Chapter 1041: In My Life
In recent years, Zhao Liniang's health has become worse and worse, and she has invited several doctors, all of whom say that it is because she is too worried and depressed, so she is weak and deteriorating. However, no matter what way Chen's mother tried to help her make up for her body, it was to no avail.
Until more than three years ago, when his grandmother died in Shandong, Zhao Zhengxiang, Zhao Fengwu, and Zhao Fengwen took leave to Zhou Chang'an and returned to Shandong with their wives and children for funeral. Of course, Zhao Liniang was no exception, and went back to Shandong with her mother's family.
As a result, because of the concern for the two children, he came back after only half a year of filial piety. However, after this back and forth, Zhao Liniang's health is even worse. I have invited countless doctors and tried countless prescriptions, but nothing has worked.
Not only was she thinner, haggard, lethargic and unenergetic, but she felt that she was getting uglier and uglier. As a result, she never saw Lin Zhihuai again, and even her two children became increasingly estranged.
She knew that her time was numbered, so she took the initiative to move to the remote Autumn Garden and died alone. Fortunately, there is also Chen's mother and Cuihuan, Cuipei, Cuihu, and Cuishan by her side.
She is not afraid of death, she only hopes to wait until her father, mother, brother, and sister-in-law who love her so much come back from Shandong, and only hope that she can see them again in her lifetime.
Chen's mother wanted to send someone to Shandong to bring a letter, but was stopped by Zhao Liniang, although she didn't care about the government and didn't understand the situation, but she also knew the difficulties and dangers of the Zhao family now. If the parents rushed back from Shandong for their illness, they might bring more trouble to the Zhao family and cause disaster.
However, I didn't expect that God had mercy on her baby daughter after falling into the water once, and her temperament changed greatly, not only suppressing Aunt Qin's mother and daughter, but also finding the royal doctor to treat her. Later, by chance, she even worshiped under the door of the Medicine King Valley, sent her to the Medicine King Valley, and cured her illness.
All this is like a dream, which makes Zhao Liniang feel so far away, so unreal, and makes her feel as if it was just yesterday, as if everything was predestined.
When he first saw Lin Zhihuai, he was handsome and elegant; when he was newly married, Lin Zhihuai was gentle and considerate; Lin Zhihuai, who was a father for the first time, was ecstatic; and after entering the court as an official, Lin Zhihuai was full of spirit. Later, when Lin Zhihuai forced her to hand over her things, he was ruthless, and finally, when she was about to leave, Lin Zhihuai regretted it so much that he stared at her reluctantly, promising to take care of their two children......
Zhao Liniang was full of entanglement, raised her eyes to look at Lin Wan's pale face, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart, who did their mother and daughter provoke whom? Why did they all fall for this rare Miao Jiang strange poison?
Although Lin Wan'er has been in poor health since she was a child, she has never had any serious illnesses. The most serious one, that is, Lin Wan'er contracted the wind chill six years ago. At first, Zhao Liniang didn't care, and invited the doctor to come and see, saying that she had a cold, and she could get better by drinking a few pairs of decoction. However, that time the wind chill dragged on for nearly a month and did not get better, and I always had fever and cough again and again.
It wasn't until later that Master Lingyin suddenly came uninvited, saying that Wan'er was poisoned, and personally prescribed Wan'er a prescription for detoxification, and she was all right after drinking it for two or three days.
If Wan'er had already been poisoned by Miao Jiang's cold poison at that time, who was so ruthless to do this to a child?
Zhao Liniang sat on the edge of Lin Wan's bed for a few hours, thinking about everything she could think of. In the end, the person who felt that he would poison Lin Wan would no one else except Aunt Qin.
Thinking about it, Zhao Liniang began to blame herself again, if she wasn't so useless and didn't protect herself and her children, how could she end up where she is today?
Lin Wan once asked Zhao Liniang whether she wanted to stay in this paradise, or whether she wanted to return to the capital to face the husband she loved and hated, and the home that made her feel breathless.
Zhao Liniang has been hesitating, she wants to go back, but she lacks the courage to face it. But now, she has finally made up her mind that she must face her life and take back everything that belongs to her.
She can't always let her children protect her, and she wants to protect her children in her own way.
She wants to watch Lin Ruichen and Ning Wuwu become biological sons, and she wants to personally handle the marriage for her two children. She wants to help Lin Wan get a happy marriage, she wants to be a strong backing for her children, and she wants to be the warmest harbor for her children.
When Lin Wan opened her eyes, she saw Zhao Liniang's confident and firm smile, and she felt warm and happy inexplicably.
However, no one expected that on such a quiet morning, Zhao Liniang made a difficult but important decision. She wants to go back to the capital, return to Lin Xiangfu, go back to face her life, and fulfill her responsibilities as a mother.
Of course, Zhao Liniang is still the daughter of Zhao Zhengxiang and Wang Xinlian, she wants to go back to fulfill her filial piety in front of her parents; in any case, Lin Zhihuai did not divorce her wife and marry another, she is still Lin Zhihuai's wife, she is the head of Lin Xiangfu, she has the responsibility to take care of Lin Xiangfu well, and become Lin Zhihuai's virtuous helper; in addition to these, there are many things she can do, and she believes that she can do it well.
Zhao Liniang looked at her beloved daughter, smiled slightly, held her hand, and asked softly, "Wan'er, how do you feel?"
Lin Wan felt that Zhao Liniang was different, seeing that she was sick and unconscious, she didn't cry or cry, and she could still ask her so calmly how she felt at this moment? Lin Wan didn't know what happened during the time she was in a coma, but she was very happy when she saw Zhao Liniang's changes, at least she didn't have to endure the pain as soon as she woke up, and comforted her mother in turn.
Zhao Liniang saw Lin Wan looking at her blankly and didn't answer, she couldn't help but tremble in her heart, touched Lin Wan's forehead and cheeks, and found that there was nothing unusual, so she frowned strangely and asked, "Wan'er, what are you uncomfortable with?"
Lin Wan's heart was sour, her mouth was deflated, and her voice was hoarse: "Mother, I have a headache, I have no strength in my body, and I can only speak so quietly." ”
Zhao Liniang kept a smile on her face, but her eyes were red, she leaned down, gently hugged Lin Wan's body, patted her back, and said softly: "Good boy, don't be afraid, with your mother here, you will be fine." My mother will always be by your side, take care of you, and protect you!"
Lin Wan also reached out to hug Zhao Liniang's warm and soft body, smelled her mother's unique smell, moved to tears, nodded, buried in Zhao Liniang's arms, and said vaguely: "I want my mother to sleep with me, I want to be with my mother forever......"