Chapter 25 Self-consistency
Wang Xiufeng is hateful, but he is just a child.
If it was really Tang Ta who did it, Bai Ke would not be able to forgive himself.
Wicker Ditch had drowned children a few years ago, but it was a child below the first and second grades.
Wang Xiufeng is more than 1.5 meters tall, even if he accidentally falls into the ditch, as soon as he stands up, the water will reach his stomach.
However, if a person is too panicked, a basin of water can drown a person.
All morning, Bai Ke looked like he was in a state of disgrace.
Fortunately, the teacher has already adapted to his state, and he can easily answer no matter how reluctant he is, and the level is higher than that of the teacher.
At noon, Aunt Xiao Yin's figure was still swaying around the campus, and it is estimated that several witnesses have been found.
Bai Ke suddenly thought, will he be seen when he clashed with Wang Xiufeng last night?
Although there were few people in the school when he left, there should be more than a dozen classmates and teachers who left a little later than him, such as ......
Bai Ke suddenly saw a red figure swaying towards Aunt Xiao Yin, and suddenly his heart beat faster and his mouth became dry.
It's Wenjin, Ju Wenjin!
Ju Wenjin was also there last night.
Although she is not a captain, as the daughter of the principal, she is an activist.
Frequently engaged in school affairs.
Last night, she should have left a little later.
Did she see something?
The white guest pretended to approach the past as if nothing had happened.
"That man is shouting: I will let you die without a place to bury!"
I grass, I really let her see it!
"And what does he look like?"
Wen Jin shook his head: "I didn't dare to look at it, because his voice was scary." ”
"What's scary, how old does it sound?"
"The urn is angry, and I feel older than my dad. ”
Bai Ke let out a long breath and continued to move closer to the past.
Wen Jin saw Bai Ke and hurriedly greeted: "Bai Ke, by the way, didn't you leave quite late last night?"
"yes. What's wrong?" asked Bai Ke casually.
Aunt Xiao Yin hurriedly asked, "Did you see anything last night?" or did you hear anything?"
"Yes, I saw several uncles and aunts walking back from work, and I also saw a small car, it seems to be Japanese, and the horn is so good......"
Xiao Yin sighed: "I mean abnormal people and things. ”
"Oh. Bai Ke thought for a moment, "By the way, I really saw this." ”
Xiao Yin's eyes suddenly lit up: "Say it quickly." ”
"I saw an old man on the road, he was walking with a bicycle. If he doesn't ride a car, he has to push it away, don't you say it's strange?"
"Okay. Aunt Yin smiled bitterly.
Although he pretended to be relaxed, Bai Ke's heart was on fire.
Even if it wasn't Tang Ta who did it, he couldn't escape suspicion.
Although Wen Jin didn't see himself, it wasn't necessarily true that other passers-by didn't see it.
In the afternoon, Bai Ke took two more classes in a daze, and he found an excuse to sneak out of the remaining two self-study classes and came directly to the pharmaceutical factory.
Bai Ke told Lao He about his experience last night and what happened this morning.
Unexpectedly, Lao He burst into tears when he heard it, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
Bai Ke knew that Lao He was a very emotional person, but he didn't expect him to be like this.
"What's wrong?
Lao He wiped a handful of tears: "I'm happy for you." ”
"What is there to be happy about, I am sad to death. Maybe I'm a murderer, or maybe I'm not a murderer and I'm going to be considered a murderer. It's a double torture. ”
"I mean you're sick. ”
"What's wrong with my illness?"
"You didn't see Tang Tower yesterday, did you?"
"yes, I didn't see it. ”
"There aren't any auditory hallucinations, do you?"
"Well, not really. ”
"Then you're a multiple personality. ”
"This time it should be. ”
"You should have studied a lot of books on mental illness, and you should know that simple multiple personality is not mental illness, but just a mental disorder, which is milder than mine. ”
"yes, I know. However, the vast majority of multiple personalities are not simply multiple personalities, they are all external manifestations of schizophrenia. I guess I'm no exception......"
"But think about how long it took you to get from that step to this point? You had a seizure on New Year's Day, right?"
"yes. "This life really began on January 1, 1981.
"It's only been more than three months now, and you've been self-medicating! Do you know how long I've been cured......?
Lao He couldn't help crying when he said it, and Bai Ke hurriedly hugged him: "Okay, old thing, it makes me want to cry too." ”
But in his heart, Bai Ke was roaring: Where did you step on a horse for three months, Lao Tzu has been treated for more than 40 years!
In the last life, Bai Ke had been battling illness for more than 30 years.
In this life, although Bai Ke has not been specifically treated.
But more than ten years of happy family life is itself a cure.
Bai Ke also knew in his heart that the absence of auditory hallucinations did mean that he was being cured.
But before he was cured, Tang Ta was outside, and Bai Ke could gradually control him with a strong will.
Right now, this monster has run inside, and no one knows when he will run out on his own.
What if Bai Ke fell asleep at night, and he himself ran out and commanded Bai Ke's body to kill in all directions?
Lao He seemed to see Bai Ke's thoughts, pushed him away and said, "I know you're worried that your sub-personality will do things that you don't want to do. But your family of origin is healthy, and your personality is also sound and strong. Your sub-personality functions more than companionship. He may be a little more ferocious and brutal than the main personality, but it won't be too different. ”
Bai Ke sighed: "Not only is he fierce and rude, he is simply born with divine power." But my little arms and legs, this is too unscientific. ”
"What's unscientific? You know it's a stress response. ”
"I know the stress response. The normal stress response seems to me to be something like this: a person who can't swim falls into the water, and he learns to swim in a hurry. But a lame man, with a gun in the back of his head, ran out of the Olympic gold medal in a hurry. That's not a stress reaction, it's a myth. ”
Lao He smiled: "The metaphor is very vivid. But you're just a little bit stronger than the one in the previous example, but it's not the same as the one in the back. Have you ever heard of Fighting God Fist?"
"I think I've seen it in a book. ”
"Have you seen that?"
"Of course not. ”
"I've seen it. When I was seven or eight years old, I met in a village. It was a very skinny goddess. Under the pleading of the patient's family, she possessed Guan Erye. In an instant, she became a different person. Whether it is the voice, demeanor or movements, it is exactly the same as Guan Erye on the stage. Of course, you should know that she is actually acting. It's just that she uses the Stennis system. But when she danced the seventy or eighty pound Guan Gong sword, you knew that she was not just performing......"
Bai Ke nodded: "I understand what you mean." But I lost some of my memory. I don't even know when I got home yesterday or when I went to bed. ”
"It's not hard to understand. You know the drinking slack, right?"
"I know, I just woke up and didn't know what I was doing. ”
"It's like drinking a break. This is a brain protection mechanism. You used up a lot of energy in a split second yesterday evening. Just like a computer executing a very large program, it has to automatically close some small programs in order to avoid the chip burning out. ”
Bai Ke smiled: "Your metaphor is also very vivid. ”
Lao He was a little proud: "Of course, a long-term illness becomes a doctor." The brain, not to mention that we patients can't figure it out, many doctors and scientists don't know much. How vast the universe is, how profound and difficult the brain is. ”
Bai Ke sighed: "Even if I believe in myself, others may not believe it." ”
"I believe you, your mother should be ...... too"
Bai Ke smiled bitterly: "She only believes in the evidence." ”