When the company announced that it would only select team members in the lead singer LINE, Seo Hyun took the initiative to find Park Yongsu and once again proposed to give up the qualification of the team, and the reason is also very good: In the second half of last year, because she was busy with singing and filming, she felt that she had not made much progress in singing skills this year. There is a gap between SUNNY and Pani, so she should be given a chance to someone stronger, and she has made her film debut, so she wants to spend more time and energy on acting skills and film and television shooting in the future, plus the pressure of her studies, she can't afford more trips.

The reason is very sufficient, but unfortunately, Park Yongsu resolutely rejected her request, and told her that she was the first team member identified by the company, and even she had been appointed as the captain of the team, and Seo Hyun, who was shocked by the news, didn't know how he left the agent's room.

In Seo Hyun's opinion, Taeyeon undoubtedly has to be selected for the squad, and her strength is not much, mainly because she has sacrificed too much for the team, and even in order to balance the popularity gap between the members, she has even given up the image of the convulsion squad leader with countless fans, and even if she appears in front of the camera in the past two years, she will hide aside and give the opportunity of exposure to other members.

Jessica's strength is undoubted, except for the lack of stability in the breath, it is similar to Taeyeon in other aspects, and the popularity is enough, and the voice is recognizable, coupled with qualifications, it is justifiable to be selected for the team;Although SUNNY is not obvious,But in fact, the singing skills are very solid,It's a pity that the voice is not recognizable,Coupled with being Li Xiuman's niece,It made her take the initiative to give up this opportunity;As for Pani,In fact, all aspects and SUNNY are one and the same,It's just that one is a local style,The other is an American faction,So she is also eligible to be selected for the team。

If Seo-hyun succeeds in quitting by asking for it, the formation of a team of Taeyeon, Jessica, and Pani is the perfect outcome, and it can also resolve the growing tension between the members of the team, but no matter how well she envisions, she can't change the company's decision, and it also makes Seo-hyun feel the powerlessness of being an idol for the first time.

She also wanted to go over to find Zheng Xiyi, but the girl's self-esteem made her pick up the phone several times and put it down again.

In the past, she accepted Zheng Xiyi's guidance in order to live up to her sisters' love for her, and try to correct her way of doing things so as not to worry everyone, but this time she is going to confront the company, and the nature is completely different. She has long understood that Zheng Xiyi's influence on the company is also limited, and even if it is really successful, it must be exchanged for Zheng Xiyi at a certain price, and Xu Xian will never accept such success, because she feels that Zheng Xiyi has paid too much for herself and her sisters.

As the time approached March, the company made a final decision on the selection of the three-person team, whether to use Taeyeon, Pani and Seo Hyun as members, and the team name continued to use TTS.

Jessica, who was notified in the practice room, walked to the door without saying a word, Taeyeon stepped forward and just wanted to stop her, Jessica suddenly stopped and turned around, swept around with a cold gaze, all the members were frozen by the cold emanating from her eyes, and could only watch her pull open the door and walk out.

After a few seconds, Xiuying whispered, "Let Sika be quiet for herself, she won't listen to anything we say now." ”

Taeyeon's barely visible eyebrows were about to squeeze together, and she said worriedly, "I've never seen Sika take anything so seriously, and I should have been more resolute if I had known this." ”

Xu Xian looked at the door that had been closed for a long time, silently returned to the wall and sat down, supporting the floor with one hand, lowering his head and letting his long hair fall in front of him, covering the tears that slowly fell.

Jessica, who walked out of the practice room, completely lost the appearance of the iceberg just now, stood in the corridor in a daze, looked left and right, her eyes swept over FX's practice room, paused slightly, and quickly left. Although the only person she can think of now is Xiujing, her sister's dignity and the idea of not letting her sister be sad with her still stopped her, and she stood in the corridor for more than ten seconds, and finally walked to the stairwell alone.

Pushing open the door of the rooftop, Jessica was blown by the warm and cold breeze in early spring, and couldn't help but shiver, but she didn't care at all, and dragged some heavy steps onto the rooftop.

She stood silently in front of the concrete guardrail, looking down at the street below, and it was obvious that she could see several groups of people on either side of the company's gate. It was the fans who were squatting on their own IDOL, and every vehicle that slowed down to enter and exit the company's gate would make them commotion, and after seeing that it was not their own IDOL, they would huddle together again and wait for the next car to arrive.

Hehe sneered twice, Jessica turned around, regardless of whether she would dirty her clothes, and sat directly on the ground with her back against the guardrail, holding her legs, staring at the distant sky with empty eyes, her mind was in chaos.

