To be honest, Su San saw very few readers and friends interacting in the book review area, and even fewer discussed the story itself, and he was not sure whether there were really readers reading the story written by Su San, so he was always hesitant to apply for it on the shelves. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

It is said that the subscription situation on the shelves is the most real reader data of the novel, and I am worried that the data I see after the shelves is zero......

But in the end, I applied for it before the Spring Festival, which was a more inspirational ending for myself in 2016.

2016 is the worst year in Su San's life, the death of relatives, work faults, entrepreneurial failures and other bad things seem to be gathered in this year.

I don't remember which article I read it in, saying that the author had better not choose to write to make a living when he was most frustrated and poor, that would make the author lose sight of his original intention and deviate from the original intention of writing.

And Su San just started trying under such circumstances, but he didn't forget his original intention of writing.

In fact, a few years ago, I had the desire to write something, and it was a period when online writing was in full swing, but in the end, I couldn't take action because of some practical factors.

It wasn't until I was sorting through my mother's belongings and seeing some old manuscripts written by my mother many years ago in the drawer that I decided to start putting the stories I had in mind into words.

The old manuscripts look old, the letterhead is yellowed, and the handwriting at the beginning is already a little blurred. Judging from the different inkblots, it can be deduced that the words were not written down in one breath at a time. Instead, I write a few at intervals, so that I can accumulate them slowly.

However, before that, Su San had never seen his mother write with a pen, and he didn't know that the old lady was also quite literary and artistic.

Many articles are almost in the form of prose, and the wonder of the writing makes Su San sigh to himself.

What makes Su San feel inferior to himself is not only his mother's writing, but also the courage and determination to act for his dreams, and most importantly, the persistence and perseverance. Didn't give up because of the passage of time.

Influenced by his mother since he was a child, he likes to read all kinds of books under the lamp, especially novels and biographies, and he can't stop it.

Even the intense preparation for exams and the busyness of entering the social work when I was a student did not put this interest on hold.

Writing has always been one of Su San's many dreams, maybe he didn't know how to start, or maybe he didn't have enough courage to face failure. No time, busy work, a lot of, old age and low starting point, etc., may be excuses for looking ahead.

In the past two years, the awakening of a popular phrase has made Su San determined to try writing - dreams must be there after all, in case they come true!

It is said that the process of writing is lonely, and it is the communication between the soul and the self.

The bland ideas and the lack of vocabulary often make many authors who start to try to write essays hesitate to put pen to paper, with full ideals and a sense of reality.

Fortunately, Su San's difficulties in this regard are relatively small and can still be overcome.

It's one thing to read, but it's another thing to actually write.

The difference between what you understand between what others are saying and what you do yourself to turn the story into words is not a little bit like this. I believe that many authors have this experience when they first write articles, and Su San is the same.

Giving is not necessarily rewarding. But if you don't pay, you won't get anything.

With such a belief, Su San posted the article to the website.

At the beginning, Su San did not post the article at the starting point, but on another small website, and failed to sign the contract many times, and the final editor's reply once hit Su San very hard.

said that the text has no quality, no selling point, and a series of words that will kill the will, and the tone is very contemptuous.

But Su San is a very strong person, and the more others say no, the more they want to prove themselves.

The small website said no, so let's send it to the big website to try it, and finally chose the starting point.

When it was about 20,000 words, the station came short, and the contract was signed.

At that time, the excitement was indescribable, thinking about so many unpleasant things, there was finally a happy thing.

Perhaps in the eyes of some senior author friends, signing a contract seems to be a very simple and logical thing. But for Su San, it is a step forward in realizing his dream, and this meaning is particularly profound in such a depressed period.

After that, every incremental click, recommendation and collection is the motivation to encourage Su San to continue to write, and these are indispensable for the support of readers and writers, Su San sincerely thank you here!

The next novel is on the shelves, which is another step forward in a dream.

No matter what the grades are, what Su San wants to say is to enjoy the process of writing as much as possible, constantly discover and improve in writing, and present the wonderful stories in front of readers in a real and vivid way, which is Su San's original intention!

Finally, I wish you all good health and all the best in the new year!

Love you guys~~O(∩_∩)O~~