pinch Chen Qingning's face.
"You are very comfortable to touch him, right? I see that he is a little in love," Chen Qingning slapped Lin Rulan's hand away, and took the opportunity to touch Lin Rulan's chest, and then patted her buttocks, and said with a smile: "Who told you to be so beautiful and have such a good figure, I want to touch a few more, let alone men." If he helps you pinch a few more times, it may be pressed together. If the raw rice is cooked and cooked, it will be fun!"
"The dog's mouth can't spit out ivory, go! go! go! I don't want to pay attention to you, I'm going to sleep!" Lin Rulan kicked Chen Qingning and said angrily: "I really didn't expect you to become so lustful now." If you want a man, let's find one quickly!"
"Well, when you're willing to do anything with him, I'm not going to join in the fun, and I'm leaving you alone. Chen Qingning stood up, "As for me, I am the fate of a light bulb, and many times I have worked hard to illuminate you." ”
Seeing that Chen Qingning was about to walk out of the room, Lin Rulan suddenly thought of something and asked Chen Qingning: "Does he know anything?"
"What?" Chen Qingning couldn't react at once, what Lin Rulan asked.
"Why did he ask that day?"
Chen Qingning immediately understood, but shook his head, "I don't know why he asked, I didn't inquire." ”
However, she still didn't understand why Lin Rulan suddenly jumped to this topic.
"Or, ask him tomorrow when we are together, why do you want to investigate?"
"Let's see tomorrow!" Chen Qingning didn't refuse, "But I don't want to deliberately investigate." If this matter is deliberately investigated, it will lose its taste. I don't know why, I seem to want to know the truth, but I don't want to know the truth, I'm very ambivalent. ”
"It's normal, I totally understand. Lin Rulan sat in the quilt and looked at Chen Qingning with a smile: "If an elder brother suddenly emerges, and he can take away most of the elder brother you have, everyone will have contradictions in their hearts." ”
Chen Qingning was aroused, and suddenly didn't want to go back to his room to sleep, so he sat on Lin Rulan's quilt.
"Two days ago, I went home and asked my mom about some things back then. But my mom didn't want to say more, that was the saddest thing in her life. Chen Qingning said in a low mood: "Later, I went to ask my father again, saying that my brother should have been snatched away by a friend of his." But since he was taken away, there has been no news of his friend. He spent countless energy and financial resources searching, but it never came to fruition. ”
"If there was no such thing, there might not be you, after all, you could only have one child at that time. Lin Rulan sighed softly, "Your mother was still a civil servant at that time, and she wouldn't violate the rules." ”
Chen Qingning shook his head, saying that he didn't know what was going to happen.
Lin Rulan didn't know what to say all of a sudden.
"My dad told me that after what happened, my mom almost lost the courage to live, and she washed her face with tears every day, and she was in pain. It wasn't until she became pregnant with me that she still didn't break free from her despair. After giving birth to me, he turned his attention to me and shifted that love. Perhaps, she spoiled me like that when she was a child, she doubled the maternal love that she couldn't give anymore on me. Chen Qingning said softly in his voice: "Over the years, although they haven't given up looking for him, they have slowly adapted to his non-existence. ”
"This should be a taboo topic in your house, right?!" Lin Rulan gently hugged Chen Qingning's shoulders and whispered, "Right?!"
"In the past ten years, they should have despaired and stopped focusing on searching. Or, what they have already determined, anyway I am not very clear. Chen Qingning was a little irritable, and grabbed his hair a few times, "You say, I suspect that he is my missing brother now, what should I do? Drag him to do a paternity test to see if we are brother and sister? Or bring my parents' blood samples and send them with his specimens for identification?"
"That's not bad," Lin Rulan immediately agreed, "In this case, you can quickly figure out whether you are related by blood." ”
"It's so simple and crude, I think it's boring. Chen Qingning shook his head, "If it is, then it will be difficult for me to accept it, because then I will lose a lot, at least in the hearts of my parents, my status is not so important." They will definitely try desperately to compensate him and treat me like an inconsequential person. If not, then I would be so close to him, and it would be meaningless and boring. Such a big thing, doing it so simply and rudely, it seems that I am really unwilling. The thought of this annoys me, and you can't understand my conflicted feelings. ”
"I think you like him too, right?" Lin Rulan pointed out sharply, "Otherwise, you wouldn't be so indecisive, suffering from gains and losses." You're afraid that he's not your brother, and you end up having other ideas about him, and you can't make a choice in the end!"
"I don't know. Chen Qingning grabbed his hair very messily, "Don't mention this topic to me again, I don't want to discuss it, and I don't want to figure it out for the time being." ”
Lin Rulan somewhat understood Chen Qingning's complicated thoughts now, so she didn't say much, just gently took Chen Qingning's hand.
"Otherwise, let's take the initiative to tell him something, so that he can expose the matter himself, so that everyone can accept it more easily. Lin Rulan gave Chen Qingning advice, "I think we can judge the general situation by observing his reaction when he hears these things." ”
"I'll talk about it tomorrow, I'm sleepy, I'm going back to sleep. Chen Qingning said, ignoring Lin Rulan, jumped out of her bed, opened the door, and returned to her room.
That night, none of the three people who lived under the same roof slept well.
The prince was cold, because he was stimulated, so he couldn't sleep well over and over, and he had several embarrassing dreams.
Chen Qingning and Lin Rulan were both thinking about things related to Wang Zihan, and they fell asleep very late.
So much so that the next day all three of them got up very late.
It was still the earliest of the prince's cold, and he woke up at about half past seven.
For him, it was too late.
When he was in Zhongnan Mountain, he got up at six o'clock. It can be said that every day is to go to bed early and get up early, and exercise after waking up in the morning.
It was too late today, and he felt ashamed.
But after looking at the situation and finding that the two women didn't get up, he was a little strange.
After a moment's hesitation, he finally went over and knocked on the door of their room.
Lin Rulan and Chen Qingning hadn't woken up yet, and when Wang Zihan knocked on the door, they hadn't reacted yet.
It took a while for them to wake up sleepily.
But what Wang Zihan didn't expect was that after Chen Qingning got up, he asked something that made him stunned: "Do you want to take you to meet Chen Jinhua?"
The prince was stunned there, and he didn't react for a long time.