After her debut, she worked hard with her teammates to make Girls' Generation become the No. 1 girl group in South Korea and her new goal, so although she failed to become the captain, although there were such dark days, although there were so many people who liked her ANTI, she endured it.

When the team finally turned over, and got better and better, and finally swept across Asia and reached the top, not only the No. 1 girl group in South Korea, but even the No. 1 girl group in Asia, she suddenly found that the goal she had set before seemed to have been completed, and it was time for her to find a new goal.

Making more money after success can of course be the next goal, but Jessica doesn't think she's such a vulgar person, she wants a greater, more brilliant goal, one that will make everyone remember her name, not just Girls' Generation member Jessica.

Of course, it is impossible for the three-person team to achieve such a goal, but at least it is another step forward, and she thinks that she is no worse than the other members in any aspect, and it is nine out of ten to be selected for the three-person team, but she never expected that the final result would be that one.

When I learned of the company's final decision, I was naturally very angry, but I was not angry with my teammates. Even though Taeyeon and Pani don't have a deep relationship with her to the extent that Yoona and Hyun do, they can walk out of the darkness holding hands and supporting each other, and Jessica recognizes them as her sisters.

The object of her anger is not the company, she has been in this small yellow building for more than ten years, she has seen, heard and experienced enough things, and she has long understood that it is meaningless to be angry with the company. From HOT to mythology to TVXQ and SJ, when will the company give in to take care of IDOL's idea? Even if they are now the actual pillars of the company, it is impossible, because in the eyes of the company, there is only profit, and profit maximization is their only goal, and no one cares about her little IDOL's wishes.

So who is she angry with?

Jessica didn't know, maybe that's what she was angry about, and she couldn't find a target if she wanted to vent her anger......

I don't know how long it took, Jessica was suddenly blocked by a figure in front of her, she paused for a moment, raised her hand and rubbed her eyes to concentrate on looking over, and finally recognized the other party.

"Although it's already spring, it's still very cold in Seoul, and you're already weak, and you're still sitting here blowing the wind, do you want to have a serious illness in protest?"

Zheng Xiyi bent down and stretched out a hand in front of Jessica, obviously trying to pull her up.

Jessica's eyes were a little sour, but she immediately twisted her head to the side, ignored his hand, and snorted coldly, "Hmph, are you here to laugh at me or to pity me?"

Zheng Xiyi waited for a while, and saw that she resolutely refused to get up, so she had to sigh, straighten up and take off the windbreaker on her body, and threw it on Jessica's head and said, "I came here because I was afraid that you would freeze to death on the roof of the company." ”

"Zheng Xiyi!"

Jessica grabbed the windbreaker with both hands and raised it high, but when she looked up and saw Zheng Xiyi's concerned gaze, she finally didn't throw it out, but she still covered the windbreaker on herself with an angry face, and then shrank her two legs, covering her shoulders and legs, leaving only one head outside, and said hatefully: "I won't give it back to you, you bastard to death!"

Zheng Xiyi smiled indifferently, and as soon as she turned around, she also sat down next to her against the guardrail, and said very casually: "I heard that the ratings of "Violent Romance" are not very good?"

Jessica, who was still secretly moved just now, was suddenly detonated again, and shouted sharply to the side: "Ah! Zheng Xiyi, you actually came to anger me on purpose, right?!"

"Ani," Zheng Xiyi shook his head seriously and said, "I just want to say, why didn't you ask me before you acted?"

Jessica said angrily: "I asked you before the show, can the ratings be better now?"

Zheng Xiyi continued to shake his head and said: "Ani, I mean, if you ask me, I will tell you that you are not the material to be an actor, don't go to the role." ”

Jessica was so angry that the first Buddha was born, and the second Buddha ascended to heaven, stretched out her legs from under her windbreaker and kicked Zheng Xiyi's long legs a few times, "Ah! Zheng Xiyi, you must have been angry today!

Zheng Xiyi laughed, desperately twisting his body to stretch his legs to the other side, dodging Jessica's attack, fortunately Jessica was practicing just now, so she only wore flat shoes instead of high heels, otherwise there would be a few more blood holes in her legs.

Seeing that he put his leg to the other side and couldn't kick it himself, Jessica finally couldn't bear to stretch out her hand from her windbreaker, and squeezed her little fist on the back of Zheng Xiyi, who was half-sideways, and scolded while beating: "Bastard, you bastard, even you are here to bully me!"

Zheng Xiyi didn't dodge anymore, nor did he speak, but just let Jessica hit him in the back, Jessica also seemed to forget to stop, pounding again and again, and when her fingers hurt, she changed to slapping with a slap, and kept patting, and she didn't know until she burst into tears......